While I'm sitting in class, reading a book, or supposedly leaving it open and acting like I'm reading it, thoughts all pass through my head.
The thoughts are mostly of my life, and mostly of life itself.
I wonder about people most of all, and about the world in which people can write within the pages of books. I wonder how people can be so cruel, and yet still have a soft spot for puppies or their favorite person.
And I wonder about the nice people, how sometimes they can be so cruel as to turn their backs on you and talk about you so meanly. I wonder why people act the way they do, and why they're all different. I wonder this because I am human, yet not human. I at least feel like I'm out of the world, as if I'm something besides what people want. It's like I'm something that people can push away, after hugging me so very close that I could smell the foamy, soft smell of their clothing and flesh.
Love... I wonder most about love. It's only a human reaction, it's just an emotion right? Love... love is but a dream. As the great Edgar Allan Poe wrote in such a beautifully dark and wonderful poem, "All that we see or seem, is but a dream within a dream." Beautiful and deep, those two lines... what they mean... in my own wonder... is that we may be looking at a rainbow, but on the inside, if you break it up, it's nothing but pieces of white, of things that you can't see. Rainbows are only dreams, as is love.
You can't see love, but you can feel it. You can't taste love, though it may give you a feeling of fullness and completeness and leaves the taste of berries on your tongue. You can't hear it, but your lover can say those three little words that people all beg to hear every day of their lives.

YAYAYAYAYAY! I GOT 100% ON AN IN CLASS ESSAY!!!!!!!!! WHEEEEEEEEE!! And then my science teacher pulled me from the class to tell me how much she enjoyed reading my science essay! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!! WHAT AN EXCITING DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

:: sprawls out on the couch... ::


bored bored bored bored


:: Watches tv upside down ::

:: pokes SAMMI!!! :: MWHAHAHAHAHA!!!

I HAVE TAKEN OVER SPOKANE AND IT IS NOW 1 ALMOST 2 AM ON FRIDAY!! YAYAYAYAYAYAY! AND I DUN HAVE TO DO P.E. WHEEEE!!! MWHAHAHAHA [Dr.No] did my new little piccie AND THE ELFTOWN THINGY ISN'T HE COOL?!??!?!?!?! YOU ALL GOTTA SEE [grayghost] TOO HE DID THE OTHER PICTURE!! I think that I'll be putting up a picture of me when my sister broke into my room and snapped it while I was 1/3 awake. Mwhhahahahahahahaha!!!! Let's seeeeeeeeee I PASSED MATH WITH A 97%! I GOTS ALL A'S ... cept in two classes... heheh I was a smartass to the teachers.. oops! :S
Uuuuuuuh... HI EVERYONE!!!! I THINK I'M GOING TO GO MAKE EVERYONE BUY ME ICE CREAM IN SPOKANE AND THEN MAKE ME SHARE IT! YAYAYAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY!
COWBOY BEPOP HAS THE BEST ENTERY EVVVVVEEEEERRRRRR!!

YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY! OVERLY HYPERACTIVE AND AND AND.... I'M GOING TO TAKE OVER SPOKANE, MWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

YAYAYAYAYAYAY! HAPPY DAY! Went through depression... still dunno what these diary thingys are for but.. I'M GONNA PUT STUFF IN IT ANYWAY! MWHAHAHAHA! Anyway...
After about two days doen in the dumps I've bounced back! YAY! And uhm... er... I got an assignment in class and got the second best score in the class!! 93, though my friend got a 97. BUT, the teacher said that mine was a very creative story! Cuz it wasn't like everyone elses. I AM "special." LOL

I finally got myself a picture of me thanks to [Amara]!!! She's in it too!!! YAYAYAYAYAYAY! And look at my poll! Please.

I broke... a nail... : goes pale and faints :

Wheee!! I scored 90% on my math test and 100% PLUS extra credit in Life Skills!! (Home ec) SO AWESOME!! Hahahaha... :: wonders about little diary thingy... ::