... I have a boyfriend...?
Whoa. Dude.
Bleh, can't access Elftown from home. Stiupid, stupid, stupid computer. Will try best to contact from school.
Oh deep in the jungle where nobody goes, there's a woogey boogey washer woman washin' her clothes. With a scrubbadub here and a scrubbadub there, the woogey boogey washer woman washing her clothes... a diddley dop, a doo, a doo, a diddely dop, a doo, a doo, the woogey boogey washer woman washin' her clothes... -jazzy- yeaaaaah
The only reason I don't like school is 'cause I have to wake up early for it.
I don't like walking to and from school either.
Ick.
LAYER ONE:
-- Name: Emily
-- Nickname: Li, Captain Li Lynn
-- Birth date: June 19 1989
-- Birthplace: San Jose, California, USA
-- Current location: Spokane, WA, USA
-- Eye color: Blue/green/gra
-- Hair color: Auburn
-- Height: 5'2" (157 cm)
-- Righty or lefty: Righty ^^
LAYER TWO
-- Your heritage: Celtic
-- Your weakness: Pride
-- Your fears: Sharks
-- Your perfect pizza: Green peppers, lots of cheese, olives, and mushrooms.
-- Goal you'd like to achieve: Don't have one yet; so far just to get into an ivy league college.
LAYER THREE
-- Your most overused phrase on AIM: O.o
-- Your thoughts first waking up: When it's warm: This feels nice... When it's cold: reach the snooze, above your head... no... little to the left... ah... ten more minutes... Most refquently: Gotta get to school, gotta get to school... fudge, it takes me ten minutes! Computer... computer... A.K.A. A LOT OF THINGS.
-- Your best physical feature: Legs.
-- Your bedtime: I don't have a bedtime, but I go to bed between 8 - 10 p.m.
-- Your most missed memory: Living in a nice house with a nice car.
LAYER FOUR
-- Soda: Don't like soda. But I like Jolt.
-- Fast food joint: Subway!
-- Single or group dates: I go with a date either way.
-- Adidas or Nike: Shoes!
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Does it matter?
-- Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla
-- Cappuccino or coffee: Neither. Just give me a chocolate biscotti on the rocks.
LAYER FIVE
-- Smoke: Ick, no.
-- Cuss: When the occasion calls for it, yes.
-- Sing: Too much ^_^
-- Take a shower every day: Sure, sometimes.
-- Have a crush(es): heee
-- Do you think you've been in love: What does love feel like?
-- Want to go to college: Yes
-- Like high school: Waaay better than Chase.
-- Want to get married: Yeah!
-- Believe in yourself: Very few, precious times
-- Get motion sickness: Naw.
-- Think you're attractive: No.
-- Think you're a health freak: Yes. I don't know why either, being healthy is only putting off death!
-- Get along with your parents: Dad, yes, Mom, no.
-- Like thunderstorms: I love them.
-- Play an instrument: I used to play violin. I want to learn drums though.
LAYER SIX
In the past month...
-- Drank alcohol: Nope.
-- Smoked: No.
-- Done a drug: No.
-- Had sex: Virgin.
-- Made out: Never been kissed.
-- Gone on a date: I went to Homecoming...
-- Gone to the mall: ... No!
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: Oreos are yucky.
-- Eaten sushi: No...
-- Been on stage: Been in spotlight a couple times.
-- Gone skating: I wish.
-- Made homemade cookies: And I ruined the bastards too ^_^
-- Gone skinny-dipping
-- Dyed your hair: Nope.
-- Stolen anything: A pencil from Matt. But he stole it back.
LAYER SEVEN
Ever...
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing: Let me tell you about that one time at band camp...
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: Drank vodka at my uncle's wedding and fell asleep (it was an accident!), right in front of the speakers while Godsmack was playing.
-- Been caught doing something: Yesss...
-- Been called a tease: I am a tease.
-- Gotten beaten up: Couple times as a kid, yeah. By my sister and her friend.
-- Shoplifted: Not unless you count me taking tickets from a booth shoplifting.
-- Changed who you were to fit in: Fit in to what?
LAYER EIGHT
-- Age you hope to be married: 19 + I want to be married young.
-- Numbers and names of children: 2 or 3. I want to have a boy first and name him Adonis Eli. And then I either want a girl or two twins, what I'd name them I don't know, but it would be something exotic.
-- Describe your dream wedding: Either at a concert, in front of an ancient castle, or in a desolate place under the stars with lit torches. Not a very big wedding.
-- How do you want to die: Go down fighting, murdered, or perhaps simply from old age.
-- Where do you want to go to college: Yale
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: I'm not quite sure yet...
-- What country would you most like to visit: Bahamas!
LAYER NINE
In a guy/girl...
-- Best eye color: Anything beautiful (I like brown, green, gray, black, and blue).
-- Best hair color: Blonde, or black with blue tips (spikes!)
-- Short or long hair: Short
-- Height: 5'8-6+
-- Best weight: Anything that fits them -- I like fit to slightly muscular.
-- Best articles of clothing: Anything that allows me easy access and doesn't say "prep."
-- Best first date location: He'd sneek me out of my house for a moonlit picnic in the middle of no where -- with just silence (well, maybe some Frank Sinatra music).
-- Best first kiss location: Anywhere that doesn't have any other people. More or less I want it to be in the place described above.
LAYER TEN
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: None.
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: 1
-- Number of CDs that I own: More than 20
-- Number of piercing: 2
-- Number of tattoos: None yet.
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper: No times.
-- Number of scars on my body: More than possibly accountable for. I did a lot of stupid shit as a kid.
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: Shit, that's a big number... I regret a lot of things. Well, actually now that I think about, I'm glad I made those regrets, otherwise I wouldn't be the person I am today.
"The clouds don't move."
White can drive you crazy. Ever notice that?
There's less to life than insanity.
Silly mortal, Trix are for Gods! - [Icy Jeweled Dragon]
"Favorite sound: Ever started a car with a cat sleeping on the engine? Not that." - [pear bear] XDXD
My sister's evil AIM was in the works... every twenty seconds the AWAY message would change and destroy everything, so I signed out of it, but then it kept coming back, so I finally just exited out of it but IT'S POSSESSED. AIM IS POSSESSED. ECCENTRICALLY POSSESSED. EVIIIIL!!! EVIIILLL!!!
EVEN AFTER I SIGNED OUT AND DELETED THE ONLY PASSWORD, IT STILL HAUNTS ME! AHHHHH!!
---
misleadedyouth
EmilytheWeird: controlliA GHOST
EmilytheWeird: CONTROLLING MY COMPUTER
EmilytheWeird: GET AWAY FROM MEEE
EmilytheWeird: OH MY GOOOOOD
EmilytheWeird: YOU'RE TRYING TO KILL ME
EmilytheWeird: AHHH YOU AND THE EVIL AWAY MESSAGE
EmilytheWeird: IT'S ALL OF YOUR PLAN
misleadedyouth
EmilytheWeird: YOUR PLAN TO ATTACK ME
EmilytheWeird: I KNOW IT
EmilytheWeird: AHHHH I TOLD YOU
EmilytheWeird: SEE SEE
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EmilytheWeird: IT WON'T DIE
EmilytheWeird: IT KEEPS RESURRECTING ITSELF
EmilytheWeird: OH MY GOOOD POSSESSED POSSESSED
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"It has been said that men develop brains when they have failed in everything else." says:
-heart melts-
Sham says:
that would be a lot of melted heart... *grabbing a BIG bucket* don't want to lose any of it...
This dark place is dull.
This is how naive and clueless some of my former classmates are...
Fall Frosh 14 says:
I don't have a mic eather
Fall Frosh 14 says:
but it worked!
This dark place is dull. says:
Kayla had a mic
Fall Frosh 14 says:
does at least one person have to have a mic to do it?
This dark place is dull. says:
Yes.
This dark place is dull. says:
That's the point of an "audio" conversation o.o
I wonder how many people in this room will be dead by the age of 25... I wonder who will be successful and who will marry the wrong person, and lose everything they worked hard for in divorce court...
I wonder who will die a painful death, and who will sink into the graves of Earth...
I wonder why so many things in life are bad...
Some thoughts I had before bed (I seem to think of some pretty good stuff when I'm riiight on the edge of sleeping):
"No one can have me but myself, I won't allow it. I'm just going to bottle myself up and become non-human, because in truth I don't want to live and I don't want to die. You say I'm just a kid, that they're just 'childish fantasies,' I have. Pfft, shows what you know, you scared and selfish little bastard who can't committ. Did I ever question you? Did I ever question your feelings? No, of course I never did. That was your job. And yet, with all that love you gave it only took you a minute to ruin my life; I hope that beat your last record for the last girl; I hope it made you real proud of yourself. My conclusion to the ending of us is now I know the truth about myself. I know that I love nothing but pure insanity. I love no one but insanity. Insanity is my soulmate, not you. No one can have me but myself."
Silver1 says:
hi end!
Silver1 says:
nice to meet you!
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
Hi dude!
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
I just had a really weird dream.
Silver1 says:
what?
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
a dream o_o
Silver1 says:
what was the dream I meant, if you don't mind sharing.
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
A whole bunch of people and myself went on this vacation, but we were all young... I think the oldest dude was 20. I don't remember how many people went with us, but we went to these really nice houses, and it was dark... erm, then the next thing I remember was the oldest dude was in the shadows and he got out and something got to him. That's when we all freaked out, because... It was something
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
really evil o.o it was abnormal, and none of us (naturally) wanted to be eaten, so I said, "We have GOT to out of here." But our car was like, all the way on the other side of the property, and it was still dark out. It had been awhile already but... we started to get ready and we all buddied up, but then everything got in a frenzy and everyone was downstairs, but I heard music upstairs coming
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
from the bathroom, so I went to onvestigate... and I opened the door and there's these stereo speakers under the sink and they're boomin' loud, and in the cupboard beside it there's this gun... only it was shaped like a goat and the way you cocked the gun was you pulled on the horn thingies (it actually made a cool sound though O.o But I would NEVER touch a gun...). But... oh yeah, we had all made
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
plans on what we were going to do, but mine kinda faultered. So anyway, I had kinda freaked out and backed out of the bathroom and closed the door because I was imagining that it was the dead guy's ghost who had turned the stereo on, and I turned to my left to go down the stairs (it was a beautiful house), and the door to his room was wide open, and I was freaked out... I did -not- want to go in
Silver1 says:
don't blame you
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
there, but to my right on the wall I saw three light switches, and I switched them all on and was trying to figure out which one went where, but they only turned off once. I turned them back on the second time, and I looked into his room and saw a light go on and I instantly thought it was his bathroom and again I freaked, but then I noticed it was just a big mirror -- although I still didn't like
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
it, so I flipped the switch but none of the lights turned off, flipped the second one no lights turned off, and flipped the third the lights STILL wouldn't go off, so... I ran for it. My buddy was downstairs waiting for me (it was this kid my own age), and everyone started to sprint outside to the car, but my buddy dragged me somewhere else. And the last thing I remember was running for dear life
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
and holding his hand while I shot bullets in the dark (because I was ...f reaked).
There's my dream.
Silver1 says:
that is freaky, I had a dream where I was a dragon, and saw a bunch of kids running from something
Silver1 says:
and I swooped down and picked one up to carry it to safety
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
and?
Silver1 says:
it kept wiggling
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
aw
Silver1 says:
but I suppose it would have been kinda scary being carried in the paws of a dragon
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
-nod-nod-
Silver1 says:
I don't know, I remember i ran into some electric wire, it kinda hurt, but it was on my back
Silver1 says:
and then I landed and set my 'package' down
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
You don't happen to know how to interpret dreams, do you?
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
weird
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
o_o
Silver1 says:
I've been learning very quick, I've had to do 3 in the last few months and I still haven't gotten one figured out
Silver1 says:
do you want that one interpreted?
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
It'd be nice but if you're swamped it's okay
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
I have a lot of weird dreams like that.
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
I already know about the lightswitch thing. Whenever I ever see a lightswitch in my dream I try to turn it off, but it never does.
Silver1 says:
thats ok
Silver1 says:
first I gotta ask a question, have you had this dream more then once, or is it set in your mind and you can't get it out?
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
Only this once.
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
But!
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
I woke up in the beginning and looked at my clock (which said 12:00 exactly), then went back to sleep and it continued and I woke up about 20 minutes later.
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
I was sort of pushing myself to stay asleep too, because I wanted to know the ending.
Silver1 says:
lol
Silver1 says:
but does it stick in your mind?
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
What do you meeeaaan exactly? Like, can I remember every detail?
Silver1 says:
no, I mean you keep thinking of the dream itself
Silver1 says:
and you can't stop thinking about it and wondering about it etc.
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
Yup!
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
That;s it o_o
Silver1 says:
lol
Silver1 says:
there are three types of dreams, one type is regular dreams, one type is prophetic and the last is kinda symbolic
Silver1 says:
I can tell you now that its probably not a regular dream
Silver1 says:
because your mind keeps drawing itself back to it
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
ooo o_o
Silver1 says:
so that leaves prophetic and symbolic. Believe it or not there ARE prophetic dreams but your dream doesn't match it up, that leaves symbolic, which means your subconcious is trying to tell you something important, and you'd better listen up.
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
What would a prophetic dream be?
Silver1 says:
its usually one of two things, a fragment of a scene (generally I get these) and you end up going "That doesn't make sense..." then a few weeks down the road you see the scene in the proper context and go "OH..."
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
ooh like seeing the future...? no...
Silver1 says:
it can also be as in Joseph from the bible, these are characteristic by having them more then once
Silver1 says:
yeah, its seeing the future
Silver1 says:
its also not very useful
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
ooh o_o
Silver1 says:
alrighty, now the fun part, deviding the dream up into tiny bits and discussing every last detail till we figure out what it is
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
I believe that when you dream your soul has gone off to other places (that's why dreams are so weird), and you're sort of in a morphed world. I forgot to mention something!! When I noticed the bit about the mirror, my reflection wasn't in it, but it clearly showed where I was standing.
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
yiiiikes!
Silver1 says:
the switches seem very important to you in the dream. Your subconcious is taking the message it wants you to have and putting it in a believable scenario
Silver1 says:
hmm...same as vampires
Silver1 says:
their reflections don't show
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
...
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
I wasn't a vampire!
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
I think the dream would have been VERY realistic, despite the fact that I had a gun and the fact that the GUN ITSELF was a goat.
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
-would never hold a gun-
Silver1 says:
didn't say you were
Silver1 says:
that kind of dream generally is very realistic.
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
I was just stating ^^
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
-nod- o_o
Silver1 says:
hmmm
Silver1 says:
you also have to be willing to believe that your subconcious might be trying to tell you something you don't neccesarily want to hear
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
I'm all for it
Silver1 says:
lol
Silver1 says:
well lets start with the lights that seems to be your focus, that and something hunting you
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
wait.. brb for juuust a tiny moment
Silver1 says:
then we'll move onto the mirror
Silver1 says:
ok
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
Sorry!
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
Back
Silver1 says:
welcome back
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
thank yoou ^^
Silver1 says:
lets elimate the easy stuff first, you aren't worried about power outages etc?
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
Naw
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
I encourage them -hides scissors-
Silver1 says:
or feel like you have a lack of control over something in your life, or that every time you try to do something something else you didn't intend to happen happens?
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
I always seem to be afraid of the dark in my dreams, but in real life it makes no difference...
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
Nope ^^
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
I think I've got a pretty good grasp of my life.
Silver1 says:
mm k
Silver1 says:
any personal thoughts on where it might be leading?
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
My dream?
Silver1 says:
yeah
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
Maybe it's saying not to go on a vacation with a bunch of strangers...
Silver1 says:
LOL
Silver1 says:
hmm thats interesting, you didn't know anybody?
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
^^
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
Nope.
Silver1 says:
*meditates*
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
Silver1 says:
lol
Silver1 says:
you got yourself a hard one
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
bwhahha >:
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
:F
Silver1 says:
nothing going on at school, or in your family?
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
hmmm...
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
Well, there's always that little incident with Champ (I told you about that, right?)
Silver1 says:
yeah
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
and my family's all going to Hell so it doesn't matter.
Silver1 says:
champ may have something to do with it
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
Nothing I'm not already used to.
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
I think so.
Silver1 says:
can you describe to me the champ problem in detail one more time so I can compare?
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
Yhea..
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
Okay, well, last Tuesday I discovered I liked him, so Wednesday morning I told him... alone... I kind stuttered it out and he went "oh my g**" in a surprised way, then I ran off to class... then the next day I cornered him after school and said to him "If you don't like me that way then just tell me" so he told me to call him ( ), in which I did, and we talked for an hour... But about 10
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
minutes of the conversation went to the relationship deal, and he was too stressed because this other girl had told him she liked him (over the Net -_-), and then started to give him the cold shoulder, his grandpa just died and his parents were hardly ever home, PLUS he has a 4 year old sister...
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
and I just said to him, "You know, Champ, don't worry about it, I'm fine being friends. I don't want to add on to your stress." So... yeah that's what happened.
Silver1 says:
hmm
Silver1 says:
you know that matches pretty well actually
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
how?
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
-blink-
Silver1 says:
the switches, which suggested to me an attempt to turn things on (heh, no pun intended) and it not working.
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
lol
Silver1 says:
The guy getting killed could represent anything from his grandpa dieing to your wish for a relationship
Silver1 says:
your reflection wasn't in the mirror, wasn't in the picture...hmmm
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
-blink- wow, you're good at this! O.o
Silver1 says:
I noticed that your body generally doesn't go through all the trouble to make up a suitable dream with a similar theme unless its come up with a solution to your problems
Silver1 says:
actually I just know the questions to ask
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
"I noticed that your body generally doesn't go through all the trouble to make up a suitable dream with a similar theme" What do you mean by this?
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
XD
Silver1 says:
unless its come up with a solution to your problems
Silver1 says:
it means that it wouldn't have found a pattern and shown it to you unless it knew the answer
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
oooh
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
... ve muscht find ze answer!
Silver1 says:
yeah
Silver1 says:
*scrolls up to study dream some more*
Silver1 says:
hmm, your buddy was waiting for you despite all. Thats unusual.
Silver1 says:
do you know where he was taking you?
Silver1 says:
when he dragged you off
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
From what I remember he was trying to get me inside this lighted building -- I'm not sure what was in it but he was afraid
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
I think it was either the guest house or the pool house
Silver1 says:
afraid of what was in there or afraid of what was outside?
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
the door was a foggy kind of glass but there was light shining through.
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
what was outside
Silver1 says:
was what he was afraid of outside or inside
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
Outside
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
In the dark
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
He wanted in the light.
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
I could tell you what he was wearing too.
Silver1 says:
oh?
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
He was wearing a dark blue T-shirt and I guess they were light blue boxers or shorts. Something like that.
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
He had black hair, it was straight and he had dark skin too.
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
He was skinny.
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
fast runner @_@
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
He didn't wear any shoes.
Silver1 says:
hmmm
Silver1 says:
do you like anyone else besides champ?
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
Yes
Silver1 says:
the dream could be something like this:
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
Well, I don't think I like Champ anymore. I think that was just a fling... I'm a really lonely person -_-
Silver1 says:
the guy who died is a representation of champ. The lights show he's unatainable, backed up by the mirror. The buddy who waited for you is your answer
Silver1 says:
he cares about you obviousely
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
aww...
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
That makes a bit more sense
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
But usually when I have a crush (from what I can pcik up) if I kiss the guy in my dream it's like I'm saying goodbye.
Silver1 says:
did you kiss him in the dream?
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
No.
Silver1 says:
there you go
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
The only contact I had with other people was when I held the boy's hand to run
Silver1 says:
affection
Silver1 says:
did that help any?
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
lots
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
-huggles you to near death- thank you!!
Silver1 says:
lol
Silver1 says:
*hugs back* no problem, I'm glad I could help you
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
Anything I can do for you? o_o
Silver1 says:
not unless you like writing about horses
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
-is drained out from writing-
Silver1 says:
thats ok
Silver1 says:
I'm sitting here with a sick fish and bored out of my skull anyway
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
oh maaan
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
mom's cleaning... i'm hungry... o.o and...
Let me introduce you to the end. says:
Still thinkin' bout that dram O_o
When it snows I'll bury my thoughts in the cold.
"Just remember when you think you're free, the crack inside your f*cking heart is me."
I was rejected. After three years of staying away from guys when I finally pull out to just say my true feelings I was fudging rejected... (Of course, I hadn't had a crush in nearly three years.)
And I can't get my cds... God. LIFE SUCKS.
... At least we're still friends though and he was nice about it ^^ Plus... I was willing to be flexible. It's my fault I'm still alone.
"Well, we just talked. And he seemed way too stressed, because it turns out this other girl had told him she liked him (over the NET), and then gave him the cold shoulder and he didn't want that to happen to him and me. And his grandpa just recently died, his parents are like NEVER home (so he has to stay with his grandparents), he's got a 4 year old sister, he's got some pretty tough classes... I just said, "I'm fine with being friends, I'm real cool with it. I don't want to add onto your stress or anything." And he really appreciated it that I was flexible and stuff. So yeah. That took about ten minutes up in a one hour conversation."
Yeah, that about sums up WHy he rejected me... *sighs* Oh well, living life alone means solitude and silence.
-crunch-
Oops, there goes my ego -_-