Words are my intstrument; that's how I make my music.
Pretty DEEP, HUH? Pretty GOOD for a Yankee, HUH???
I think I might be bi.
Male Audience: *cheers*
... Just kidding.
Male Audience: AWWW CRAP!
I think I just had the most interesting conversation with an old friend over MSN today. *Contemplated about it.* Yep, it was the most interesting conversation. Probably the grossest too :P I wish I saved it, it would have been funny to put in here. But I didn't. All I can really remember is, "I'm... pretty hard." I don't know what that has to associate with, but I laugh really hard whenever I read it.
*reads it*
My Paper Heart
Please just don't play with me My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseach you
Simple things, that make you run away
Catch you if I can
Tears fall, down your face
The taste, is something new
Something that I know
Moving on is, easiest when I am around you.
So bottle up old love,
And throw it out to sea,
Watch it away as you cry
Now a year has past
The seasons go
Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseach you
Simple things, that make you run a-way
Catch you if I can
Waiting, day to day it goes through
My lips, are sealed for her
My tongue is,
Tied to, a dream of being with you
To settle for less, is not what I prefer
Summer time, the nights are so long
The leaves fall down, and so do I into
the arms of a friend
Winter nights
My bedside is cold, for I am gone
And spring blossoms you to me
Your Star
She screams when i'm away She's been gone before.
I worry all the time, why worry anymore
Now I go, away
Now I know, today
I picked out your star
Turned night to day
A simple whisper from your voice
And I fade away
You wish for love
You pushed me away
Your love for me was everything I need
The air I breath
she, now she's all alone
Her eyes they drown in tears
Their love was meant to last
But she is blind with fear
Now I go, away
Now I know, today
Leave me be
Now I'm free
Love reflecting everything
You want space
I need you to help me see this through
Swing Swing
Days swiftly come and go.
I'm dreaming of her
She's seeing other guys
Emotions they stir
The sun is gone.
The nights are long
And I am left while the tears fall.
Did you think that I would cry,
on the phone?
Do you know what it feels like,
being alone?
I'll find someone new
Swing, Swing, Swing from the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again.
Wish cast into the sky
I'm moving on
Sweet beginnings do arise
She knows I was wrong
The notes are old,
They bend, they fold
and so do I to a new love.
Bury me
(you thought your problems were gone)
Carry me
(Away, away, away...)
Time Stands Still
Him and her
Life is turned.
The day I knew you would leave
I can barely breath
Can you hear me scream
O-o-o thrown in all directions
You epitome of perfection
She's lost her will,
time is standing still
He walks, her, home
Now he walks a-lone
The days they turn into years
The eyes they drown in tears
Can you hear me scream
The way we are the way they were
(It's just a shadow of what's wrong)
The time with you the time is stirred
(I love you for , so long)
The hearts they turn, they turn away
(she says to go please don't you cry)
Love lost was found, night turns to day
Time is standing still
"One More Sad Song"
One boy, one girl, two hearts, their world
Time goes by, secrets rise
One more, sad song, tears shed, she's gone
She'd take it back, if she only could
All the perfect words they seem so wrong,
She's gone
You wish that you could learn to see,
The door is closed and yo wish you could be
Alone with you, alone with me
What can I do, I can not breath
My heart is torn, for all to see
Alone with you, alone with me.
Best friend, worst thing, she's been, cheating
Friend deceives, she leaves
Last date. she cries, whispers, goodbye
She walks once more, out that door
Please stay, don't go away
The hardest thing is letting go of you
Stay, don't go away
The hardest thing is letting go of you
what can I do?
Alone with you, alone with me, what can I do
I can not see, alone with, alone with...
"Why Worry"
I worry, I wonder all the time why worry
It's killing me, forget about it
I whisper, remember what she did
Don't miss her
Set me free, she won't allow it
Angry and gone, and the list goes on and on
Now I'm letting up, I should be the one who's letting go
She's lonely, she's scared, I'm relationship impaired
If it's love, I will differ, I'm being lost being with her
I can't move on, I can't take it
She, she says we won't ma-a-ake it now
I can't move on, I can't take it
She, she says we won't ma-a-ake it now
Be-lieving, the things i did were wrong
I'm leaving
It fades a-way, forget about it
She's binding, can't do a thing alone
Rewinding
Times before, can't live without it
I don't know
But you did but you did ut yo-ou did
Please don't go
Now my feelings for you they're now lost
'cause we're through anymore
I'll write you , I'll call you
Now
"Don't Leave Me"
You're sweet just like the sun
But what happens when the sun doesn't stay?
The night reminds me when you went away
Now my mind was pacing, heart is racing contemplating things that I lack
Even though you left me by myself, do I want you back?
Will you stay or will you walk?
will you let go?
Leave me all alone
I'm giving you one more chance
To make things last
Ring around the roses then she'll stay
Leave me once
Leave me twice
Kiss good-bye that will suffice
When you go away
Don't look back
Leave me once and i'll be fine
Leave me twice i'll make you mine
Just one more chance to make it once again
As the days go by, I am asking why did you leave
You left me alone and then you walked out on me
Thinking of days, thinking of ways, thhinking of things that I should say
I wanna be with you and that's the only way
Don't say good-bye, just dry your eyes
A tear for everything that I did wrong
Don't say goodbye, just dry your eyes
Listen now just try and see me please don't leave me now.
"Too Far Gone"
I should warn you
Things you're feeling, aren't normal now.
Think you need me
It's not easy, let you go some how.
Now we're too far gone,
Hope is such a waste
Every breath you take you give
me the burdens bitter taste
You promise that you'd stay
You say you want to go
Your lips provide a shelter for the
things that i don't know
Please speak slowly
My heart is learning
Teach me heart-ache,
Stop this burning now.
Wishful thinking
Patience shrinking, bliss is far away
North is calling
Now I'm falling, at your feet please stay
"Drive Away"
She¹s gone away, but still they stay together
People call me crazy, crazy
My thoughts progress, I think about forever
My mind tells me maybe, maybe
I wish I could drive away to the sunset
Back to the day that we first met
Only believe the things I wrote
I¹ll put it in a note, yeah
Cross my t¹s and dot my i¹s
Better say hello, don¹t you dare say goodbye
I¹ll write sincerely yours and sign my name
P.S. I love you forever and today
Two weeks go by, seems like it¹s been the weather
The rain falls down she¹s crying, crying
My thoughts progress, she thinks about forever
Their hearts are bound lying, lying
All the heartache all the pain
All the words you said in vain
And I¹ll never be the same
"Happy Endings"
Time does tell
That even if they say so
She'd be the one that would know
That I did do what I've done
And I, I wouldn't call it cheating
I'd just say I was leading her on
Why walk while I run a-way
You- you ask me what went wrong
Me- i'll write you this last song
Please- just tell me one way we can win
One- more thing before I go
Two- the one who loves me so
Three- don't make me count to three again
Happy endings
Just what did you do, If you're a dream then come true
Stop pretending
That what you mean isn't what you say
Hopeful dreaming,
Of times before the pain, wishing it was still the same
Loving, leaving
Round and round and round we go again
Walks a-lone, have often lead to thinking
My love for you is sinking to what seems an all time low
or high, the limits' never ending,
And don't you know I'm sending
There's no venture I won't go
For you
She walks away, she talks away
She walks away
She walks away, she talks away
Away, away...
"The Last Song"
This may be the last thing that i write for long
Can you hear me smiling when i sing this song, for you and only you
As I leave will you be someone to say good-bye
As I leave will you be someone to wipe your eye
My foot is out the door, and you can't stop me now
You wanted the best, it wasn't me, will you give it back
Now i'll take the lead, when there's no more room to make it grow
I'll see you again, you'll pretend you're naive, is this what you want
Is this what you need, how you end up let me know.
As I go, remember all the simple things you know,
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope, that you will miss me when
I'm gone
This is the last song
The hearts start breaking as the year is gone
The dream's beginning and the time rolls on
It seems so surreal, now I sing it.
Somehow I knew that I would be this way,
Somehow I knew that I would slowly fade.
Now i'm gone, just try and stop me now.
And will you need me now, you'll find a way somehow
You want it too, I want it too.
Mwheeheeheehee
There's is now a very nice gentleman named [Kenshin Himura] in the Elftown midst :)
Da*n that dog. It's so hard to stay mad at him!!!!!!! >.<
I am so freaking mad right now... what the he*l is that dog's problem?!?!?!?
I had new shoes, and then he goes and chews on one of them!!! LIKE we can afford a NEW pair!!! GOD THAT MAKES ME ANGRY!! I got those shoes so I wouldn't be stuck with tennis shoes!!!!! I know, it's just a shoe, I know... But I'm slightly materialistic ^^ and it just TICKS ME OFF!!!!!!!!!!!
New shoes, ARE NOT MEANT TO BE EATEN, DOG!
He looked across the street to see her sitting in the park. His face held a little smirk as he walked up to her. She was sitting under a large oak tree her face looking up through the yellow and green summer leaves. He sat beside her with his back against the rough tree trunk looking at her curiously, observing her kind and patient face. In a sense, she was very pretty.
"Why do you do this everyday? he asked.
"Well," she said looking to him then back to the blueness above her, "I'm just waiting for the sky to fall."
This is [Xithia] and me talking in AOL... she was away on Friday on a field trip ^^
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!
Sqll457: ? what?
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Sqll457: .... dunno
EmilytheWeird: ...
EmilytheWeird: I'll bring the cd
Sqll457: kk
Sqll457: a great joke!
The biologist says "I study the principles of life."
The psychologist says "You are controlled by the principles of life."
The businessman says "My business can use its force to control the economy."
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The engineer says "My equations are a model of the universe."
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EmilytheWeird: XD
EmilytheWeird: Hey, you missed it on Friday.
EmilytheWeird: I wore a skirt.
Sqll457: YOU DID!
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EmilytheWeird: LOL
Sqll457: I want to see
EmilytheWeird: XD
Sqll457: wear it again!
Sqll457: soon!
EmilytheWeird: :-\ hmmm...
EmilytheWeird: No.
EmilytheWeird: I'll wear my jean skirt
EmilytheWeird: it's long
Sqll457: ... I'll wear one with you
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Sqll457: ...
EmilytheWeird: LOL
EmilytheWeird: I wore a short, short one
EmilytheWeird: I was cold man
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EmilytheWeird: LOL
EmilytheWeird: I hope you don't mean on me,
EmilytheWeird: I got some pretty odd looks from a few people
Sqll457: ...
Sqll457: ...
Sqll457: so?
EmilytheWeird: . . .
EmilytheWeird: I looked/felt odd
Sqll457: I'll wear a short onw with you
Sqll457: ...
EmilytheWeird: Nooo
Sqll457: how short?
EmilytheWeird: I am NEVER wearing that thing again!
EmilytheWeird: Like, real short
EmilytheWeird: mid-thigh short
Sqll457: ..
Sqll457: ...
Sqll457: I missed it!
EmilytheWeird: LOL
Sqll457: But will I ever see you wearing it again? maybe summer when you come back?
Sqll457: or you can just bring it and not wear it so I can see it
EmilytheWeird: I'll bring it
EmilytheWeird: Rachel really liked it
EmilytheWeird: It's a pretty skirt
EmilytheWeird: Just not on me XD
Sqll457: ...
EmilytheWeird: ...
EmilytheWeird: hi
Sqll457: hi
EmilytheWeird: lol
Sqll457:
EmilytheWeird: Do you want me to wear my jean skirt or my capris?
EmilytheWeird: OMG YOU HAVE TO SEE THIS ONE OUTFIT I'VE GOT...
EmilytheWeird: Come over, k?
Sqll457: where?
Sqll457: what?
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EmilytheWeird: Come over
EmilytheWeird: So you can see this one outfit
Sqll457: when
EmilytheWeird: Unless you want me to take it to school and then put it on lol
EmilytheWeird: I dunno tomorrow?
Sqll457: yeah
Sqll457: maybe
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EmilytheWeird: lol
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Sqll457: You should wear it
EmilytheWeird: Jean skirt?
Sqll457: hmmm yeah
EmilytheWeird: LOL
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I just got back from my first time attending a wedding! My old, dear friend Geena's older sister Angie had gotten married *FINALLY* And it was such a romantic wedding too!
You always see those movies with the goo-goo kissey faces, and you know, walking past someone in a mall who's kissing some other guy, but of course, none of that is true love. So when that part in the wedding came up "You may now seal your love with a kiss" it was so sweet and romantic... I mean just to see two people who actually love each other kiss... it's really beautiful.
And then after the ceremony we went to that reception thingy mabober thing... I've never actually danced with someone before, so it was new for me to... They kept calling me "Ms. Hollywood."
I've known the bride's side of the family since I was at least 3 or 4 years old, so... yanno :P Anyway... Uncle Keith, who I've known for a good 8 or 9 years, made me dance, of course. To Pearl Jam! I never took dancing lessons, so I didn't know how to dance, but then when he started, I followed, and it was so surprisingly easy!!! I couldn't believe how much I'd been missing out, but then after that I was dancing with everyone, it was so fun ^_^
And... then... I dunno... I was wearing a really strange outfit... I should've gotten a picture, but I couldn't :P But I'll most likely get one at *my* uncle's wedding which is in June.
It's kind of funny... Because for the wedding I attended, I knew almost everyone there. But for my uncle's wedding... I know that I'm not going to know very many people. Sad. -_-
Well, anyway... the food was great, and Angie's *the bride* dress was ABSOLUTELY GOREGOUS!!!!! I mean... REALLY REALLY gorgeous... I wan't something like what she had :P
That's about all I have to empty out of my system... I'm so happy! I want to dance now... while my sister, mother and I were in the car, going home, Mom said something like, "Wow, Emily I'm surprised. You dance very gracefully."
"Huh?"
"You followed his steps and everyone was saying, 'Who's that?' and I'd say, 'That's my daughter!'"
Now... if I have any dancing skills, I know I didn't get them from Mom ^_~
Why can't my mom just accept the fact that... I DON'T LIKE MAKEUP?!!??!?!
So I'm standing in the bathroom, brushing out my hair...
when MOm brings up this whole thing about my hair being greasy and that I need to wash it. Oh yeah right, like I care.
"Why don't you put a little makeup on?"
"Why??"
"Because it's a formal wedding!!"
"I don't want to, I hate makeup, you know that!"
And then I walked off, "OH DON'T ACT LIKE YOU DON'T GIVE A SHIT WHAT YOU LOOK LIKE!"
Funny... because I really don't give a shit what I look like.
I stole this from [Stargirl] cuz I really, really, really, wanted to. Lol...
001: Name: Emily Lynn McDurman
002: Nickname: No nickname, but people tend to call me "Em" or "Emy" and I really hate it and I'll pound anyone's butt who calls me that. INCLUDING ADULTS!
003: Country of living: U.S.A. and I guess I'm proud. I don't really care though. America is full of jacka$$es anyway. But then again, so is the other countries :P
004: Birthdate: June 19th, 1989. REMEMBER, MY BIRTHDAY'S IN ONE MONTH FROM MONDAY!
005: Length: Length of my body, right? I'm 5'2". I know, stop snickering, I'm aware that I'm short!
006:Eye color: *sigh* Well, they're blue. And green. And gray. And they have a yellow ring that shoots out like a spider web around the pupil. And I have a dark blue line around the iris. And then it's like I got yellow and green veins running from the iris to the pupil... looks pretty cool :P
007: Shoesize: 6 to 6 1/2
008: School/work: 8th grade at Chase Middle School. IN 18 IT'LL BE 9TH GRADE AT FERRIS HIGH SCHOOL, WHOOOO!!!
009: You smoke: Never!!!! Bad for your health and your teeth and breath and it's just a big ick. I wouldn't date anyone who smoked. I hate the smell. Makes it hard to breathe right.
010: Hobby's: Lots... reading and writing, computer, Internet, Kenshin, anime, music, music, music, reading...
011: Brothers/Siste
012: Relationship: I don't exactly have one now, and probably won't for a long time... guys don't tend to bother taking a second look at me :) But that's okay, cuz they're all a bunch of jerks in Spokane anyway.
013: Piercing(s): My ears. I won't go farther than that.
014: Tattoo: I will eventually get one. Most likely a tiger eye on the right side of my hip. Something little, though slightly attractive *but I wouldn't show it to anyone but my husband :P*
015: Fave Country to go to: I haven't been out of America... yet. Well, I've been to Canada and Mexico...
016: Are there people you wont reply to?: Yep. Do you want me to name him? Cuz I can. And there's a girl too.
017: Nicest person you met this year: [Mr.Mystery], [Xithia], [Amara] (but I've known her for awhile :P) [True, plain and simple] , [Stargirl] (you wouldn't believe how nice she is!!!), [Nighthawk], [AngelSsorrows], [grayghost], [Dr.No], [Avatar], And then his one person... I dunno how to spell his name... :S, and mainly everyone on my friends list... :P
018: Person you rather not have met this year: [A.V], [Vladmir Hadjuski] because they gang up on me and my friend. Well, Vladmir does anyway. His messages are never nice. And of course [fackdi300] because she just likes to start trouble up with that fowl language of hers.
019: Who would you like to meet: People from Elftown :)
020: Who do you admire most: People who have strong religious beliefs, and those who can really stand up for what they believe in.
021: Most sexy person(s): Hmm... I'm not bi/girl-gay, so just cuz there's no girls on this list doesn't mean anything bad to ya :P: [Mr.Mystery], [True, plain and simple] , and... uhhhm... Who am I trying to think of?
022: Favorite Pyama: PAJAMAS??? Any of them! I love ALLL my pajama's!!! Baggy pants and a white t-shirts, the best! Or Scooby-Doo boxers... Scooby rocks ^^
023: Favorite Car: I like Pontiacs. And BMW Roadsters.
024: Light or Dark: Dark in a light way.
026: Favorite City(s): Swansea, Massachusetts. My Grandmother Evelyn lives there in the best neighborhood, filled with tons of really nice elders :) And the gardens are marvelous!
027: Favorite Plush: I have a lot of those for some reason...
028: Favorite Perfume/au de toilette/after
029: Favoriete Magazine: I don't read magazines.
030: Favorite sound: Em 7th chord on a guitar. Echo is and make it soft... sounds so heavenly. To me.
031: Favorite TV-series: Rurouni Kenshin!
032: Favorite Writer: I don't have one.
033: Religion: Agnostic but if I wanted one, I would choose wiccan. But I don't think I'll everhave enough time to practice :(
034: What is on your mousepad: My mouse.
035: What all is under your bed: Old papers, old projects, old games, carpet, some hands and feet...
036: Favorite color/s: Lavender!
037: Favorite Song ever: I don't know... there are so many great, great songs. I guess... something by the Four Seasons.
038: Favorite song at this moment: Heart of Sword, Asakura.
039: Favorite food: Anything seafood!
040: Favorite class in school: English, Social Studies, and I gotta admit, I kinda do like P.E.
041: Favorite drink: Lemonade and Orange Juice!
042: Lucky number: 7 (O.o wow [Stargirl] that's my lucky number too ^^) My locker number is 7! And so far it's only jammed on me once!
043: What do you think is greatest about yourself: I think... Well, the thing that I like best about me is my determination and my will to stand up and fight for what I believe in and what I want. My pang for waking up in the morning and standing up for my friends if they want something but can't have it. I'd do anything for my friends :)
044: What deodorant do you use: Well, I use this Suave stuff my dad uses... Don't ask :P It works okay? It even lasts through the night after a full day of school, and a shower. I smell great, okay!? That's what counts! lol...
045: Favorite shoes: Sandals. Not flip-flops.
046: What time do you go to bed on weekdays: Whenever I feel like it. Usually around 10 or so.
047: What word do you use most: Obviously :P
048: Most romantic moment in your life: Haven't really had one in real life yet :) But I guess it's when I played "Marry me" when I was a kid. Lol...
049: Most embarassing moment in your life: I have a lot. But I'll tell you this one: In sixth grade while we were taking a test, I had finished and so had my "friend" *she turned out to be a back slasher* and then she started talking to me, and I ended up plugging my eyes and shaking my head while chanting "I'm not listening... I'm not listening!"... That was really embarrassing. I did a lot of embarrassing stuff in sixth grade... I was so stupid XD
050: You spend your time rather inside or outside: I spend my time inside when it's cold. But I looove going outside when it's warm.
051: What do you do in the weekends: Lazy around and procrastinate.
052: What class on school do/did you dislike most: I don't really like math. But I really hate my journalism class.
053: Your Breakfast: Eggs!
054: What do you really really dislike to eat: Horseradish... and chicken fried steak, YEUCK!
055: Pets: 1 sister, and 1 pit bull dog (he's bloodthirsty, but sweet. Too sweet... if ya catch my drift here.)
057: Serious or funny: Seriously funny is the best.
058: Fast or slow: Fast! Zoom!!!
059: You prefer being alone or have relation: I would prefer to have a relation, because I really love cuddling and being romantic :)
060: Simple or complicated?: Simply complicated. Sounds like me.
061: Cremate or Buried when dead: Buried... I want life to be able to fester on my insides and keep growing! But I have to be dead.
062:Life or death: I'm not sure... I think I'm going to Hell when I die. If it exists. Because I don't believe in God. But I believe in Jesus and I have to excepted him as my savior. But so far how my life is going, I'd have to say death :P
063: Stay up late or go to bed early: On weekends... STAY UP LATE BABY! On weekdays? STAY UP NOT-SO-LATE BABY!
64: Light or dark?: Look up -_-
065: Speak or Silence: Speak when the silence starts to kill. Silence whenever in any emotional moment that requires lots of thought.
066: Tall or small man/woman: A tall man.
067: Newspaper: I read it. Yeah.
068: Hug or kiss: I hate hugs hershey's, it's gross. I perfer kisses. Oh... wait, you mean on a person? Well, I wouldn't kiss someone who I didn't like, so hugs and kisses. Hugs are very important :)
069: Happy or Sad: Happay!
071: Gig or Disco: They call me Disco Baby.
072: Left or Right: If I had to go through a choice like that, I'd keep walking straight.
073: Sausages on top, or on the side: Side...?
074: Dark/ red/ Blonde: I'm actually all of those colors... I've got auburn wacko hair.
075: What would you ask God if you could ask him 1 single question: I'm going to ignore this question.
076: You believe in reincarnation: Yes, with the right spells and words, tada! You can bring back the love of your life :)
077: You believe in Aliens: I do! But I can't imagine them looking any different from human's themselves. I think that we're aliens to another suit of humans, in a different time. Ya catch me? I don't go with the whole green alien thing, or the flying UFO's... heheh no.
078: When you die, what will be your last words?: "I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU PRESSED THE RED BUTTON!"
079: Does true love exist: Of course... *grin*
080: How many kids would you like to have: Well, I don't want to have kids now, but when I grow up... about 2 or 3.
081: What is the one thing you can't stand: People who think that others are lower than dirt, even though it's them that's the low person. And the people who have something really good to say but never say it!! The people who don't stand up and speak for what human's call right, and let people trample all over them emotionally and physically. The one's who think they're low, when they're not.
082: Best feeling: Any kind of loving gesture, like your parents giving you a kiss on the forehead for no reason.
083: Worst feeling in the world: I agree with [Stargirl] on this: Realizing you caused somebody pain when you didn't mean to.
084: What are you afraid of: Not being able to die. Sharks. Motorcycles.
085: Are you an emotional person: Very emotional.
086: Do you ever cry during a movie: No... my being an emotional-pers
087: Your goal in life: Travel the world and save as many people as I can. And being the best mom.
088: What was the promise you made to yourself at new years eve: To be more determined for what I want and what others need.
089: Favorite art-artist: I will have to saaaaaaaaaaaaa
090: As what animal would you like to reincarnate: If I were to be one... then a Siberian Tiger with the powers to talk :P
Question 91 is non-existant.
092: Most original place to ask your love to marry you: Uh, that's a no-no. I won't ask the guy to marry me, he's got to ask ME to marry HIM. I'm an old fashion girl, okay? :P And it would have to be something original. No asking me in a restuarant, that's too cliche.
093:What do you think of Elftown: It's great, but I wish the Elftown guards wouldn't mess with you. Like, you're supposed to get a friendly notice when they're going to take down your picture, but this one guy didn't. He just gave my friends something and then took it down when it was something that we made.
094: Is there something you miss about elftown: Not that I know of. I wish they would make delete buttons for the message things though, cuz I'm at like 175 pages of messages here!
095: Where did you get this question list: I stole it from [Stargirl] mwhahahaha!
096: Besides elftown, what do you do most on your PC: Elfwood... word document... MSN...
Quotes... cuz I'm bored:
"I'll carry your love in a pocket on my heart..."
"Mourning Dove - You can't understand... I can't cry... These shadows really hate me..."
"There's only so much I can take, but the pain is something I welcome."
"You're hurting me..."
"Sometimes I wish for the worst. Just because it brings that pleasing pain to your face."
"Curiousity didn't kill the cat. It tortured and tore its soul up slowly."
Wow, only like 20 more days left of school... that's so cool!!!! 3 more Mondays, a bunch of other days, and then a few Fridays, and then off to high school I am! YAYAYAYAY!!
I feel thoughtful but I don't really have anything meaningful to say. Not today, anyway.
Mmm... cherry poptarts taste gooood...
I don't really know what to say to any of you... But really, I always knew that no one was perfect. But today... it sort of just panged on me, that no one is really perfect. I mean... you could be pretty, and smart, and sweet... but there's always that fault. Like being self-conscious
I know that I'm not perfect, and, in truth, I don't want to be either. And I don't want to meet anyone who is perfect, because, as Mitul put very well, it's the faults in a person that makes them interesting. It's the fact that we all don't agree with each other that gets us talking. Plus, what is perfect anyway? There's always that perfect someone, they are so perfect to you that it's unbelievable, and you seem so perfect to them in the same loving way. But to other people, you both may seem like oddballs... to me, that's all right, and I accept it.
But, as I said, I don't really know what to say to any of you. We all have our faults. Instead of mocking them and wishing them away, we should be thankful we even have them because those are the things that keep us interesting to other people.
So really... everyone is beautiful in their own way. Whether it be on the inside or the out. I know and wish that I, and everyone else, were perfect on both sides. And in a way... we all are.
Ehhh... I was sick for four days... and I have so much schoolwork that I feel totally horrible about it... I just can't find any time to work on it... I'm trying really hard, and I hope that my teachers can see that. I'm not slacking like my mother may think I am. Mainly I'm using my computer time fr research *but me just can't stay away from Elftown either* for this Career Unit thing... I'm so far behind in that class it's not even funny. Well, if anyone has written and published any books, contact me :P
I don't UNDERSTAND IT!!! Why is it when I tell people I'm agnostic, they go all out of their way to tell me that God loves me, that all I have to do is freaking SACRAFICE MYSELF TO HIM?!?!?!?! I WON'T, I've ALREADY dealt with ENOUGH pain for all the people in the world, WHY CAN'T THEY JUST EXCEPT THAT FACT THAT I, EMILY LYNN MCDURMAN, DOES NOT BELIEVE IN GOD!?!?!?!?!?!
EVERYONE is different, and NO ONE can turn me to the face of God again, he turned his back and I've turned mine!! I go by scientific facts. I don't believe that God made the world. Because then who created God? God couldn't have created himself, he has to have parents. Otherwise our reproduction system would be different and we'd have people making themselves all over the place!
And if God DID exist, then why, if suddenly he shows himself to Adam and Eve, but as time goes by, won't let anyone else see him, and totally loses contact?? WHO EVEN WROTE THE BIBLE FOR GOODNESS SAKES?? Men who came in contact with God? Well, if that's so, why aren't people continuing to write the bible? Why, why, why, why, why? I want answers based on fact, not religious myths!!
I agree though, that the bible holds some truth to the world we live in. I believe in Jesus Christ, and I've accepted him as my savior. WHY CAN';T THOSE PEOPLE JUST LEAVE ME ALONE??
Give God your mind, body, and soul, give him your faith and your love... that's what they say. Well, I'm sorry for being so stubborn, but my mind, body, faith, love, and soul only goes to my "one and only" and to no one else. And I'll spend eternity in Heaven or Hell waiting for that person. Because in fate, we shall meet.
No, really. If you comment, I'll love you forever. *Oh My God, my mom gave me that line to cut my hair O_o she still hates me -_-*