I am freaking pissed off at the whole world.
I've got blisters on my feet from walking, my back is aching, there's no food in my house, and Elfwood is not updating itself on my computer and I AM FREAKING ANGRY!!!
I still don't feel very different about Elftown. When I first came here it was a nice place to meet people, and I remember thinking, "Oh thank God, there's no deep set rules and I can be free!" But nooo they had to change that. Just give it a queue line to change your bio and pictures and you've got yourself another more-strict and less-fun Elfwood.
I mean, some of the people on here are serious jackasses. And the reason why you can't upload moving GIF pictures... is just plan gay and lame. People like them, and it's not like Elftown actually pays attention to what "low class" people want, but only the meanie-headed guards who have to cut everything short and make Elftown so un-fun. I mean, people like moving GIF's for the moods. And it does not get in the way of the text, for YOUR information. I will hold a stupid survey to see who finds it hard to read when you have one. I will prove it doesn't! I DEMAND that moving GIF pics become allowed!!!!!!
I am SICK AND TIRED of this! I like Elftown, and I wish they would freaking lighten up because it's just a place, and it's not like everyone is actually going to FOLOW rules! And when you're at least "hiring" guards, you should get polite ones because I can name a few guards who are totally rude and who treat me like a little kid -- which I am not! I may still be a little naive, but who isn't? I am NOT going to allow someone on the Internet to treat me like a little child. Someone who I don't even KNOW! Stop trying to be so polite, and say you'll do something and then be a total hypocrite about it and not even do anything! Sometimes I think Elftown isn't even bothering to note what changes actually need to be made. All that's happened around here are new buttons when Elftown people can actually do something that people need! Yeah, they have been a lot of great improvements, but there could be more! Like maybe putting delete buttons on the pages of messages -- I know that can really help someone like me out, who doesn't want to sit there pressing those little squares until 213 pages of messages are gone.
I am in a really bad mood right now, I used to come to Elftown to relieve more of my anger, but now that it's turning into this jackass place, I don't think I like it so much anymore.
If I get banned, so what? This is my opinion and no one</i> can hold me back from expressing it. I like Elftown, I admit it. But there's just a few people who need to go, and a few things that have to be changed, and Elftown DEFINITELY needs to lighten up a little more. I understand that there are a lot of people coming into Elftown and things have to be stricter, but you know, unlike Elfwood, you're coming into Elftown with no clue to what you're doing, and when you sign in, you're not getting a message saying to just read the rules and follow them, not like it was when I first came, I got a nice little greeting. Maybe they should post the rules on the registration, or after one registers, they ought to have a page of the page. SOMETHING, ANYTHING to lighten the load off Elftown!! This is supposed to be a fun place, but it's turning into a terrible one!Missing: </i>
Elftown's turning into a rule-based, law-set, jackass of a place.
...
Of course you know I may feel differently about it at some point or another during the day.
I was looking at this name book that my friend got me, and I was searching around in the Disney name area. You may be thinking, "So what?" Well, I don't think that anyone has ever named their child Cinderella. What's wrong with Cinderella? I mean, c'mon, it's a beautiful classic name. It's homely and charming! It's got Ella and Cinder in it. And Cinder isn't all that bad :P I think I'll name my first daughter Cinderella. Something like... Cinderella Echo. Or something like a good-girl name. Cinderella Amity... Cinderella Grace. Grace is too common though... waaaay too common. Cinderella Patience. Yes, Patience is a name!!!!! Cinderella Andromena... lol. That actually goes pretty well. Or there's always names of virtue. Cinderella Amiable! Pretty, but I think I'll most likely go with something mythological. Cinderella Philosophy... I would like to name one of my children Philosophy. Maybe not Cinderella though lol. Cinderella Benevolent... lol. I dunno... I really like Cinderella Andromena.
I want to name another child Philosophy or Discovery. Those are such pretty words!!!
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Ignore it cuz it won't work, haha :P
Every you every me
Placebo
Sucker love is heaven sent
You pucker up, our passion's spent
My heart's a tart, your body's rent
My body's broken your's is bent
Carve your name into my arm
Instead of stressed I lie here charmed
'Cos there's nothing else to do
Every me and every you
Sucker love a box I choose
No other box I choose to use
Another love I would abuse
No circumstances could excuse
In the shape of things to come
Too much poison come undone
'Cos there's nothing else to do
Every me and every you
Every me and every you
Every me-he
Sucker love is known to swing
Prone to cling and waste these things
Pucker up for heaven's sake
There's never been so much at stake
I serve my head up on a plate
It's only comfort, calling late
'Cos there's nothing else to do
Every me and every you
Every me and every you
Every me-he
Every me and every you
Every me-he
Like the naked leads the blind
I know I'm selfish, I'm unkind
Sucker love I always find
Someone to bruise and leave behind
All alone in space and time
There's nothing here but what here's mine
Something borrowed something blue
Every me and every you
Every me and every you
Every me-he
Every me and every you
Every me-he
Every me and every you
Every me-he
Every me and every you
Every me-he
Every me and every you
Every me-he
Every me and every you
Every me-he
I had yet another interesting conversation. But I won't be putting it up here. For... reasons you need not know about...
*mouth twists into a wicked grin*
Words are my intstrument; that's how I make my music.
Pretty DEEP, HUH? Pretty GOOD for a Yankee, HUH???
I think I might be bi.
Male Audience: *cheers*
... Just kidding.
Male Audience: AWWW CRAP!
I think I just had the most interesting conversation with an old friend over MSN today. *Contemplated about it.* Yep, it was the most interesting conversation. Probably the grossest too :P I wish I saved it, it would have been funny to put in here. But I didn't. All I can really remember is, "I'm... pretty hard." I don't know what that has to associate with, but I laugh really hard whenever I read it.
*reads it*
My Paper Heart
Please just don't play with me My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseach you
Simple things, that make you run away
Catch you if I can
Tears fall, down your face
The taste, is something new
Something that I know
Moving on is, easiest when I am around you.
So bottle up old love,
And throw it out to sea,
Watch it away as you cry
Now a year has past
The seasons go
Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseach you
Simple things, that make you run a-way
Catch you if I can
Waiting, day to day it goes through
My lips, are sealed for her
My tongue is,
Tied to, a dream of being with you
To settle for less, is not what I prefer
Summer time, the nights are so long
The leaves fall down, and so do I into
the arms of a friend
Winter nights
My bedside is cold, for I am gone
And spring blossoms you to me
Your Star
She screams when i'm away She's been gone before.
I worry all the time, why worry anymore
Now I go, away
Now I know, today
I picked out your star
Turned night to day
A simple whisper from your voice
And I fade away
You wish for love
You pushed me away
Your love for me was everything I need
The air I breath
she, now she's all alone
Her eyes they drown in tears
Their love was meant to last
But she is blind with fear
Now I go, away
Now I know, today
Leave me be
Now I'm free
Love reflecting everything
You want space
I need you to help me see this through
Swing Swing
Days swiftly come and go.
I'm dreaming of her
She's seeing other guys
Emotions they stir
The sun is gone.
The nights are long
And I am left while the tears fall.
Did you think that I would cry,
on the phone?
Do you know what it feels like,
being alone?
I'll find someone new
Swing, Swing, Swing from the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again.
Wish cast into the sky
I'm moving on
Sweet beginnings do arise
She knows I was wrong
The notes are old,
They bend, they fold
and so do I to a new love.
Bury me
(you thought your problems were gone)
Carry me
(Away, away, away...)
Time Stands Still
Him and her
Life is turned.
The day I knew you would leave
I can barely breath
Can you hear me scream
O-o-o thrown in all directions
You epitome of perfection
She's lost her will,
time is standing still
He walks, her, home
Now he walks a-lone
The days they turn into years
The eyes they drown in tears
Can you hear me scream
The way we are the way they were
(It's just a shadow of what's wrong)
The time with you the time is stirred
(I love you for , so long)
The hearts they turn, they turn away
(she says to go please don't you cry)
Love lost was found, night turns to day
Time is standing still
"One More Sad Song"
One boy, one girl, two hearts, their world
Time goes by, secrets rise
One more, sad song, tears shed, she's gone
She'd take it back, if she only could
All the perfect words they seem so wrong,
She's gone
You wish that you could learn to see,
The door is closed and yo wish you could be
Alone with you, alone with me
What can I do, I can not breath
My heart is torn, for all to see
Alone with you, alone with me.
Best friend, worst thing, she's been, cheating
Friend deceives, she leaves
Last date. she cries, whispers, goodbye
She walks once more, out that door
Please stay, don't go away
The hardest thing is letting go of you
Stay, don't go away
The hardest thing is letting go of you
what can I do?
Alone with you, alone with me, what can I do
I can not see, alone with, alone with...
"Why Worry"
I worry, I wonder all the time why worry
It's killing me, forget about it
I whisper, remember what she did
Don't miss her
Set me free, she won't allow it
Angry and gone, and the list goes on and on
Now I'm letting up, I should be the one who's letting go
She's lonely, she's scared, I'm relationship impaired
If it's love, I will differ, I'm being lost being with her
I can't move on, I can't take it
She, she says we won't ma-a-ake it now
I can't move on, I can't take it
She, she says we won't ma-a-ake it now
Be-lieving, the things i did were wrong
I'm leaving
It fades a-way, forget about it
She's binding, can't do a thing alone
Rewinding
Times before, can't live without it
I don't know
But you did but you did ut yo-ou did
Please don't go
Now my feelings for you they're now lost
'cause we're through anymore
I'll write you , I'll call you
Now
"Don't Leave Me"
You're sweet just like the sun
But what happens when the sun doesn't stay?
The night reminds me when you went away
Now my mind was pacing, heart is racing contemplating things that I lack
Even though you left me by myself, do I want you back?
Will you stay or will you walk?
will you let go?
Leave me all alone
I'm giving you one more chance
To make things last
Ring around the roses then she'll stay
Leave me once
Leave me twice
Kiss good-bye that will suffice
When you go away
Don't look back
Leave me once and i'll be fine
Leave me twice i'll make you mine
Just one more chance to make it once again
As the days go by, I am asking why did you leave
You left me alone and then you walked out on me
Thinking of days, thinking of ways, thhinking of things that I should say
I wanna be with you and that's the only way
Don't say good-bye, just dry your eyes
A tear for everything that I did wrong
Don't say goodbye, just dry your eyes
Listen now just try and see me please don't leave me now.
"Too Far Gone"
I should warn you
Things you're feeling, aren't normal now.
Think you need me
It's not easy, let you go some how.
Now we're too far gone,
Hope is such a waste
Every breath you take you give
me the burdens bitter taste
You promise that you'd stay
You say you want to go
Your lips provide a shelter for the
things that i don't know
Please speak slowly
My heart is learning
Teach me heart-ache,
Stop this burning now.
Wishful thinking
Patience shrinking, bliss is far away
North is calling
Now I'm falling, at your feet please stay
"Drive Away"
She¹s gone away, but still they stay together
People call me crazy, crazy
My thoughts progress, I think about forever
My mind tells me maybe, maybe
I wish I could drive away to the sunset
Back to the day that we first met
Only believe the things I wrote
I¹ll put it in a note, yeah
Cross my t¹s and dot my i¹s
Better say hello, don¹t you dare say goodbye
I¹ll write sincerely yours and sign my name
P.S. I love you forever and today
Two weeks go by, seems like it¹s been the weather
The rain falls down she¹s crying, crying
My thoughts progress, she thinks about forever
Their hearts are bound lying, lying
All the heartache all the pain
All the words you said in vain
And I¹ll never be the same
"Happy Endings"
Time does tell
That even if they say so
She'd be the one that would know
That I did do what I've done
And I, I wouldn't call it cheating
I'd just say I was leading her on
Why walk while I run a-way
You- you ask me what went wrong
Me- i'll write you this last song
Please- just tell me one way we can win
One- more thing before I go
Two- the one who loves me so
Three- don't make me count to three again
Happy endings
Just what did you do, If you're a dream then come true
Stop pretending
That what you mean isn't what you say
Hopeful dreaming,
Of times before the pain, wishing it was still the same
Loving, leaving
Round and round and round we go again
Walks a-lone, have often lead to thinking
My love for you is sinking to what seems an all time low
or high, the limits' never ending,
And don't you know I'm sending
There's no venture I won't go
For you
She walks away, she talks away
She walks away
She walks away, she talks away
Away, away...
"The Last Song"
This may be the last thing that i write for long
Can you hear me smiling when i sing this song, for you and only you
As I leave will you be someone to say good-bye
As I leave will you be someone to wipe your eye
My foot is out the door, and you can't stop me now
You wanted the best, it wasn't me, will you give it back
Now i'll take the lead, when there's no more room to make it grow
I'll see you again, you'll pretend you're naive, is this what you want
Is this what you need, how you end up let me know.
As I go, remember all the simple things you know,
My mind is just a crutch and I still hope, that you will miss me when
I'm gone
This is the last song
The hearts start breaking as the year is gone
The dream's beginning and the time rolls on
It seems so surreal, now I sing it.
Somehow I knew that I would be this way,
Somehow I knew that I would slowly fade.
Now i'm gone, just try and stop me now.
And will you need me now, you'll find a way somehow
You want it too, I want it too.
Mwheeheeheehee
There's is now a very nice gentleman named [Kenshin Himura] in the Elftown midst :)
Da*n that dog. It's so hard to stay mad at him!!!!!!! >.<
I am so freaking mad right now... what the he*l is that dog's problem?!?!?!?
I had new shoes, and then he goes and chews on one of them!!! LIKE we can afford a NEW pair!!! GOD THAT MAKES ME ANGRY!! I got those shoes so I wouldn't be stuck with tennis shoes!!!!! I know, it's just a shoe, I know... But I'm slightly materialistic ^^ and it just TICKS ME OFF!!!!!!!!!!!
New shoes, ARE NOT MEANT TO BE EATEN, DOG!
He looked across the street to see her sitting in the park. His face held a little smirk as he walked up to her. She was sitting under a large oak tree her face looking up through the yellow and green summer leaves. He sat beside her with his back against the rough tree trunk looking at her curiously, observing her kind and patient face. In a sense, she was very pretty.
"Why do you do this everyday? he asked.
"Well," she said looking to him then back to the blueness above her, "I'm just waiting for the sky to fall."
This is [Xithia] and me talking in AOL... she was away on Friday on a field trip ^^
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EmilytheWeird: You have to listen to this song
!
Sqll457: ? what?
EmilytheWeird: "I'll Be" Edwan McCain
Sqll457: .... dunno
EmilytheWeird: ...
EmilytheWeird: I'll bring the cd
Sqll457: kk
Sqll457: a great joke!
The biologist says "I study the principles of life."
The psychologist says "You are controlled by the principles of life."
The businessman says "My business can use its force to control the economy."
The economist says "The forces of the economy will control your business."
The engineer says "My equations are a model of the universe."
The physicist says "The universe is a model of my equations."
The mathematician says "I don't care."
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Sqll457: it's great!
EmilytheWeird: XD
EmilytheWeird: Hey, you missed it on Friday.
EmilytheWeird: I wore a skirt.
Sqll457: YOU DID!
Sqll457: DAMN!
EmilytheWeird: Yeeeep
EmilytheWeird: LOL
Sqll457: I want to see
EmilytheWeird: XD
Sqll457: wear it again!
Sqll457: soon!
EmilytheWeird: :-\ hmmm...
EmilytheWeird: No.
EmilytheWeird: I'll wear my jean skirt
EmilytheWeird: it's long
Sqll457: ... I'll wear one with you
EmilytheWeird: LOL
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Sqll457: ...
EmilytheWeird: LOL
EmilytheWeird: I wore a short, short one
EmilytheWeird: I was cold man
Sqll457: WOW!
Sqll457: I really want to see that!
EmilytheWeird: LOL
EmilytheWeird: I hope you don't mean on me,
EmilytheWeird: I got some pretty odd looks from a few people
Sqll457: ...
Sqll457: ...
Sqll457: so?
EmilytheWeird: . . .
EmilytheWeird: I looked/felt odd
Sqll457: I'll wear a short onw with you
Sqll457: ...
EmilytheWeird: Nooo
Sqll457: how short?
EmilytheWeird: I am NEVER wearing that thing again!
EmilytheWeird: Like, real short
EmilytheWeird: mid-thigh short
Sqll457: ..
Sqll457: ...
Sqll457: I missed it!
EmilytheWeird: LOL
Sqll457: But will I ever see you wearing it again? maybe summer when you come back?
Sqll457: or you can just bring it and not wear it so I can see it
EmilytheWeird: I'll bring it
EmilytheWeird: Rachel really liked it
EmilytheWeird: It's a pretty skirt
EmilytheWeird: Just not on me XD
Sqll457: ...
EmilytheWeird: ...
EmilytheWeird: hi
Sqll457: hi
EmilytheWeird: lol
Sqll457:
EmilytheWeird: Do you want me to wear my jean skirt or my capris?
EmilytheWeird: OMG YOU HAVE TO SEE THIS ONE OUTFIT I'VE GOT...
EmilytheWeird: Come over, k?
Sqll457: where?
Sqll457: what?
EmilytheWeird: My house
EmilytheWeird: Come over
EmilytheWeird: So you can see this one outfit
Sqll457: when
EmilytheWeird: Unless you want me to take it to school and then put it on lol
EmilytheWeird: I dunno tomorrow?
Sqll457: yeah
Sqll457: maybe
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EmilytheWeird: lol
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Sqll457: You should wear it
EmilytheWeird: Jean skirt?
Sqll457: hmmm yeah
EmilytheWeird: LOL
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I just got back from my first time attending a wedding! My old, dear friend Geena's older sister Angie had gotten married *FINALLY* And it was such a romantic wedding too!
You always see those movies with the goo-goo kissey faces, and you know, walking past someone in a mall who's kissing some other guy, but of course, none of that is true love. So when that part in the wedding came up "You may now seal your love with a kiss" it was so sweet and romantic... I mean just to see two people who actually love each other kiss... it's really beautiful.
And then after the ceremony we went to that reception thingy mabober thing... I've never actually danced with someone before, so it was new for me to... They kept calling me "Ms. Hollywood."
I've known the bride's side of the family since I was at least 3 or 4 years old, so... yanno :P Anyway... Uncle Keith, who I've known for a good 8 or 9 years, made me dance, of course. To Pearl Jam! I never took dancing lessons, so I didn't know how to dance, but then when he started, I followed, and it was so surprisingly easy!!! I couldn't believe how much I'd been missing out, but then after that I was dancing with everyone, it was so fun ^_^
And... then... I dunno... I was wearing a really strange outfit... I should've gotten a picture, but I couldn't :P But I'll most likely get one at *my* uncle's wedding which is in June.
It's kind of funny... Because for the wedding I attended, I knew almost everyone there. But for my uncle's wedding... I know that I'm not going to know very many people. Sad. -_-
Well, anyway... the food was great, and Angie's *the bride* dress was ABSOLUTELY GOREGOUS!!!!! I mean... REALLY REALLY gorgeous... I wan't something like what she had :P
That's about all I have to empty out of my system... I'm so happy! I want to dance now... while my sister, mother and I were in the car, going home, Mom said something like, "Wow, Emily I'm surprised. You dance very gracefully."
"Huh?"
"You followed his steps and everyone was saying, 'Who's that?' and I'd say, 'That's my daughter!'"
Now... if I have any dancing skills, I know I didn't get them from Mom ^_~
Why can't my mom just accept the fact that... I DON'T LIKE MAKEUP?!!??!?!
So I'm standing in the bathroom, brushing out my hair...
when MOm brings up this whole thing about my hair being greasy and that I need to wash it. Oh yeah right, like I care.
"Why don't you put a little makeup on?"
"Why??"
"Because it's a formal wedding!!"
"I don't want to, I hate makeup, you know that!"
And then I walked off, "OH DON'T ACT LIKE YOU DON'T GIVE A SHIT WHAT YOU LOOK LIKE!"
Funny... because I really don't give a shit what I look like.