It's people who make me disbelieve.
Brick! Ben's Fold Five <~~~ Best Song AlIIIVE.
Love is clockworks and cold steel, fingers too numb to feel. Squeeze the handle, blow out the candle, love is blindness.
I believe in God, but does God believe in me?
I had a really scary dream tonight... O.o Might as well share *shrug*
Well, when 9/11 happened I wasn't truly affected, because I didn't know anyone in New York, and I knew we would get the bastards back for whoever did it. I'm on the side of the war, don't message me "Be anti-war!" because the war is happening, and if you want to stop it, you're only helping terrorists. This is what I believe, thank you.
So, in my dream, I was a firefighter or something, and I wanted to go into the building so I did. And it was really dusty and stuff, because it was near the enterance way to the doors, and I was looking for survivors I guess.
Well, it was so covered in ash, that when I got up there, I didn't see the body parts, until I was UP THERE.
So, I look down, and there's legs here, an arm there, half a guy over there with practically all his clothes burned off, and then there's this pregnant woman... well, at least she was pregnant. The cord to her baby was still in her, and it was still attached to her baby. When she jumped the baby came out, she died, and the baby died. The baby was some way off... it was really... disturbing :S
So, then there's police officer, and he's telling me to get out I guess. Well, not telling me, just looking at me with wide eyes, like he's scared. And, I guess I was on a ledge and I didn't want to walk, but I started to scream, "Help me! Help me!" because of the body parts... I was so scared of them. But he wouldn't help me.
And then I woke up: I think the building crashed on me.
Dæmonically sick X.x
If you're not smart go to school and become "smart"... or stay smartass, whichever you prefer.
It must first storm(st) for there to be rainbows(R) . Life is kinda like that...(li)
What an enlightning conversation between Bryan and myself. Read on, fair evil one:
thou art darkest gabrielle, no church shall bare our path, seductive evil drink your fill, of the bleeding christ in your arms says:
oh yeah
thou art darkest gabrielle, no church shall bare our path, seductive evil drink your fill, of the bleeding christ in your arms says:
hi
It must first storm for there to be rainbows . Life is kinda like that... says:
hi
It must first storm for there to be rainbows . Life is kinda like that... says:
lol
so farewell to distant thunder those inept stars ive worshiped under fall father thir father lies in wait in flames below says:
heh, im bored as hell
It must first storm for there to be rainbows . Life is kinda like that... says:
Me tired
so farewell to distant thunder those inept stars ive worshiped under fall father thir father lies in wait in flames below says:
why are you on
It must first storm for there to be rainbows . Life is kinda like that... says:
Because I was given this joyful moment to meet up with you, therefore doing the whole "Fate" thing so that you could give me some sort of inspiration or wisdom that I could possibly use in the near future.
It must first storm for there to be rainbows . Life is kinda like that... says:
How the hell would I know?
so farewell to distant thunder those inept stars ive worshiped under fall father thir father lies in wait in flames below says:
lol
It must first storm for there to be rainbows . Life is kinda like that... says:
Exactly.
It must first storm for there to be rainbows . Life is kinda like that... says:
Lol.
It must first storm for there to be rainbows . Life is kinda like that... says:
After all that freaking typing, you press four keys -_-
It must first storm for there to be rainbows . Life is kinda like that... says:
technically three... but yeah.
so farewell to distant thunder those inept stars ive worshiped under fall father thir father lies in wait in flames below says:
heh
so farewell to distant thunder those inept stars ive worshiped under fall father thir father lies in wait in flames below says:
nope, 4
It must first storm for there to be rainbows . Life is kinda like that... says:
Emily needs to go sleep >.<
It must first storm for there to be rainbows . Life is kinda like that... says:
Well, there's two L's in lol
It must first storm for there to be rainbows . Life is kinda like that... says:
then you have to press enter
It must first storm for there to be rainbows . Life is kinda like that... says:
l = 1 o = 1 Enter = 1
so farewell to distant thunder those inept stars ive worshiped under fall father thir father lies in wait in flames below says:
oh, but im still doing the manual labor of pushing three buttons
so farewell to distant thunder those inept stars ive worshiped under fall father thir father lies in wait in flames below says:
therefor i am pushing 4
It must first storm for there to be rainbows . Life is kinda like that... says:
1 + 1 + 1 = 3 or it could be four but WHATEVER, depends on the sense.
It must first storm for there to be rainbows . Life is kinda like that... says:
But it's technically three!
so farewell to distant thunder those inept stars ive worshiped under fall father thir father lies in wait in flames below says:
not really
It must first storm for there to be rainbows . Life is kinda like that... says:
yes really.
It must first storm for there to be rainbows . Life is kinda like that... says:
There's different types of personalities!
so farewell to distant thunder those inept stars ive worshiped under fall father thir father lies in wait in flames below says:
if your talking about 3 seperate butttons yeah...
It must first storm for there to be rainbows . Life is kinda like that... says:
Depends on how you reason it.
It must first storm for there to be rainbows . Life is kinda like that... says:
yeah
so farewell to distant thunder those inept stars ive worshiped under fall father thir father lies in wait in flames below says:
yeah but you said no such thing
so farewell to distant thunder those inept stars ive worshiped under fall father thir father lies in wait in flames below says:
so.........
so farewell to distant thunder those inept stars ive worshiped under fall father thir father lies in wait in flames below says:
....4...
It must first storm for there to be rainbows . Life is kinda like that... says:
or you could mean you're pressing four buttons because you're pressing buttons four times!
It must first storm for there to be rainbows . Life is kinda like that... says:
Yes I did
It must first storm for there to be rainbows . Life is kinda like that... says:
it just wasn;t that simple.
It must first storm for there to be rainbows . Life is kinda like that... says:
I'm blonde, you see.
so farewell to distant thunder those inept stars ive worshiped under fall father thir father lies in wait in flames below says:
thats for sure
so farewell to distant thunder those inept stars ive worshiped under fall father thir father lies in wait in flames below says:
It must first storm for there to be rainbows . Life is kinda like that... says:
Thanks for the hammer down, I really do appreciate the EGO SQUISH.
It must first storm for there to be rainbows . Life is kinda like that... says:
Don't even think about saying that.
archangel dark angel lend me thy light through deaths veil till we have heaven in sight says:
hands off my ego
archangel dark angel lend me thy light through deaths veil till we have heaven in sight says:
haha
archangel dark angel lend me thy light through deaths veil till we have heaven in sight says:
he
archangel dark angel lend me thy light through deaths veil till we have heaven in sight says:
h
archangel dark angel lend me thy light through deaths veil till we have heaven in sight says:
woo i just crack myself up
archangel dark angel lend me thy light through deaths veil till we have heaven in sight says:
k, i admit, that was really lame
It must first storm for there to be rainbows . Life is kinda like that... says:
Was that you who I was tal.... oh no, that was my conscious.
It must first storm for there to be rainbows . Life is kinda like that... says:
Lol, don' worry about it
It must first storm for there to be rainbows . Life is kinda like that... says:
I crack myself up sometimes too.
It must first storm for there to be rainbows . Life is kinda like that... says:
whoa
It must first storm for there to be rainbows . Life is kinda like that... says:
conscience^
It must first storm for there to be rainbows . Life is kinda like that... says:
not conscious. That was stupid and inmoral.
It must first storm for there to be rainbows . Life is kinda like that... says:
...
It must first storm for there to be rainbows . Life is kinda like that... says:
gah
It must first storm for there to be rainbows . Life is kinda like that... says:
that is my clue to go to bed
It must first storm for there to be rainbows . Life is kinda like that... says:
NIIIIIGHT Bryan
It must first storm for there to be rainbows . Life is kinda like that... says:
oh... and add me, I have a new e-mail:
archangel dark angel lend me thy light through deaths veil till we have heaven in sight says:
lol
archangel dark angel lend me thy light through deaths veil till we have heaven in sight says:
night
It must first storm for there to be rainbows . Life is kinda like that... says:
lil_apple_ange
It must first storm for there to be rainbows . Life is kinda like that... says:
oops
archangel dark angel lend me thy light through deaths veil till we have heaven in sight says:
i already have that..
It must first storm for there to be rainbows . Life is kinda like that... says:
beautifully_in
It must first storm for there to be rainbows . Life is kinda like that... says:
sorry XD
archangel dark angel lend me thy light through deaths veil till we have heaven in sight says:
alright
It must first storm for there to be rainbows . Life is kinda like that... says:
that was stupid
archangel dark angel lend me thy light through deaths veil till we have heaven in sight says:
im going too
archangel dark angel lend me thy light through deaths veil till we have heaven in sight says:
night
*squeel* YAYAYYAYYA!!!!
[sirbonkalot], being the fantastic artist that he is, drew me an illustration for my Faery story, The Faery Jar! See my elfwood gallery for the old version, or e-mail me for the "better" "newer" version... and uhm... yeah!
Wow, he's even gonna color her for me too ^_^ We named her Li <3
I was asked to homecoming to my biggest surprise. The first time I've ever been asked to a dance =O
The silly thing is, though, is that he asked me over the 'Net -_- But I've known this guy since I was like, in third grade and it would've been mean to turn him down. Plus, it's not like any one else wants to take me XD
*Sigh* I feel dizzy. Not like, sick dizzy but like... a kind of love sick dizzy. I don't know how to explain it... *Sighs again* Sometimes I really love rainy days. I mean with the right music, the right mood, the cold... a good day at school, funny things said and done... Yeah.
Kinda cloudy... but the sort of cloudy where you can see the gorgeous blue behind it. Ah... <3
Someone just told me that I was wise... I dunno. Emily + wise just... doesn't fit. I think I know a lot, but not enough to be wise. I mean... usually someone my age can't spell or really type correctly, but so? I rped a little too much :P Aaanyway...
I love my Creative Writing class (L) I'm gonna try REALLY hard to get published.
Today's assignment was that we had to write a 100 word paragraph WITHOUT repeating ANY words, including "the" "and" etc. It wasn't too hard... maybe a gliche here and there... here's what I wrote:
Looking out to an eerie dock near the shore, thinking of mythological wonders, figuring strange expressions about sweet nightmares, this mind's eye writing ridiculous stories. Riddles in past tense haunt feelings within me. Mysteries concerning malicious monsters with rhythm abound mine neck, choking life away. Revulsion towards diminishing glances, none mercy given. Belittling speech, derogating opinions, disobeying Master's orders, praying forgiveness on thine knees, hoping release'll come save such sad souls. Forget shining sun, wish wings instead. Wait till faeries die before you fly, patience equals nine other virtues, seven wonderments underground; Earth. They are shocked whilst finding true truth.
Always to be alone in meloncholy silence, in an apathetic state.
Broken Hearts, Broken Dreams; I'm Broken, That's What It Seems.
Here's a poem that I had to write for my Creative Writing class. I'll add on once I find the time.
The assignment was write an EXACTLY 50 word autobiography.
Born June 19th, 1989,
Warm summer, soft sunshine.
Recieving tenders and kinds,
Never saying "thank you" lines.
Then when adolescence came,
Emily realized she had to play life's game.
Smart she turned out,
Loser with twist and shout.
Having much to say,
Emily allows no one in her way.
The end.
At my school, I had third lunch which is at like 1 in the afternoon and that's when you're REALLY, REALLY, REALLY hungry... so anyway, I was in class one day, and there's a guy name De'Andre. Andre's cool, but the butt of every joke, almost.
So anyway, there's Brian, the jokester, then Morgan, the... well the Misc. dude.
Brian had brought a pair of handcuffs to school one day. So, being Brian, he got Morgan to crawl under the desks and handcuff De'Andre to the desk. But instead of that, he handcuffed his pants.
Now, De'Andre really likes lunch, and there's really nothing that can stop him from getting to lunch early.
So while the teacher is talking, De'Andre is trying to get the handcuffs off his pants *which are chained to the desk.*
Brian and everyone else are laughing their butts off.
Then, the bells rings and De'Andre is trying to tug the desk along to lunch, but Ms. Hayes stops him and calls the Janitor. So, maybe a minute passes, and De'Andre just can't take it.
So he takes his pants off and goes to lunch.
- ONE OF MY MEMORIES OF EIGHTH GRADE -
Newwww poll! TAKE IT!! I like, dun get nobody's votes... ever ;-;
GAAAHHH SOMETIMES I REALLY, REALLY DO LOATHE ELFWOOD!!!!
*Sits down and cries*
I cnahged some of the file names on my stories, and then I just NOOOW remember that when you do that ALL YOUR COMMENTS GET DELETED!! WHICH IS STUPID AND ABSURD!!!!!!!
I don't want to lose my years worth of comments!! I work hard for those!!! *sobs harder* I HATE THIS!!!!
Please note: If you like this story, please comment on it. Also, I'm looking to perhaps get this published somewhere... if you have anywhere, then please, please tell me :) Thank you.
Going to kill soon.
Very soon.
Being grown up isn't half as fun as growing up; these are the best days of our lives... Me loves The Ataris ^_^
Geena, a friend I've had since I was a toddler, has moved ;-;
But it's not like that!! She, my sister, and I all met at these one apartnments called Whispering Pines. Dumpy, trashy ones left over from the 70's ^_^ Just recently they were remodled (they look really nice now).
Anyway, Geena, as a 3 year old, walked to our door, knocked, and asked if Katie and I could play. That's when our friendship started.
Geena grewq up to be Miss Diva, who knew everything about hair, makeup, manicures, you name it. She pulled good grades until seventh grade, when it was required that you read well and she hated reading... but that all turned around later on ^_^
So anyway, just recently she moved back into those apartments. It just strung some memories of mine...
We learned how to swim in the pool there, we always rode our bikes around, we learned how to roller skate with those babrie roller skates that came out... we always had a lot of fun, staying outside, being active, healthy children. I had a great childhood, it was all about having fun and playing games. Nothing very academic (wasn't too smart back then hahaha).
Even through all the quirks we've been through, the fights, the hatred, we're all still buddies. I may not be Geena's best friend, and she may not be mine, but we've had such history together that without each other things would really seem empty. I don't get to see Geena a lot and I may not agree with her most the time but she's just the kind of girl who carries a part on her back and a fun bag on her head ^_^ it's really easy to get along with her most the time (though everyone has their moments of arrogance and control). She's always ready to party and you never know what kind of ideas she'll string up O_o She's really exciting ^_^
I'm going to her house today, her new apartment, to have a barbecue with her mom and herself (no men in the picture; Donna, Gee's mom, was just recently divorced... finally -_-). I can't wait - squee! -
I'll get to go swimmin in the pool I almost died in again! Yey! ^_^
I just went undy shopping. I hate shopping. But it was fun. Well, it was okay. I had to go with my sister.
She got a thong. I think I need to burn it. *Nasty*