i know what i did,
and its cant be fixed.
i made you cunfussed,
and your feelings mixed.
i broke a line,
that should nave never been broken.
i should have staysed away,
i never should have spoken.
i fuined your life,
which once was great.
i messed with you head,
but now its too late.
i have to finish,
what i started last night.
i have to end it,
and you must not fight.
i have to leave,
i can no longer stay.
im breaking slowly,
with nothing to say.

hmmm have you ever had the feeling that no one loves you??? hmmm well i do.. i feel it right now.. it sucks big balls. but i guess it will pass. heres my suicide poem incase anyone wanted to read it before i die.

ill leave this note,
and let my life go.
ill kill myself now,
and hope its not too slow.
ill cut my wrists,
until i bleed.
ill take some pills,
as many as i need.
i feel my mind slipping,
into the tub i will fall.
my body starts to go numb,
my heart feels so small.
it all goes dark,
i guess from here im dead.
is this what death feels like?
to have no thoughts in your head.
life was brutal,
but i cut is short.
im sorry about this,
but it was my last resort.

hmmm... someone hurt me sooo bad to the point that i have gone through 3 marble notebooks in the past 2 weeks.. i filled the mall with poems... i write alot when im hurt. soooo yea.. ill post some of my new work on here later...  but for now if you want to see my old stuff.. go to jenn's poetry

hmm ok maybe he doesn like me!!! HEHE!