[A ./†/ThOuSaNd\†\. clever lines]'s diary

893791  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2007-01-01
Written: (6535 days ago)

i wood do all the fancy shiz wiv the writing but i purly can't be arsed lmao!!


well...so much happened n shit...found out the truth finally bout what my skewl mates think of me


and yes ppls i'm on changing demi to a complete happy as fook person... so yoos wont know the difference i shall keep everything to myself..sorry for looking for help aye guys?


well toodle pip!  demi xx

876733  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-11-19
Written: (6578 days ago)

[eee my gawd]

Could it get any worse?





well...nopthing to say...what sthe point...i can't say sorry cuz yoo lot will take everyone else story and not mine!!









[Meh.]



   toodle pip



                                       x_Luff Demi []_x
845114  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-08-27
Written: (6662 days ago)

diary...




promise to remember me as happy


no one will take this seriously


                      [so no longer bother telling people anything anymore]



[i still miss him loads n loads...]


i cant be bothered anymore


[
im defo not looking forward to seeing everyone, i know for a fact its all gonna go even more shit, everyone will call me moody cow n pathetic emo, my mates will fight with me, BUT, only one year left and i get to leave all yoo fuckers behind, im sick of yoo all treating me like shit, dnt say yoo dont cuz yoo fucking do
]




hopefull yoo all sorted out yoor social problems becuz after this holiday i havnt been the most luckiest happy person ever



[
maybe this year yoo lot shood not bother with me...i cnt be arsed with all this shit yoo got agianst me!! specially yoo cat!!
]



[well toodles, till next time aye?]



                                      x_Luff Demi []_x
843086  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2006-08-23
Written: (6666 days ago)
Next in thread: 843091

[

Dear Diary
]


     two nights without sleep


still no food...i cant...


its no good, i miss him way too much

[
this is starting to suck...]

                At least im not grounded

well toodles, till next time aye?


                                  x_Luff Demi []_x
Missing: </right>
842293  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2006-08-22
Written: (6667 days ago)
Next in thread: 842305

well well well


        [yoo all have plenty to catch up on...]


i know yoo all know bout my happy news with scott
              



               

BUT


[ i screwed up]


                           Got grounded for drinking, and even tho yoo lot woodnt beleive me...


[But i no longer drink alcohol]


                      scott has left me...='[

i havn't eaten for three days now n havnt slept last nite


             [twas MY fault]

i mess up



                        




                              [ i love him sooo much and i miss him]



well i better be off to sulk somewhere else...


                  Lets hope i make it through this


[or wood it be better i was gone...???]


 many tears and blood   


                               x_Luff Demi []_x
811093  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2006-06-20
Written: (6730 days ago)
Next in thread: 811587



[

.  .  .

]


                       shit



[

=[

]



                                x_Luff Demi []_x 
809009  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2006-06-15
Written: (6735 days ago)

[ dEar DiiAry]



              this sucks bad, i can't
          [trust no one, at all, bEca reli]

            fucked me up


and i feel so distant to my [bEsT] friend, sean...why do i feel this, you dont tell me if im bothering yoo, or if i pissed yoo off, how am i ment to apologise if yoo dont tell me? best friends would sort things out at the slightest thing wrong, but yoo dont. and i ahet feeling that yoor no longer my best friend, and i feel like yoo dont want me no more, cause im happy to leave yoo alone if yoo like, ive made friends with my room, im use to staying there n shit anyways!!


             [well, i guess]

thats it

          []
                          x_Luff Demi []_x    

808341  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2006-06-14
Written: (6736 days ago)

poeple in buisness studies, remember this?


[ oooooooooooooooooOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOooooooooooooo. Happy. I don’t want to do any work this lesson. Select all. Copy. Your not gonna do any work this lesson *laughs* demi I decided to do what you did. I got kidnapped last night. No dnt right that. Stop writing. Stop typing. Stop it now. Demi stop typing. Don’t you dare type what im saying *laughs* that’s not funny! Something something you fool. What? I have 446 pages now. 446 pages? I wish he would just fuck off. What does that do? Nothing. Im busy man ! im bi, im bi man. Now it says 992. demi its 892. oh right. Poopy shit cunt fuck. Common demi type. I can’t. who you going out with now demi? Flat eric. Oh yeah kjndmnfdmn. *laughs from all around* you have to include ricky’s name somewhere in that, just ricky. Just ricky. Ricky is sexy. And hot. Hehehehe. Who said ricky was sexy? You have to right spongebob too. Demi im finished. Simon was hyper yesterday. Chris chris chris. No im not either. Just do it outsided the lesson. Kathmandu? I nearly called you Richard there *laughs* oh man this computers. Doing me nut in. margrets gay. That’s evil. Hi Danielle, I don’t know why . you havnt wrote smells of bananas, he said she was gonna feel her up yesterday. Ricky ricky ricky. Ooo ricky sounds like. Sounds like what? Nicky. No that’s not how you spell niky. Oh demi ni kky. No. I not y. well type it properly then. No not it nikki. Awww Christian. Don’t laugh at me its not my fault. What? A load of rubbish. Something else. *type type type, click click click* do do do do do sir is this right? Sir is this right? Just a small shop. Whos selling sex toys?. *type type* no fax is a type of. Oh they use it they can do that. Demis gonna be a hooker for work expierince. I already know that. Amediatly to reception. Oh balls. 5 and half past. Catharine look at my arm.oh that’s a pretty arm. Well demi its better than the other alternative. Pretty leg?I think she ment something different. No I really dnt know. Sir will you help me again. Course I will lyle. Obviously lyle cant pull his fly up. Sean did you read that. That was funny. I couldn’t help myself. Takes me ten minutes to log onto this computer. *cough cough* sir that’s why it important. Omg this is sooo cool. You alcoholic. Craig man howay. Ian looks like an egg. Yeah he does actually. Was it re this morning. Uh huh. No. ive got something. *clears throat* hola. AbnvshfvashvfvaleHFVBKJBF (SPANISH) adios.  You are the black sheep of the family. What was it. I am 40 years of family. Mums going.demi wants to fuck trippy. Just keep swimming. Swimming where? Finding emo. The muffin man. Maybe he was getting too many girls messaging him. Oh maybe he need that condom. To throw round the gig. I don’t need condoms. He gives me love. No I said free love not me love. Shhh dnt tell anyone! Yes Catharine of course. What does that say. I have a head rush. Three buttons. I want. Demi get buttons. Sex toys. Shhhhhhhh ideas. Laura ha ha. Craigs large now. Hahahah its large now. Come on come on come. Crhis, craig, lyle come on. Missed out carl. Whos carl? Who the fuck is carl? Goergina whos carl. Whos carl? I dunno whos carl? Carl who? Dunno where is he? Carl get on man. (background: carl get on) chris get on. I wonder what they have to get on. I know I know. What does he know? Sean get off my hair. *laughs* he did. Fish. Demi time to log off. No. ]

               hA
                         Ha





          x_Luff Demi []_x

790151  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2006-05-10
Written: (6771 days ago)

[Dear diary...]
  

               today<u>[

sucked

]as usual.

[I find myself in a relationship...]



          
That i wonder if im <u>actually happy in...???



I'm attracted to another...yet can't find myself to tell her...


              [
ooooo this sucks ass
]


Have a [♣nice] day

                    x_Luff Demi []_x
778530  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-04-16
Written: (6795 days ago)

[ omg, last nite was just so]

GREAT!!




           but i propa suffered today for it


    [ i feel ill, im gonna spew]

well i had fun, forgot all my troubles yesterday, and too ill to care today, im not depressed wooo

[

><

]




               x_Luff Demi []_x
777803  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2006-04-14
Written: (6797 days ago)
Next in thread: 777942

ErrrrrrrrrrrRRrrrrRrRRRRrr  yuh...





                 [i hate yoo all]


well of course apart from the obvious people i luff...




         [ but sometimes i do wonder...]



FUCK YOO!!!




♥[]♥[]♥






                      x_Luff Demi []_x
773765  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2006-04-07
Written: (6804 days ago)

yoo know what, i changed my mind, i want EVERYONE except sean,kira and sam, TO LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!! i cnt wait till i leave skewl and get as FAR AWAY as possible!! FUCK YOO!!



[have a great day]
                  x_Luff Demi []_x
773741  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2006-04-07
Written: (6804 days ago)

[ i got pissed off last night...and im having a real think of who i want to be my fwend_x so hold, i shall do a new list soon..]



                  x_Luff Demi []_x

773492  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2006-04-06
Written: (6805 days ago)

Ok, everyone, listen VERY closley. Now except from the people i shall list below, i want every fucker else to leave me the fuck alone, yoo've caused me nothing but pain, and i hate the way yoo treat me like shit, or yoor just not my fwend_x for no fucking reason!!!!


[okies i luffers these fwendies_x Sean!! sam, gina, kira, becca W and emma]



             and thats all i have to say, so fuck off and never speak to me again!!

               x_Luff Demi []_x



[
P.S
]
          [
this is only skewl fwends_x, internet frwends_x have been great to me and thnkies very muchie for treating me well ^^ i luffers yoo all ><
]
772815  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2006-04-03
Written: (6808 days ago)

i need serious help


     [
sometimes i wish i could just sit scott down
]

        and talk to him,



describing EVERYTHING i feel bout him,</right></b>



[<b>when im with him,
]

              when im without him...

but i just cnt find it to actually do that


                           x_Luff Demi []_x  
Missing: </right>
771254  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2006-03-30
Written: (6812 days ago)

Okies.....[

I'm ready to just drop dead now

]


            this totally sucks...i dont think i can handle it...=(

[well i guess ill stop moaning and go cry in a corner somewhere....well byeee, and one more think, i luff yoo scott xx]


                  x_Luff Demi []_x
                 
767328  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2006-03-23
Written: (6819 days ago)
Next in thread: 767749

[SHIT!]

        I can't stop feeling this pain...its hurting me, im being teared to peaces and i cnt do nothing about it!!

[

i luff him too much and i can't have him!

]

[

</3

]

ah [ BaLlS]
maybe ill die soon.....[
hopefully
]

                  

                    x_Luff Demi []_x
758483  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2006-03-04
Written: (6837 days ago)

okay, i feel so lonley !!
[knowing guy i love and watching my heart to ripped to shreds]


it really doesn't [help =(]
Please, can i have some hot emo relationship [so i aint miserable]

or basically give me
                 ♪[♣♥scott♣♥]♪

x_Luff Demi []_x

757250  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2006-03-02
Written: (6840 days ago)
Next in thread: 757253

Blah....i really hate this life, my life...sucks ass big time im sick of everything, ive fell in love knowing i couldnt have this guy, which is really hurting me, i have also fell in love with another guy too, but my friend fancies him too....ooooo suckyness so ill have to back off like always, so my friend, your welcome to him, yoo go get him while ill act like it doesnt rip me apart !!

751440  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2006-02-20
Written: (6850 days ago)
Next in thread: 751454

OMG TODAY WAS SOOO AWESOME!!


went to newcastle with sean,ricky,sarah, another sarah, and lara! it was soooo cool and well fun! sean and sarah made the escalators beep, *tut tut* and i cracked my phone....ooops : P
and beofre i went there from my house to the bus station, i saw a massive puddle and couldnt resist jumping in it, so i think ive caught abit of a cold lol.

OMG!!! sarah, ricky, sarah and lara, you lot just totally rock big time!! wooooo!!!
750088  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2006-02-17
Written: (6853 days ago)

Half term........


Thank fuck for that!!! im away from my retarded ''so called friends'' for a week, no depression, i wont be made felt like a complete loser who is depressed all the time, this will be the most happiest week of my life, just cause i wont see those BASTARDS!!!!FUCK YOU!




          [Have a lovley half term :)]
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