i died a thousand deaths for you..
and you left me for her
i cried a million tears for you
and you thought this wouldnt hurt
i loved you more then you knew
and still you loved her..
why???
cant you just stab me and put me out of my misery of not knowing if you are alive???

the world is really hard to bear.... somtimes i dont think i can..... but i'm trying... although its really hard, to live, i'm trying to be happy with, life, me, and how i am.... there is nothing i can change... so...i'm trying... bear with me.. OK??? this is about as easy as moving a parked car with bare hands...

i've thought about death.. then i thought about life..
i could kill myself and no one would care..
 but i'm wrong..
people love me...
people care..
although i dont see it...
they love me.. thats all i need to remind myself
of..
i'm cared for...
i'm loved...
i may never see it
but all others know it

yes i know the muffin man he lives on dreary lane...

how can this happen to me i made my mistakes got nowhere to run the night goes on as i'm fadin away i'm sick of this life i just wanna scream! how can this happen to me?

hello. this is my first day.... this place is really different.....