the world is really hard to bear.... somtimes i dont think i can..... but i'm trying... although its really hard, to live, i'm trying to be happy with, life, me, and how i am.... there is nothing i can change... so...i'm trying... bear with me.. OK??? this is about as easy as moving a parked car with bare hands...

i've thought about death.. then i thought about life..
i could kill myself and no one would care..
 but i'm wrong..
people love me...
people care..
although i dont see it...
they love me.. thats all i need to remind myself
of..
i'm cared for...
i'm loved...
i may never see it
but all others know it

yes i know the muffin man he lives on dreary lane...

how can this happen to me i made my mistakes got nowhere to run the night goes on as i'm fadin away i'm sick of this life i just wanna scream! how can this happen to me?

hello. this is my first day.... this place is really different.....