I hate ppl you know.. I feel like they are all evil. They are selfish, egoistic, and mad. They make me sick. They don't let me live my life like I wish to live it. They disturb me with their whims. They shut my mouth when I want to speak, they do everything that makes me mad, like they plan to make a psycho out of me.
I spent my time on the Chistyi Blvd last Wednesday, I was surrounded by my precious goths: I love these ppl. they are so nice - and I feel so nice among them too:) Anyway it's always interesting to go and pass an evening there cause you can just sit on a bench and look at the ppl passing by and just watch their clothes, and as I love clothes, especially gothic, I love to do so. And no one judges you for that cause they stare at you too.
So. where was I. Yes. The ppl there were nice. One girl, Charna, is my friend for year or so, she's kind and understanding, and you will always know what to talk to her about. There was Vampire, he loves all the girls in the world, and he's very funny to spend time with if you are just his friend. Then, there was Laiho, my ex, I dated him half a year, and then I opened that he loved another girl, and we had a quarrel (he loved my long hair and to show him that we've come to an end I went to the barbery and cut it short to 2 santimeters - I looked wonderful, as a little elf:))), and then we became friends - he knows me so well, and I know him as a brother, and love him as a brother, and - oh -he left that girl:))). Then there was my own bro, I love him much, and he's always nice to me and ready to kill anybody for me and serve him on a golden dish:). Then, there was my 'wife' - she's my closest friend, and as we are always together at the university and mostly on summers, everybody calls us wives - I AM NOT A LESBIAN!!! Then, there were lots of good ppl. And everything would be a dream if not one girl who made me loathe (so as she made my wife and my brother too). Ohh she was so damn sick - she was drunk to death while everybody was normal and sufficient, and she stuck to everybody, joked stupidly and did things that made evrybody sick. And she said things, that made everybody mad, but as she was a girl, the men couldn't say it to her, and the girls found it beneath their dignity speaking to her in any way. And so the evening turned into a nightmare cause I couldn't even speak to anybody well - she always listened or made her stupid commentaries....
I hate ppl. Well, not all of them, of course - there are some close friends who will never do anything that makes me sick, cause they care for me. But why, why the hell are there so few of them??? Is the Earth populated with stupid ppl? I would rather live on Saturn with those few then....
:(((((