[papillon.]'s diary

528727  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-03-22
Written: (7138 days ago)

wrote a letter to god...

it says...

''I hope you get this.

alex.''

I'll post it tomorrow and see what happens.

x

528676  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-03-22
Written: (7138 days ago)

4.37 mins

Birth has become the forgotten flame.

Extinguished from start with time to blame.

This drag breeds content for a line that is bent.

This smoke we inhale to exhale it is meant.

The pursuit for cool fades against will.

The life we chose in the ashtray we kill.

527281  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2005-03-20
Written: (7139 days ago)

Some day joining you ingorant fools on your perpetual victory march will be the only thing left to do.

Standing on the other side of the river smiling with my middle finger up that those that can see.

Untill then?

Well I wonder.</center>

527278  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2005-03-20
Written: (7139 days ago)

Two types of people in this world. Which dictate how you live your life more than anything else...

There are the... ''I know that you know I know'' people... and the ''I know that you dont know I know'' people...

which one you are is irrelevant because only the other person will know.

The point is, is that you should never over complicate a situation with false hope.

If a conversation does not consist of the basic premises that the exachange of 'I know' far out weighs 'I dont know'
Then dont kid yourself into thinking the person or yourself are worth talking to.

'Tis The mystery of human chemistry.

527249  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2005-03-20
Written: (7140 days ago)

Affiliaton.

From absurd to straight this distance we negate.

When cold becomes warm for sake of debate.

Seek comfort through words that mean we know.

Untill one will forsee the other one grow.

527243  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2005-03-20
Written: (7140 days ago)

Never thought I would ever feel like this but I really really hope that I'm nothing more than an average teenager falling into a cliche I'm unaware of. Please god.

I just want to be normal now. Please. Please. Please. Please....

I dont know now.

527241  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2005-03-20
Written: (7140 days ago)

Shit.

526366  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2005-03-19
Written: (7141 days ago)

Deceit is merely truth.

525632  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2005-03-18
Written: (7142 days ago)

Your fault not mine.

Reflect off of black, not a sign of self back.

You wont see me be, my colours run free.

Truth wont succeed, now let the lies breed.

I'm lost for words now, no need to ask how.

523561  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-03-16
Written: (7144 days ago)

With honor I do fail.

Round and round the flipped penny spins.

To a point of which the upside wins. 

Left to chance life knows not what it brings.

A song of which the downside sings.

523552  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-03-16
Written: (7144 days ago)

Abyss.

This secret I have, which I do wish to tell.

The words are said, to recieve is to fail

To hear of a sound in between a line.

It is absurd to think that yours is not mine.

523441  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2005-03-16
Written: (7144 days ago)

Why you hate me.

Familiarity breeds content.

Familiarity breeds content.

Familiarity breeds content.

Familiarity breeds content.

522625  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-03-15
Written: (7145 days ago)
Next in thread: 539261

My one true love.

This man he speaks and I do not hear.

His lips do move but it is not clear.

A word will kill this beautiful picture.

A fool is he who talks to be richer.

Come now let us never speak.

Let us never prove strong from weak.

Equal is he to not but no word.

Equal are we when talk is not heard.

Hold my hand and trust in me.

Let silence rule and come be free.

522622  Link to this entry 
Written about Tuesday 2005-03-15
Written: (7145 days ago)

Amen

The end is nigh said the scared folk at home.

The begining of a lie said the man on his throne.

To which I reply believe what you may.

Have faith in yourself and live for the day.

521949  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2005-03-14
Written: (7145 days ago)

The meaning of...

Your victory march has long been a lie.

Your side of the river cannot hear us cry.

We pleed with you to drop arms and listen.

Believe in a place that is outside this prison.

No matter the messege you'll only see poetry.

All hope is lost for not but the death of a tree.

521923  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2005-03-14
Written: (7145 days ago)

Jail break

Through the flames of deceit.

I did wonder till true.

Now burned from the heat.

I can see the sky blue.

519748  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2005-03-12
Written: (7148 days ago)

I promise you nothing.

To know life is and nothing more.

My finest hour behind closed doors.

The key is here so bright it glistens

The key I hold is the gift to listen.

A gift not given through lack of receiving.

A promise of nothing it just takes believing.

515168  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2005-03-07
Written: (7153 days ago)

Dont look through the water. Drink it.

515165  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2005-03-07
Written: (7153 days ago)

I'm god. Fuck the lot of you.

513741  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2005-03-05
Written: (7154 days ago)
Next in thread: 523726

Here are the lyrics to probably one of my top 5 songs ever...

Sinnerman where you gonna run to
Sinnerman where you gonna run to
Where you gunna run to
All on that day

Well I run to the rock
Please hide me I run to the rock
Please hide me I run to the rock
Please hide me lord
All on that day

Well the rock cried out
I can’t hide you the rock cried out
I can’t hide you the rock cried out
I ain’t gonna hide you god
All on that day

I said rock what’s a matter with you rock
Don’t you see I need you rock
Don’t let down
All on that day

So I run to the river
It was bleedin' I run to the sea
It was bleedin' I run to the sea
It was bleedin' all on that day

So I run to the river it was boilin'
I run to the sea it was boilin'
I run to the sea it was boilin'
All on that day

So I run to the lord
Please help me lord
Don’t you see me prayin'
Don’t you see me down here prayin'

But the lord said
Go to the devil
The lord said
Go to the devil
He said go to the devil
All on that day

So I ran to the devil
He was waiting
I ran to the devil he was waiting
I ran to the devil he was waiting
All on that day

Oh yeah!

Oh I run to the river
It was boilin' I run to the sea
It was boilin' I run to the sea
It was boilin' all on that day

So I ran to the lord
I said lord hide me
Please hide me
Please help me
All on that day

Said God where were you
When you are old and prayin'

Lord lord hear me prayin'
Lord lord hear me prayin'
Lord lord hear me prayin'
All on that day

Sinnerman you oughta be prayin'
Oughta be prayin sinnerman'
Oughta be prayin all on that day

- Nina Simone, Sinnerman.

513341  Link to this entry 
Written about Saturday 2005-03-05
Written: (7155 days ago)

I am quite possibly the greatest poet that ever lived.

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