Have it all back,
This is me now, The me you see now, Is the me I be now.
Wankers.
How I wish it was
Drug takin
Gamble makin
With high stakes in
Conforms to sin
Never meant to win
Always listenin
Upside down grin
Wants to be thin
Likes thinkin
Puts thinks into writin
Crap at spellin
nausiatin
Nor has he ate in
word magic in
Genius at creatin
birds piss when eatin
This has lost it's meanin
But I refrain from leavin
This is just the beginin
Of something worth seein
My mind a place for bein
This is just for me in
A world of insane beings
The Endin.
If I never sent this to you, Remind me to.
Meantime - The Futureheads
I wasn't laughing properly, when you were talking to me
I didn't find it funny; your story didn't do it for me
False conversations, false conversations
And you thought that I was joking when I said you were a moron
When I said it I was smiling, so you thought that I was joking
It's easy, to try. It’s easy, any time
We can talk, if we like
Let's forget it for the meantime
False conversations, a waste of time, false conversations
It's not interesting to have false conversations
You've stolen all your stories and I don’t have the patience
It's easy, to try. It’s easy, any time
We can talk, if we like
Let's forget it for the meantime
It's easy, to try. It’s easy, any time
We can talk, if we like
Let's forget it for the meantime
You are a decent person and you have a function
So why do we say hello? It’s just a fashion that we follow that we should be forgetting
But then you do it again, you do the same again
You are a decent person and you have a function
So why do we say hello? It’s just a fashion that we follow that we should be forgetting
It's a fashion that we follow that we should be forgetting
It's a fashion that we follow that we should be forgetting
But then you do it again, you do the same again
It's easy, to try. It’s easy, any time
We can talk, if we like
Let's forget it for the meantime
It's easy, to try. It’s easy, any time
We can talk, if we like
Let's forget it for the meantime
I clearly am the most intelligent human being invented.
Take what I say as gospel and you'll go places.
The basis of all my insecurities
Within your words of ruthlesness.
I'm a pessimist.
Not fit for press.
In this life no less.
In my minds eye we dress.
In clothes that express.
our will to impress.
the opposite no less.
The Bible does express.
That God is you no less.
The words you caress.
The 'I' you bless.
Equality I digress.
I have nothing to say and I've just said it.
So here we are, in this life its been
Expectations seem not to mean
The same thing we dream of them being
Without believing this thing we call seeing.
So here we are, not long to go now
I wonder how far we got to go and how
A clown once said that now is how we found
This life we dislike, we frown
Untill the sun sets down.
So here we are, the end a disapointment.
They don't issue you ointment
The scars were never meant
To be noticed but sight and scent
is what matters, what is meant
The blue sky and smell of roses it should of went,
but we're bent
If we had just lent love and affection
Instead of torment.
So here we are now.
People I dislike...
Rich people that think poor is cool.
Happy people that think depression is cool.
Sane people that think insanity is cool.
Here's a poem for youl...
This one's for you
I'm a poet and you can be too.
Follow this because rhyming is true.
Wear brown leather shoes and dont cut your hair.
Drink red wine and pretend not to care.
Write about emotions and things that matter.
Wait untill someone suggests something to flatter.
Smoke roll ups all day and listen to Dylan.
This is how you become a poet, now go kill'em.
These are for someone I once considered very, very amazing and cherished her opinion greatly...
All I ask is that you do not let your insecurities rule conversation.
In turn, I promise you fame.
Thou art that.
This that I am you are.
A word decided for the liar.
We present ourselves through formulated manouvers.
Fit for a king these truth abusers.
Now tell me what you are that I am not.
A queen no king would sell for the lot.
Sin.
This one for you that I do not see.
I trust in you that it could be me.
A perspective no less that I wish I was in.
God are you to acknowledge my sin.
Nothing.
Like watching a plane pass out of view.
This life I chose is given to you.
Knock down this door for a sight less scary.
I'd rather be jack than john smith wary.
Hmm?.. today my beliefs come to question... So here it is for those that were unsure...
I always preach that God is infact all of us...
But I also believe there is a higher conciousness that is the one. I'm not religious though.. Because I understand that God never was trying to sell himself.. Humans created that concept themselves because as a whole we're just very insecure and need to convince ourselves its all going to be fine if we do something a certain way.
Humans thrive on that which has a formula.
Once you realise this you realise everything else and life becomes so much easier.
That is all.
Thankyou.
The Pope is gone...
I'm sure he's somewhere near crashing towards heaven at a heavy downward speed right about now...
How do you think God will react to his narcissism and blatant sin?
What they meant.
Quit the plans please.
Get your hands free.
This life ain't happenin' again.
This world a gift for playin'.
Stop the life of parody.
You got the past to see.
Recieved a response to my letter to God...
It says:
Hello Alex,
This is Joseph. E of The Galaxy of Independance,
Thank you very much for your letter. You can rest assured that God has read your letter and has kindly asked that you have this certificate as a gift.
As you can see, the certificate clearly identifies you as the sole owner and possesor of Earth and it's cohabitors.
God Bless,
Joseph. E
Guess that means I was right...
Told you so.
(I'll scan the certificate when my scanner appears)
2005-APR-06: Warren Jeffs, the prophet of the Fundamentalist Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints, has predicted the end of the world at least three times in recent years. He has gathered his followers to be lifted up into heaven with him. Each time, the apocalypse did not materialize. Jeffs explained that the delay was caused by the unfaithfulness of the membership. There is speculation that he is planning something dramatic on 2005-APR-06. This will be the 150th anniversary of the founding of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints by Joseph Smith.
To feel a sense of urgency for no apparent reason is true suffering.
To try and explain this sense of urgency to someone else and have them disregard it is worse still.
Wait here while I go get sane alex on the phone...
Lee is The Key.
Tails never fails.
Rhyming is truth.
Me and Matthew are well and truely fucked... So delluded in eachothers existance, that we have no idea if we're sane or not...
It went something like this...
He is Tony Blaire and I am Gordon Brown,
He tries to explain to me that Gordon brown is actually the brains behind Tony's success and that I am infact the more intelligent of the two.
I then explain that I accept that he thinks I'm the most intelligent and therefore must take my word that he has the upper hand of the two of us.
He then responds with 'Precisely', and wonders how I dont see the greater metaphore behind the conversation.
I then explain that yes I see the point but it's irrelevant because I realised it before he did.
And on and on it goes...
We're stuck.
You can't begine to imagine the urgency of my problem...
Trust me.
You have to wonder....
Is a man, who for no real reason, is convinced that he probably hasn't pissed on himself, actually sane?
Precisely.
Realised I'm the most intelligent person alive and the only person that believes me is missing the point.
Now do you see my predicament?
What is going on?
The full stop is the key to all communication.
The Ice age is really coming.
Everyone jump.
Now.
Mushrooms are becoming illegal soon... I have decided to make the most of what I have left and take the highest dose I can possibly afford... which works out at roughly 170grams...
Im going to the next level, It's the only way I'l ever truely know...
Life is going to be different by the end of tonight...
Prey I come back with something interesting to say...
I love you... x