So ... this has got to be one of the shittiest weeks of all time ... actually this month has been pretty shitty. I got in a fight with my grandpa ... and he isnt as old as you think he is ... I was dumped by my girlfriend cause she didnt feel that special feeling only after 2 weeks ... what a fucking excuse, there is some thing more going on there ... I broke my glasses and I cant hardly see ... and I am quitting smoking ... so I am getting fucking irritated easily ... Some times I just wish I could fucking crawl into a dark cave and never come out ... I am pretty sure that no one will miss me ... About the only good thing that has happened this month, is my band getting back together with new members. I am the vocals/ I am fucking tired and I am really hungry ... havent really eaten at all today ... so I am going to leave the rambling of an old drunk man who is neither drunk nor old for now.