"To Death"
To death we go
marching one by one
like a herd of sheep
and the shepard has a gun
as we march
we look and see
what seems to be
neverending nothing
so we continue to march
not noticing much
each step makes us
a ghostly white bunch
each step
each second
marching to a voice
like being beckoned
we get so close
then we awake
why couldnt I have died
for fucks sake
then you realize
the ones you love
and from that moment
you fly like a dove
until the next time
we meet
then it will be
a frightful feat
so hold the ones you love
never let them go
cause it sucks not having someone
thought you should know.

So ... this has got to be one of the shittiest weeks of all time ... actually this month has been pretty shitty. I got in a fight with my grandpa ... and he isnt as old as you think he is ... I was dumped by my girlfriend cause she didnt feel that special feeling only after 2 weeks ... what a fucking excuse, there is some thing more going on there ... I broke my glasses and I cant hardly see ... and I am quitting smoking ... so I am getting fucking irritated easily ... Some times I just wish I could fucking crawl into a dark cave and never come out ... I am pretty sure that no one will miss me ... About the only good thing that has happened this month, is my band getting back together with new members. I am the vocals/ I am fucking tired and I am really hungry ... havent really eaten at all today ... so I am going to leave the rambling of an old drunk man who is neither drunk nor old for now.