Dear Diary,
Just got back from Fernie, I miss Shea ever so much now... Ah well, soon enough I can run into his arms... Which is kinda really fully pathetic for ME of all people, but tonight I'm lonely and I want someone to hold me.... Especially after what mom said to me at supper today. 'Sigh' It doesn't even matter, does it?
Nothing's really that big of a deal it would seem.
My three good friends miss me lots though, so I guess I feel loved. Heh, oddly enough, I want a different love tonight.... Random and crazy as that is. Meh, whatever.
Well, tomorrow I'm hanging out with Alex, Mona, and Lee and some Lake or something like that. Noonish I think, so I got something to look forward to at least.
I've pretty much made a chart of ways to keep myself busy 'till Shea returns. But my eyes are sore and my throat is dry and I'm very much so tired.

I shall sleep now.... Keh, those Tarot cards... Need another reading.... Then I'll go to happy land.

Night!!!!