So I had this all done, and it asked me to log in, and I lost it. Fuck.

I'm tired, I think I have acid reflex. Hellraiser night is canned. Being replaced with Family Guy, Full Throtle, and Monopoly. I leave in 2 days, still no way of getting home. Deciding to stop Livejournal maybe. It's stupid and annoying. I need to remember, I have friends, and they are my age! That's all I need. I have love, that's another thing I need. I'm happy. Sure I miss my friends from home, I miss my family. But I'm happy now. Don't try to tell me I'm not, because I won't care.

I'm posting URLs for my different sites. If you have a Zorpia, Xanga, Darkstarling, Bebo, Elftown, Myspace, or Livejournal, add me. Here they are:

Zorpia: http://www.zorpia.com/Nympetatmine

Xanga: http://www.xanga.com/strawberry_wild69

Darkstarling: http://www.darkstarlings.com/display_profile.php?name=Stonecold_starvation

Bebo: http://strawberry_wild69.bebo.com

Elftown: http://elftown.lysator.liu.se/home.html?n=1149855908

Myspace: http://www.myspace.com/6279024

Livejournal: http://www.livejournal.com/userinfo.bml?user=surfacerising

hmmmm.nothing to write.i thinks i shall make sum poetry, this may suck, but hey, its random jibberish flowing out my mouth!

theres no love in your sadistic heart
all you do is rip me apart
i am nothing but your abomination
hurting me must be a fascination
im withering away i cant feel your pain
my blood is pouring like the rain
im laying here without a breath
youve brought me to my early death