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697421 Link to this entry
Written about Saturday 2005-11-12
Written: (6757 days ago)

Am I
By: Jackie Ruble

Am I more to you
Than you wish to show?
Am I any use to the world
That you'd with to know?

Am I more than a girl in black
Who loves to cry?
Am I more than a true emotional
Who really wants to die?

697046 Link to this entry
Written about Friday 2005-11-11
Written: (6758 days ago)

if i cry
you can't deny
that you wont be there.

if i die
you'd know that i
am the only one you care about.

if i wait
will you say
that you love me?

if i say that i love you
will you believe that it is true
and stay with me?
Or leave?

696499 Link to this entry
Written about Thursday 2005-11-10
Written: (6759 days ago)

my something
is something
that something
does something
to something
that something
is something

By: Jackie Ruble

696494 Link to this entry
Written about Thursday 2005-11-10
Written: (6759 days ago)

Hearts
By: Jackie Ruble
Her lonliness was not a secret, in which she wished to hide.
Every waking moment, her heart became alive.
All she dreamed about, and wished about she tries to forget.
Reviving those dreams and thoughts, she now tries not to regret.
Those perilous, painful thoughts in her mind, revived by the thought of you.
So, she sits there all alone, as if none of it is true.

696493 Link to this entry
Written about Thursday 2005-11-10
Written: (6759 days ago)

thyself
By: Jackie Ruble
thyself is making you turn into who you are not.
hell is coming for thyself; i heard it feels hot.
you may want to be like that, but i don't think you should.
sliver my wrist into things of ending, if i only could.
everlasting pain that will never, ever end.
letting you do this is too much for me.
forget everything and everyone you see...

696486 Link to this entry
Written about Thursday 2005-11-10
Written: (6759 days ago)

Fly
By: Jackie Ruble
A breeze blowing chills me,
Hopefully it kills me.
I want to fly away from this place,
And see a smile upon one's face.
I cannot fly, for I have no wings.
I can only fly within my dreams.
Then, and only then, I can fly high,
But my dreams come only at nigh.
I could fly higher than any mountain,
And see any a fountain.
Who says love cannot prevail?
But it is mine, that cannot fail.
I know that I am but a youth,
But I know more than the truth.
This I know, is more than true,
You love me, and I love you.

693222 Link to this entry
Written about Saturday 2005-11-05
Written: (6764 days ago)

Ah, love feels sooo good. Making out feels so much better.

Kissing is fun, but frenching is so much better.

Frenching is fun, but licking is soooo much better.

Licking is fun, but sucking is way better.

Sucking is exciting, but Fucking is better.

Fucking is fun, but once you got a kid, you life is hell.

lol.

wait, love is waaaaaay better. i love you, eric.

690192 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2005-10-31
Written: (6770 days ago)

..... WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! omg i am sooooooooooooooo HYYYYYPPPPPPPPEEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRR!

632661 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2005-07-26
Written: (6866 days ago)

my gerbil says hi. see?

;akd s

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