ok so today was my worst day and my best day all at the same time....the smorning me and my b.f broke up....i cried hystarrically and almost fell over because i was hyperventilating so much...i was probaly crying worse then what i would of is my parents had just died......i went through the halls missing him ...he was no longer by my side holding my hand and taking each step of the day with me....no more kissing goodbye before/after each class....no more talking no more touching no more of anything except seeing him in the halls looking so happy with all of his freinds....smiling and giggling and being who he was before me and him started dating......i wrote him a note saying i understood completeing why he broke up with me and that was why i wasnt mad at him that was why i was trying to accept the fact that me and him were over.....but i couldnt....i jsut felt like i was forgetting something or forgetting to do something the whole day...and finally after 5th hour he came up behind me and grabbed my hand and i said "really???" and he said "yeah" i wasl liek omg were back together....and now im so happy...happier then i was the fisrt time me and him started dating...

What if...


1. I died:

2. I kissed you:

3. I lived next door to you:

4. You found out I was married:

5. I stole something:

6. I was hospitalized:

7. I refused to leave my home:

8. I got into a fight while you were there:



WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY

9. Personality:

10. Eyes:

11. Hair:

12. Family:



WOULD YOU

13. Help me hide a body?

14. Keep a secret if I told you one?

15. Hold my hand?

16. Take a bullet for me?

18. Try to solve my problems?

19. Love me?

20. Date me?



HAVE YOU EVER

21. Lied to make me feel better?

22. Wanted to kiss me?

23. Wanted to kill me?

24. Broke my heart?

25. Kept something important from me?

26. Thought I was unbearably annoying?


AND MORE

27. Who are you?

28. Are we friends?

29. When and how did we meet?

30. Describe me in three words:

31. What was your first impression?

32. Do you still think that way about me now?

33. What reminds you of me?

34. If you could give me anything, what would it be?

35. How well do you know me?

36. When's the last time you saw me?

37. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?

38. Are you gonna repost this to see what I say about you?

ok so yea....i met this chick who has someone in common with me and somehow in someway she seemed to make me feel better and not so disgusting..! she a great and wonderful girl and i jsut wish i could return the favor of helping her the way she has me...!....everytime i read my freinds diary entrys or blogs i wish i was the one they were writting about or talking about...but i never seem to make it in there mind and down on paper or in there entry.....i guess i dont make a big enough impact on my freinds lives....!
-carmen-