hey,

 god damn so much shit at times i wish i was dead so many people dont seem to understand that my life fucking suxs i just wish that life would leave me the fuck alone

at times i feel like life is taking me some where but then again i feel like i am being held back from every thing i wish i could hate life i wish i could love it but i cant i dunno how you feel worthless a nobody i feel that every day but i stand tall and know my place even thoe i wish my place was free to do what i want and to feel how i want but i am frozen i will never be happy again

i am fuking bored as usual