w00t I just love the little situations I get myself stuck into, this world just keeps getting better and better by the day.

I don't know what I am doing, I mean I want to, I should have but at the same time I dont want to. This world sucks monkey goats.

Well at least my list seems to have gone down to 2, only because I havent really talked to one of them in a bit

Fucking hell I hate this god dam piece of shit world...these week was a good week between me and my one friend but other than that it has been crap...I can't fucking decide I have no idea what to do, and on top of it all I did thee stupidest fucking thing and told someone(nameless) something I shouldn't espcially at this point in time for the both of us...

I WANT OUT OF THIS FUCKING WORLD

The entire time is all but lies
I know she doesn't love me
no matter how hard she tries
when its all over
she'll say we are still friends
but i still know
she's just trying to meet ends

We say that we will see each other
although i want to
I know she wont even bother
I knew there was something wrong
but it was only a one time thing
I didn't know about her
yet it seemed to really sting

I barely knew her at the time
but i had known her forever
I feel like I have commited a crime
we should have only been friends
she seems to have dealt with alot of pain
pain that should never have been from me
and it seems that there wouldn't even be a gain

She had to break up with him
all because of me
it makes me feel all so grim
all because of that one time
I should never have done that
I am so stupid
Really I should be wearing a dunce hat

I didn't know she had a boyfriend
and I fucked it up for them
I knew she was only a friend
I shouldn't have done what I did
It was only a kiss
yet I know
That im really going to pay for this



I've lost a friend maybe forever all because i was stupid enough to give that one kiss... because of me she broke up with her boyfriend, and we may never talk again, I passed her by and she couldn't even look at me. How could I ever be so stupid to do this.

In memory of my lost friendship and my stupidity.

Steve

im drunk and im getting tired, i dont know wut else i should write here

omg i feel so stupid I wrote a really stupid lame poem to someone I don't even know...omg i feel so stupid right now...i should go to bed soon