Well friends,i dont ask for much,but this would be a HUGE favor if you could advertise Motherland and get people interested.put it in your diaries,or moods,make banners,or just bring it up in a conversation with friends that love roleplay,strategy,and something new.

I believe in a "you scratch my back,i scratch yours" philosophy.so if you make an account for Motherland,then for every person you get to join the roleplay that informs me that you got them into it,i will be awarding 10 unit points per person recruited,to a maximum of a whopping 100 units for 10 people.should you reach the 10 person maximum on unit points,you will automaticlly be rewarded with a squad promotion.

Get the word out there soldiers!over and out.

Now revealing both the title and plot behind Project:black nova.

After long deliberation,and some deep thought about both the plot and title.

The Official title of the Interactive Roleplay real time strategy game is "Motherland"

The background story Behind "Motherland" is a post-Iraq war apocalypse.It's 50 years in the future,and world war 3 has come and gone,leaving behind a broken Superpower:America.The culture wars have escalated far beyond control,and the many disputes over the constitution left the nation divided.over years of dispute,the formerly peaceful christian coalition elected President Joseph Carter into office,and many senators sympathetic to their cuase.In reaction a small extremist group known as the Secular republic made massive marches and protest on the white house.One Day at the "million mind" protest at the capitol,a police officer working crowd control accidently shot a protestor,and the 670,000 protestors broke into a violent frenzy,over running and killing all the police officers and the white house.Many senators and the president himself were killed by the mob and the country was driven into anarchy for months until the military was able to supress the uprisings of the now massive secular republic movement against the christian coalition which responded to violence with violence as well.The military,with its own service men divided between the two groups and those that aligned themselves with simply protecting the nation from being torn apart by special interest groups that were both now labeled as terrorist organizations was all be broken apart,and what was left had been pushed to the eastern coast to protect the capitol from being over run,what was now left of the nation under military rule fell under martial law,and the draft was once again initiated to fill in the gaps.eventually the government went through a second collapse and lost "middle america" to the christian coalition forces,but were held back from the west by the Secular republic.Eventually America cut a deal with the European Union,signing onto a long term reperations debt of resources and control of the UN in exchange for reclaiming their land.with the EU staging its attacks from canada it seemed the situation would soon fall under control,however the post results of a world war with the middle east and west asia had left America with an enemy that proved far more treachorous then in the war:the middle eastern coalition,comprised of Iran,Suadi Arabia,Turkey,United Arab Emirates,Pakistan,and Syria.their resources allotted them the resources to catch up in technology,and eventually drive the war into a stalemate with the European Union and the United States of America.

After the Second crash of the US government and its slow recovery with the EU's assistance,the MEC seized their opportunity to settle the score with their centuries old enemy,invading through the isolated state of Alaska with the best of their forces,and driving back the EU from western Canada with their massive tank divisions,reaching and capturing Washington state and Oregon,putting them in direct conflict with the Secular Republic,who have been fighting them bitterly for months to prevent a foreign power from invading their homeland,no matter how cruel to them they thought it was.not to mention they were already dealing with one religiuos organization with guns.

These factions then clash,in a new American civil war;take control of a squad,will you work with infantry,roll across death valley with a mighty tank division,or control the skies over the Canadian tundra with an Airforce Squadren?Rank up through a system of rewards and command structure,moving across an advanced map designed to give a fluid game mechanic of commanding forces and conquering lands,gaining strategic positions and special bonuses to better aid your army in this turn based strategy game.Which faction will claim victory and ownership of the US of A?thats entirely up to you and your friends as you team up under the banner of a single faction,or fight against each other,building your own armies to take to the front.This isent the end of America,its a whole new beginning.

***ATTENTION***
As a marketing ploy,Reservations will be limited to the first 10 reservist.after 10 have reserved their account the unit bonus goes bye-bye.so if you want that unit point edge,sign up today!
1) [drakkar]
2) [Chen stormstout]
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remember folks,im still looking for MANY folks willing to contribute to developing project black nova.photoshoppers,number crunchers,and people that just want to be innovative and work on something new,and above your average roleplay.be a part of something unique and special,sign up today!Im also allowing reservations for accounts.reserve your place now and receive 10 extra unit points added to their starting 20 unit points.

for now the reserves will be faction based only and division choosing will have to wait till luanch.

you may change your faction at luanch,but not after you have already chosen a division.the plotlines for the factions will be revealed later in the day,you may feel free to wait until then to chose your faction reservation.

Factions:
Middle Eastern Coalition (MEC)
European Union/Canadian Royal Forces (EU)
United States of America (USA)
Secular Republic (SR)
Christian Coalition (CC)

the rp project is once again underway,and im in need of people to help fill positions in development,contact me for information,the RP,currently code named "Black Nova" will be having some information on it released soon.for now ill leave you with some small tidbits of info

-This Roleplay will include a Battle system,but this battle system is something that will work in the background,to keep the illusion of a text-based roleplay combat sequence.numbers will be crunched and factored in,surpervised by a position thats neutral to the conflict,called a "battlemaster".

-Battlemasters serve as combat supervisors that keep cheating from happening to the number system.they will keep track of unit positions,unit types,statistics,and an eye on the general composition of the battlefeild,paying particular attention to when a fire fight happens (contact me if you are interested in being a battlemaster)

-Battlemasters may have "accounts" in this Roleplay were they can participate in battle like an ordinary player,however they temporarily lose their Battlemaster privliges when their account is taking part in the battle.it is currently being debated however,as battlemasters may "cheat" for their team.this issue is being resolved.

-A unit system will be introduced,for each players account they will work as "Squad leaders" and use a system known as "Squad credits" to purchase different sorts of units specific to the players "Division".

-A ranking system will be involved,making a heirarchy system of command.However higher ranks come with more benefits then just lording over the lower orders,more unit resource points,and special abilitys will be granted such as the use of tomahawk missiles,and much later in the ranking system,paradrops and different levels of artillery.

-Maps will be based on a grid aligned to real satellite photos of cities from their respective regions,and the environment will play a large role in how combat is played out.

More information,along with the plot,is going to be released within the week.

okay,now some people have been questioning me about my last diary,i suppose i should make it aware that i was quite drunk that night,and the booze does alot to meh at 7 am after playing 8 hours of WoW and pondering choking out my mom.

with that said,stop calling me emo you jackasses >_> I get like that when i drink too much.

well once again i cant get any damn sleep.its currently 7 am and my nasty habit to think to much while in bed has kept me up once more.

You see,i am plagued with a high sense of regret,anger,sadness, and many other feelings at night,becuase it is a quiet and personal time were i can reflect on myself and others,and the events of days past.I suppose i should shed some light on why this always makes me so upset,but im a tad tired and lazy to make a large list,so i will just scrape the top a bit.

here are a few regrets that drive me absolutely nuts every night:
-Lost out on a once in a lifetime summer vacation to many countries in europe becuase i decided to keep my job here stateside.the day after i cancel my trip i lose my job becuase my coworker friend that drove me to work quit becuase he was lazy and didnt feel like working anymore,with no consideration to me what-so-ever.this makes me upset all the time becuase i had always promised myself to see the world.thats pretty much dashed now.
-My mother ruined my chance with the marines.we had a deal that i had 30 days to do what i needed to do to get out of the house and be self sufficient before she kicked me out.first she ruined an interview with my counselor which cost me 2 weeks in rescheduling.then on the last week she broke her promise and kicked me out anyway becuase i was still going for the marines and she doesnt like the military and wants me to do what she wants.I have never forgiven her for this and every night i toss and turn around in my bed pissed off to no end,wanting to just walk up to my mother and choke her to death for slaving me into doing what she wants.then she goes and gets mentally ill so i have to take care of her sorry ass.
-as i mentioned above,my mother became ill,im more pissed then worried,as she basiclly dumped her life onto me and now i take care of the house and my brothers.ive been 18 for only 3 months and now i run a life similar to a single parent.
-im stuck at home scraping together money doing menial jobs and going to an online college,not getting anywhere in life and living with my asshole mother.you have no clue how depressing it is to be stuck in square one all day everyday,watching everyone else that graduated from highschool move on with their lives while your stuck taking care of a family you dont really give two shits about becuase they backstabbed you and have done everything possible to make your life a living hell.
-im broke,thats seriuosly annoying.
-i get up at times like 7 am and type out bullshit on online diaries to pass the time becuase i have no one to talk to,and its the lonliest feeling in the world sometimes
-Im torn between two people i care about more then anything,and if i do anything about it i will probably lose both of them (no emylee,im not cheating on you,dont fucking scream at me about it later.this is personal bullshit ive been trying to resolve for 6 years,so dont get on my case about it)
-I have a temper problem,and a slowly resolving drinking problem.im getting over the drinking,but with no way to drown away my troubles anymore ive become quite finnicky and mean.
-I quite smoking about two months ago,and much like me quitting the drinking,my temper is a bit worse becuase of no way to temporarily run from my problems.
-Im a tad bit of a loser,the last person i dated that wasnt on the fucking internet was kim,and anyone that knows me personally knows that really didnt work out well.fucking younger women are annoying to no end sometimes.
-im broke,raggedy,unshaven,not very hansome even if i did shave,no car,no license,no job,ive got nothing to even reinforce the idea of being an adult besides my age.i hate living here,nay,being held HOSTAGE by my crazy fucking mother.she knows i need a place to stay while i do the necessary processing to join the military or get a DECENT job to be independent,so she threatens to kick me out whenever i make a decision she doesnt agree with.im a caged bird in many ways.
-my father is an asshole,he never calls,and never awnsers the phone,to hell with him.
-im so friggin lonely,that im purposely making this list long when i said i wouldnt,becuase i never have anyone to talk to but my cat and my computer.and neither talk back.
-i almost never hang out with my friends or even see the outside of my room,i eat here,sleep here,work here,play here.i only really leave my room to use the toilet,or get some food so i can eat it here in my room.fuck the family,i dont talk to them,we arent on friendly speaking terms,so i just stay in my room all day,waiting for someone to come online to talk to,or play world of warcraft,becuase i literally have no fucking life.
-i deal with this stupid fucking angst that makes me list why i cant sleep at night,i know its fucking stupid and childish,but i really dont give a fuck.it still annoys me though

I guess thats all i can think of right now,im gonna stalk the internet for something to do to pass the time,or take another crack at sleep,although its now 7:23 am

Ok,time for this week's movie lover trivia question.

What is the name of a movie that has been praised as a cult classic which involves an insane teenager who befriends a man in his imagination clad in a bunny suit?
A famous line from the movie is as follows:
boy:why are you wearing that ridiculous bunny suit?
man:...why are you wearing that riduclous man suit?


A badge will be given to the first person to guess the name of this movie.Only one guess per person is allowed.

***WINNER!!****
[drakkar] awnsered correctly with "Donnie Darko"
He will be sent his badge shortly.

11pm- Emylee goes offline,i hop on world of warcraft
9:18am- I finally get tired and get off of WoW,waving farewell to my friends.we had an awesome time roleplaying
There was Kastia,the human warlock,darn witch she is!(kept turning me into a frog whenever she got agitated with me)
then there was Aizen,the preist dwarf.powerfull guy,and i guess the sort of leader of our small group this morning
then there is Evonis,also a preist,she is a human though.I swear my pet gives her the biggest scare
Lastly there is myself,Couger,the humble hunter Dwarf,serving my friends with my trusty rifle and my giant pet attack spider named Crunch-bite(kudos to those that get the red vs blue reference).

We travelled to the land of the east,past the fringe colony of lakeshire to disband some Orcish bandits that had taken over a castle north of the city,however they were far more numerous then we had at first figured,so we had to retreated,barely making it out with our lives.Couger took it especially personal becuase the day before,during an investigation of horde military presence at a picket line beyond the north gate in dun morough went sour,and one of his friends was killed while the other two got lost,so he has an increased dislike of the orc kind.So he trains and prepares for a massive confrontation to the north gate to thwart the special operations taking place.





....Ya,geek-gasm baby.geek-gasm.

got world of warcraft today,havent picked a realm or character yet as patching takes like...forever.

You Are 65% American
Most times you are proud to be an American.
Though sometimes the good ole US of A makes you cringe
Still, you know there's no place better suited to be your home.
You love your freedom and no one's going to take it away from you!

http://www.blogthings.com/howamericanareyouquiz/

well today is me mom's birthday,so i baked her a choclate cake.now the catch is ive never baked a cake before,so although it wasnt bad,its painfully apparent that this was my first time,a good chunk of the cake randomly fell off while i was icing it,so i spatula'ed it back into place and used icing like glue to keep it there >_> the bottom half of the cake is also a little bigger then the top half,which is now slightly slanted becuase of the broken off chunk,but hey,its the thought that counts right?.....right? ._.

theres been a major change of plans with the military,ive decided to go on delayed entry program and go to arizona for college.with this new development the rp project,which i have now given a codename of Project:Revolution;is now being taken OFF of hiatus.

please check the below entry for positions on the project.

Currently thinking up a new rp,PM me for info,or if you would like to take part in the project.

Edit:im now including a staff listing for the project,if you feel you have the time and the will to be a part of the development of this unique rp,please pm me concerning these positions:

Banner Artist:
Co-Designer:
Editor#1:
Editor#2:
Editor#3:
Advertisement:
randomy fanboy/girl:[light.]
Music Coordinator:
Photoshop artist:[Dreamseller]

More positions on the development team can be added apon request and need.

http://www.infidelguy.com/ftopic-22494-days0-orderasc-0.html
transcript and discussion of my debate with a nazi

I am Fallen_Heretic on the forum

http://dailykos.com/storyonly/2006/9/14/235444/282
"H.R. 2679, The "Christian Supremacy Act"

Our job is to reclaim America for Christ, whatever the cost. As the vice regents of God, we are to exercise godly dominion and influence over our neighborhoods, our schools, our government, our literature and arts, our sports arenas, our entertainment media, our news media, our scientific endeavors -- in short, over every aspect and institution of human society." - D. James Kennedy


yep,getting a gun folks.its crap like this that makes me seriuosly,truly,hate religion.

star wars got violent O_O (more then usual)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WDUQYc_OeVg&mode=related&search=

^^^this picture is from the highway my bus drove on on its way to school everday.



September 11th,2001.Never forget,Never Surrender.

Well,i suppose i should let you guys know whats going on (as i may have crossed the line and snapped at a few of you).these last 3 days have been the most trying in my life.ever.

It started for a multitude of reasons,basiclly my mom,who is a total control freak,went haywire when i decided i wanted to join the marines.she was oh so shocked that i could actually think and make decisions for myself that she started a personal war against me for the next few weeks.there were plenty of things that built up until saturday when she finally kicked me out of the house with nothing but a pocket knife,10 dollars,and the clothes on my back in my name.

So i walked,starting at 12 am,to 6 pm.i covered about 15 miles distance before i realised i was going in the wrong way towards drakkars house.i broke down at that point both physiclly and mentally and just sat there,luckily my comrade came through and him and his mom picked me up.he was kind enough to give me a roof over my head and some food in my stomach for the night and i cant put into words how grateful i am for that,especially when all my other friends turned their backs on me.

the next day my dad that lives in new york managed to convince my mom to give me 30 days to stay with her until i can get to bootcamp,otherwise im permenantly out of her house.she wouldnt give me a ride back home,so comrade drakkar gave me 7 bucks and one of his umbrellas to aid me as i made the 8 mile walk back in heavy rain,from 4 pm to 8:40 pm to get back home,when i arrived i got the usual harassment and was later left alone in my room to lie on the floor trying to get my legs working again.

so now ya know the short version of why im a little upset right now,this weekend,along with some happenings of the week in whole,have made me a very bitter person right now.

me and emylee discussing our dreams last night XD

T_T what a way to fucking wake up.some cock head just broke into our car and a few others on the street at 5 am and we chased him off with a rifleman in a truck.good riddance,shoulda nailed the fucker in the head.