Sometimes I feel so alone,
Thats it's not worth living a complicated life.
Sometimes I wish I had never been born so that I wouldn't feel all this grief.
I hate me, my life! I hate love and the ones that broke my heart!I hate the fact that i have a kind heart, but it rotting from no one to care for me! I did nothing but let people do whatever! I watched at the sidelines whether or not i rooted against or with the play! Why couldn't I have not been born? GOD why did u cause me so much pain? What did I do so wrong when i tried to do so much right? Have you no thoughts left about me? Have you no time to spare me? Kill me now! And I will be forever in your debt! Kill me now and my soul will be cleaner than the cleanness of it now . . . kill me, and i may be peaceful. I have no cares for love, GOD, but i still love him. I know i did my heart wrong, but I thought I did it right.Let me suffer no more, and i will be happy once again. Take my pains away, pick up the broken pieces, and I will be whole.