[living_dead_girl]'s diary

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Written about Saturday 2006-08-05
Written: (6684 days ago)

PARANOIR (FUCK YOU BECAUSE...) ~marylin manson

(female voice)
i fuck you because you are famous...i fuck you for your money...i fuck you to control you...i fuck you so someday i can have half of everything you own...i fuck you to fuck you over...i fuck you until i find someone better...i fuck you in secret..i fuck you because i can't remember if i've already fucked you before...i fuck you out of boredom...i fuck you because i can't feel it anyway...i fuck you to make the pain..go away

(manson)
FUCK YOU BECAUSE I LOVED YOU!...
FUCK YOU FOR LOVING YOU TOO!...
I DONT NEED A REASON TO HATE YOU THE WAY I DO!!!..
FUCK YOU BECAUSE I LOVED YOU!...
FUCK YOU FOR LOVING YOU TOO!...
I DON'T NEED A REASON TO HATE YOU THE WAY I DO!!!..

HATE YOU THE WAY I DO!!...HATE YOU THE WAY I DO!!...HATE YOU THE WAY I DO!!...HATE YOU THE WAY I DO!!..

(female voice)
i fuck you so i can feel something, instead of nothing at all...i fuck you because you are beautiful...i fuck you because you're my nigger...i fuck you because i am your whore...i fuck you because you ARE a whore...i fuck you for fun...i fuck you for fun...i fuck you because i can...i fuck you so i have a place to stay...i fuck you so you will protect me..

(manson)
FUCK YOU BECAUSE I LOVED YOU!!..
FUCK YOU FOR LOVING YOU TOO!..
I DON'T NEED A REASON TO HATE YOU HE WAY I DO!!..
FUCK YOU BECAUSE I LOVED YOU!..
FUCK YOU FOR LOVING YOU TOO!..
I DON'T NEED A REASON TO HATE YOU THE WAY I DO!!..

HATE YOU THE WAY I DO!!..HATE YOU THE WAY I DO!!...HATE YOU THE WAY I DO!!...HATE YOU THE WAY I DO!!...

(manson whispers)
i don't need a reason to hate you the way i do!!...

HATE YOU THE WAY I DO!!....HATE YOU THE WAY I DO!!..HATE YOU THE WAY I DO!!..HATE YOU THE WAY I DO!!...HATE YOU THE WAY I DO!!...HATE YOU THE WAY I DO!!..HATE YOU THE WAY I DO!!...HATE YOU THE WAY I DO!!...

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Written about Saturday 2006-08-05
Written: (6684 days ago)

{untranslated}~marylin manson

the beauty spot was borrowed...now my sweet knife rusts tomorrow..i'm a confession that is waiting to be heard...

burn your empty reign down on me...whisper your death beat so softly..we bend our knees at the altar of my ego...

you drained my heart....and made a spade...but there's still traces of me in your veins...
you drained my heart....and made a spade...but there's still traces of me in your veins...

all my lilie's mouths are open..like they're beggin for dope and hoping...
the bitter petal chant "we can kick..you won't be back"

i'm a diamond that is tired...of all the faces i've aquired...we must secure the shadow ere' the substance fades...

you drained my heart....and made a spade...but there's still traces...of me in your veins...
you drained my heart....and made a spade...but there's still traces...of me in your veins...

and we said "till we die"
and we said "till we die"

you drained my heart...and made a spade...but there's still traces...of me in your veins...
you drained my heart...and made a spade...but there's still traces...of me in your veins...
you drained my heart...and made a spade...but there's still traces...of me in your veins...
you drained my heart...and made a spade...but there's still traces...of me in your veins...

and we said "till we die"
and we said "till we die"

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Written about Saturday 2006-08-05
Written: (6684 days ago)

(S)AINT ~marylin manson

i dont care if your world is ending today because i wasn't invited to it anyway....you said i tasted famous so i drew you a heart...but now i'm not an artist i'm a fucking work of art

i got an "F" and a "C" and i got a "K" too and the only thing thats missin' is a bitch like "U"

you wanted perfect....you got your perfect..now i'm too perfect for someone like you..i was a dandy in your ghetto with the snow white smile...but you'll never be as perfect whatever you do

whats my name, whats my name...ah ah ah ah....hold the "S" because i am an "AINT" 
whats my name, whats my name...ah ah ah ah...hold the "S" because i am an "AINT"....ah ah ah ah...ah ah ah ah...

i'm am a bone-sopper death set on a mop stick you infected me took diamonds, i took all your shit...your sell-by date expired so you had to be sold..i'm a suffer genius if ever...sex symbol...

you wanted perfect..you got your perfect...now i'm too perfect for someone like you i was a dandy in your ghetto with the snow white smile..but you'll never be as perfect whatever you do...

whats my name..whats my name..ah ah ah ah..hold the "S" because i am an "AINT"
whats my name..whats my name.. ah ah ah ah..hold the "S" because i am an "AINT"

ah ah ah ah..ah ah ah ah

i got an "F" and a "C" and i got a "K" too and the only thing thats missing is "U"

I GOT AN "F" AND A "C" AND I GOT A "K" TOO AND THE ONLY THING THATS MISSIN' IS A BITCH LIKE "U" !!
I GOT AN "F" AND A "C" AND I GOT A "K" TOO AND THE ONLY THINGS THATS MISSIN' IS A BITCH LIKE "U"!!

i am the dandy in the ghetto with a snow white smile...super ego bitch i been evil a while...
i am the dandy in the ghetto with a snow white smile...super ego bitch i been evil a while

whats my name..whats my name...ah ah ah ah...hold the "S" because i am an "AINT"
whats my name ..whats my name..ah ah ah ah...hold the "S" because i am an "AINT"
whats my name..whats my name...ah ah ah ah ...hold the "S" because i am an "AINT"
whats my name..whats my name...ah ah ah ah ...hold the "S" because i am an "AINT"

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Written about Saturday 2006-06-10
Written: (6740 days ago)

went to johns yesterday and it was me and him and zak just chillin in the house all day cuz his mom moved to waco last week..so um....i ate doritos and chain smoked all day...and at the end of the day we ended up siting around watching some zombie movie.....and i was wearing nothign but my boyfriends velvet robe...it is the coolest thing ever....it's floor length and has this hood....it looks like a reapers robe....it's awesome...i'm gonna make myself one...but anyways....he kept saying "this just makes me think of when we'll have a place of our own.."
in about 7 and a half months i'll be free of my mothers grasp...and i'll be able to move out....so we'll see what happens...i love my boyfriend i really do....i just hope life ends up going someplace where i can be proud of myself...

:)

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Written about Saturday 2006-06-03
Written: (6747 days ago)

I AM THIS GIRL


I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you...


I'm the girl who likes to be kissed under the stars, more than inside your bedroom or in a expensive resturant...



I'm the girl who holds your hand....



I'm the girl who doesn't mind you playing with her hair....



I'm the girl who makes jokes with your mom...



I'm the girl who stares into your eyes looking for a reason what you see in me.......



I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss...



I'm the girl who will take care of you when you are sick...



I'm the girl who you can talk to about anything...



I'm the girl who laughs at your jokes...



I'm the girl who will listen to you talk...



I'm the girl who loves when you hug me for no apparent reason...



I'm the girl who loves it when you hug me from behind or kiss me on the forehead....



I'm the girl who loves you for you ; and doesn't care what other people say about us...



I'm the girl who will love you unconditionally for the rest of your life...


SWEET HEARTED GIRLS : If you are this girl repost this saying "I'm this girl"



DUDES: If you want this girl repost "I want this Girl"



LUCKY BASTARDS: "I have this girl" if you already have her

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Written about Thursday 2006-06-01
Written: (6749 days ago)

today was pretty good....i was picked up at ten thirty this morning...and me john..chris, and his friend weston went swimming in tonkwa falls in crawford.....it's really beautiful there....it's an awesome place...then we went back to johns house....to help his mom move some stuff to waco *(where they're moving)*...and i realized i didnt bring a dry pair of pants...so i borrowed some....and they're HUGE....i look so gangsta....hee hee.....but anyways....um...then we had to take john to work...they finish moving stuff in next week...so that's cool i guess....i'm being picked up again tomorrow afternoon...at around 2 or 2:30 for...john's graduation....his mom's already all emotional...it's funny/cute...but anyways....so i'm sitting at my house now....in a white wife-beater and these oober baggy shorts.....i swear i've never felt so gangsta in my life...hehe hehe...i find it hilarious...i'm sorry but yeah...that's my day...i know it doesnt sound exciting to everyone else....but oh well....that's why it was MY day and not YOURS...heh heh...just kidding....ok bye!!!

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Written about Wednesday 2006-05-31
Written: (6750 days ago)

i'm lost in my own confusion....and i dont know how to make it better....

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Written about Thursday 2006-03-16
Written: (6826 days ago)

i have been having a great fucking spring break......i have spent the last two days with casey,which is always kick ass.....i love that little korean girl.....well.....um, lets see yesterday john and kristi and ed came over and we got kinda....well ok REALLY fucked up........and that lead up to mad passionate sex in the back seat of a very small car.......leaving me with bruises all over my knees.....and back.....oh well....lifes good and i'm happy and thats all i care about right now....is friends and john.....and....just being able to say "fuck it" and have fun damn it !!!! i'm 16 i'm supposed to save the worries for when i'm actually old enough to have grey hairs fucking-A!!!!!
heh heh...well, anywho......it's 12 in the morning.....me and casey are getting back into our regular clothes...i dont think we moved 2 feet today......but we gotta get ready for john and aaron and ed and a few other people.....to come over......heh heh.....i like intoxicating things....and it makes me feel like a hypocrite cuz i always said i would never do it....but.....i did....and it makes me feel kinda guilty to say.....that i LOVED IT....well, i'll catch up later....i love you guys....later,....

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Written about Monday 2006-02-27
Written: (6843 days ago)
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