its not her fault things happend like this, its mine for being a dumbass and careing to much and jumping to conculions, i do care about her and i do like her with all my being, but she has a boy friend and loves him, and me only as a freind. i dont know why i keep on going on like i do. i probly should have just killed my self back then and i wouldnt have had to go thoue this again, but now i want to but know that i cant because it would hurt her and many other people i know.

again i opened my self to some one i cared about and again i was hurt and again i will be deprssed for a long time.

i thought i was right for once about this kind of thing but, now as i sit here in my own dispare i know that i was so off and can only hope that it will work out for the better.

HOLY FUCKING SHIT!!!!!!! almost every one that works at my skool is a DUMBASS!!

live fast, die yong, dont stay siwmming in the gene pool.

holy shit..................... i have a stalker!!!!!

yay im gonna have geen hair by the end of the day!!!

YA!!! im gonna dye my hair green before skool starts!...now ijust need a camera........

HOLY FUCKING SHIT!!!!!!!!! MY HAIR CAUGHT ON FIRE TODAY!!!!!

i need more VAULT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YES!!! great aunt died. on emore family elder down but still to many to go............

wow my b-days on saterday i feel so spiecel.......not relly but ill say it any way. Taushia stil owes me money tht pisses off cause she sed i would get it by the 25 of december 2005. i should knok her out then sell her to some one for five bucks then she wont owe me any more.

wow in less than 24 hours i made 2 new freinds that like a new record for me. wow i feel happy for once....

today i duled friend online and nothing else because my life cinda fuckin sucks.