i don't understand how someone can stand there and say they want to know whats wrong with you cause they "care" about you, when the truth is they don't , cause if they did then they wouldn't be with someone else

sometimes it hurts so much that the only thing you can do to hide it , is to laugh
its when you find yourself laughing without even knowing it, that you relize your once beautiful laugh is now a meaningless gesture to throw off anyones suspicion of you life being less then perfect.
its in the darkest times that i find myself at the most peace. the darkest time is when i'm able to be myself and not worry about who's looking.It's in that time that i'm the most afraid for my life for i never know what i might do cause the feeling of being alone is so intense that it just eats away at my insides till nothing but my pathetic life is exposed and my emotions are left to roam freely around letting everyone know whats really going on when all you really want.... is him.
too bad all he wants.... is the girl down the hall.

haha funny thing happens.... you find this amazing guy that likes you and is really sweet... then haha here comes the funny part.... he tells you hes kinda dating someone. then you get this tingly feeling all over and u relize.... it was all a lie