well, it is 10:09 november 28th, i had court in el paso today and got found guilty of prohibited weapons charges...200 dollar fine, 248 dollars in court costs and 9 month probation...in texas...wait, i live in missouri...and are they going to transfer it to my state of residence? nope...wow, what a bright lot we have here in good ole texas!
well, its november 27th...im in elpaso texas waiting for tomorrow where i get to be priviliged enough to "explore" the elpaso county courthouse where i will be charged with possesion of drug paraphanalia and an illegal weapon...not guilty (of course). well, i will report back tomorrow with my court proceedings...
soon to be
thoughts of rage
pin me in my own cage
this may be my last free day
i guess that is all i have to say
he stepped the wrong way
now in his body my knife will lay
watching the blood seep
from a feeling that was so deep
it now no longer effects me
i told that mother fucker what was to be
but the rage in me he did not see
bot now it is all gone
the dirty deed is done
never needed my gun
oh yay, this was all so fun
i guess this is the end
never again will he pretend
Envy??
light appears in the void of my soul
then is taken away by darkness once more
its seems only death can take the toll
ill never be how i was before
now my thoughts are clouded
and my mind swarms with thoughts unclean
these are the consiquences with which im shrouded
i say i want life, but death is what i mean
this is one large emotional scar
but no matter how it tears at me,
i know exactly what you are
and thats something ill never be
Days get intersting in the passing of time
though this is my diary, it may be in rhyme
but i have commited no crime
in wishing the passing of a mortal soul
what may actually happen is out of my control
so if death were to grasp me today
would i be invited to where the richous stay
or be cast away
for the sin in venting shall never sway