EmoSex Is The Hottest
dont be stupid.
Physics exam tomorrow.
I attempted revising
instead fell asleep for
the past two hours.
Great.
x
Dont Copy My Shit Bitches.
If I see fragments of my page on the world wide web,
Im not going to be nice to you.
AC Changes Direction
But
DC Does Not.
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-----------><----------->-----<------> AC
--------- DC
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Dear Diary,
I woke up today at like, 11:00 am.
I went to sleep last night, pretty late, so I was A sleepy Loser in the morning.
Mom got mad at me for not having my CD's in the covers and she left for grocery shopping with my brother in a really bad mood. She makes me giggle sometimes.
I then listening to "My humps" and tried to learn the words. Im getting awesome. Spoke to Ian for a little while and then attempted to get some breakfast. But it was all just too much effort so I left it.
I got another blank CD just in spite.
Out.
I watched the Exorcism of Emily the Sexy Beast Yesterday.
It was quite distrubing. Was there really any need for all those "Rigor-Mortis" Effects Man?
Fun fun fun.
I remember,
You were incredible.
Yes, I edtied my house.
I watched James Blunt Live, in some place last night, On the TELEVISION.
It was quite amazing.
When He sang GOODBYEMYLOVER
He put so much passion into,
I thought I was going to burst into tears.
It was amazing.
I need to see him.
x_/3eautiful /)isaster.
What if I had never let you go?
Would you be the man I used to know?
If I'de stayed
If You'de tried
If we could only turn back time.
But I guess, we'll never know.
What the fuck have I done.
No way loser. Im young and punk.
I take it back.
I think we can do it.
Afterall.
Me says:
Hey robbie
Rob says:
lol
Rob says:
h
Rob says:
hey
Rob says:
im JUSt about to go out for dinner
Rob says:
lol
Rob says:
sorry :(:(
Me says:
GOSH
Me says:
so many lol's
Rob says:
i know!!!
Rob says:
Lollozlz
Me says:
it must have been some funny shitttzzz
Me says:
alright well
Rob says:
i feel guilty thats all :(
Me says:
HAVE FUN YA
Rob says:
heh
Me says:
lol
Me says:
lol
Me says:
lol
Me says:
me too
Me says:
lol
Rob says:
lol
Me says:
lol
Rob says:
lol
Rob says:
lol
Me says:
lol
Rob says:
k
Me says:
K STOP
Rob says:
HEY
Me says:
HI
Rob says:
your making fun of
Rob says:
me
Rob says:
NOT COOL
Me says:
COOL BABE COOL.
Me says:
SO HAVE FUN
Me says:
AT DINNER
Me says:
AND
Me says:
....
Me says:
DONT TURN EMO MAN.
Me says:
x
Rob says:
ew
Rob says:
im offended
Rob says:
now im emo
Rob says:
just cause you said that
Me says:
OH MY GOD.
Me says:
you rebelchild.
Rob says:
very
I think....
Hes still there.
"His ear heard more than was said to him, and his slow speech had overtones not of thought, but of understanding beyond thought".
What a lovely description.
"Just do your best,
Do everything you can.
And dont you worry
what the Bitter Hearts
Are going to Say"
I will.
And when I try to express some form of Hurt.
Its always dismissed with like ;;
"Oh, Uh, Well Baby Im sorrry I cant spend time with you But I have plans".
He cares.
Stop whining silly ho.
Atleast I HESMINE again :$
Why cant I stop needing so much from him.
Its just hard sometimes when I really want to spend time with him, and he really doesnt (seem like he) cares.
Okay, so he says "he does".
But whatever.
I was planning a surprise for him when he came on today, but, He had other plans I guess.
I know im the one who hurt him but its just not fair like this at all.
Im not trying to justify what I did was correct, because I know it was fuking stupid.
But it cant go on like this.
I wish he cared like he used to.
Im still his girlfriend.
Hes still the center of my universe, and, I guess it hurts that im not.
I wish he'de want to spend time with me like he used to.
But he doesnt.
I wish he could just come home.
And then now all I feel is, afraid to make him mad or something.
I feel so pathetic. Like stupid little girlfriends who are "Afraid" of talking to their boyfriend incase they get Angry at them or something.
We Never used to have a relationship like that, neither believe in that bullshit.
But now it seems thats how we do it. And it hurts like Hell.
I hate being afraid to upset him, and too scared to say how im really feeling.
But I guess i just need to make sure he's okay.
Fuck.
I dont like this.
I had everything planned :(