For all the torment
Loss of independence
For disrespect, carelessness with my emotions
For all the screams I swallow
How a soul is hollow
For giving into temptation
For making me feel like a cheap replacement.
I forgive you.
It is through this weakness that comes the strength.
It is through the Pain that comes the hope.
It is through the Questions that come the answers.
It is through the Black that comes the colour.
It is through the hurt that comes the healing.
It is through the wait that comes the time.
It is through the trials that comes the trust.
It is through the faith that comes the forgiveness.
It is through the darkness that comes the light.
It is through the never that comes forever.
It is through the tears that comes the smile.
It is through the life that comes death.
It is through the worries that comes the certainty.
It is through the stumbles that comes the step.
It is through the words that come the song.
It is through the love that comes the life.
In a car with a girl,
promise me
She's not your world.
One year <3
Me: ugh My Phone wont let me call you back babe. I didnt even get a chance to say bye to you properly.
Nick: I know:(
Me: ....
Nick: I would call you back, but I cant afford it.
Me: Oh.
Nick: I only called you this morning because it was a big deal you know? (Its our one year anniversary)
Me:...Is it not a big deal now?
*Phone Rings*
*Picks up*
Nick: Its still a big deal.
EmoSex Is The Hottest
dont be stupid.
Physics exam tomorrow.
I attempted revising
instead fell asleep for
the past two hours.
Great.
x
Dont Copy My Shit Bitches.
If I see fragments of my page on the world wide web,
Im not going to be nice to you.
AC Changes Direction
But
DC Does Not.
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--------- DC
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Dear Diary,
I woke up today at like, 11:00 am.
I went to sleep last night, pretty late, so I was A sleepy Loser in the morning.
Mom got mad at me for not having my CD's in the covers and she left for grocery shopping with my brother in a really bad mood. She makes me giggle sometimes.
I then listening to "My humps" and tried to learn the words. Im getting awesome. Spoke to Ian for a little while and then attempted to get some breakfast. But it was all just too much effort so I left it.
I got another blank CD just in spite.
Out.
I watched the Exorcism of Emily the Sexy Beast Yesterday.
It was quite distrubing. Was there really any need for all those "Rigor-Mortis" Effects Man?
Fun fun fun.
I remember,
You were incredible.
Yes, I edtied my house.
I watched James Blunt Live, in some place last night, On the TELEVISION.
It was quite amazing.
When He sang GOODBYEMYLOVER
He put so much passion into,
I thought I was going to burst into tears.
It was amazing.
I need to see him.
x_/3eautiful /)isaster.
What if I had never let you go?
Would you be the man I used to know?
If I'de stayed
If You'de tried
If we could only turn back time.
But I guess, we'll never know.
What the fuck have I done.