I've been um, listening to
Bright eyes for the past
2 hours.
Im so sad.
:'(
Interviewer: It is, it is. Uh, how ‘bout this Arienette? How does she fit into all of this?
Conor: I prefer not to talk about it, in case she’s listening.
Interviewer: Oh, I’m sorry, I didn’t realize she’s a real person.
Conor: She’s not. I made her up.
Interviewer: Oh, so she’s not real.
Conor: Just as real as you or I.
Interviewer: I don’t think I understand.
Its kinda like walking out a door to discover its a window.
Her New Year Resoloution's.
1. Be Totally and Completely part of the Emo society. Listen Emo, Dress Emo, Eat Emo, Sleep Emo, Breathe Emo.
2. Spend more time with Nicholas. Let him know that you love him every moment of the day. Meet Nicholas and fall in love all over again.
3. Study hard.
4. Laugh more.
5. Cut down on chocolate.
6. Start writing again.
7. Look after your body, get hot.
8. Acquire a hot new fashion sense.
9. Keep my room tidy, for longer.
10. Be closer with my mommy and daddy and brother.
11. Learn to be more patient. Talk about feelings.
12. Save money.
13. Get totally stoned.
14. Try LSD with my lovely Boyfriend.
15. Keep my CD's Safe.
16. Learn a new skill.
17. Take up ballet again.
18. Dance in a school production. Eeek?
19. Be honest to myself and to everyone around me.
20. Be happy.
21. Spend more good time with my friends <3 Like HATTY.
22. Work on my abs. Eat REALLY HEALTHY OR TRY ANOREXIA.
Atleast they are realistic.
Im being totally serious about everyone of them by the way.
O.o
Near a sea of pianos, there were waves of chords that crashed against the shore.
Hey,
If we can find a way out of these problems.
Maybe we dont need them?
Dont Be Unoriginal, Cunts.
If I happen to find fragments of my page, floating around the
WORLDWIDEWEB.
You Will know about it.
And I Wont Be nice to you.
Just save yourself the trouble.
Just Dont do it.
How about you get a life of your own,
and try Super hard to be
Your Own Person.
Cunt.
Thats all.
Rawr.
Just
Woke
Up.
Today is an Ugly day I think. EEK.
I;ve had my hair curly for the past few days.
So I think imma go
.S t r a i g h t.
and
.S e x y.
Man, I love hair.
Have I ever told you that?
Well, I really do love hair.
So much.
I want to go Christmas shopping with mom this weekend;;
Otherwise Ill Never get anything done.
Listening to
Greenday. .
Hmm. Ew. They're new stuff sucks.
BUT, this is an old album, so I guess thats okay.
And listen.
Um um um um um.
No, nothing.
I forgot.
Oh yeah,
I woke up with these lyrics in my head;;
"If you could only read my mind you would see"
I dont know the rest, but the guy who sings it in my head
had a really high voice.
Yeah,so im on a QUEST to discover that.
I want something good to die for, to make it beautiful to live.
THATS NICHOLAS THATS NICHOLAS THATS NICHOLAS GUYS!
I dont know enough spanish to make myself understood.
Dear Diary of Cute,
Drama exam today, it was pretty good. Our performance was about "hippos" and "tigers" whilst others were about [.C h i l d a b u s e/] an all that stuff. It was quite funny.
Pre drama questions were like "When does the lighting dim after the first scene?"
Ours were like ::
"How do i give the giant spider high five behind that huge block?"
Yeah it was fun. Hung out with Ian after, we played Vice city.
He sucked so much.
He walked me to find my mom, it was so lame because apparantly she didnt know where she was, but she did, because we always drive past that road.
Anyway, we had a good talk about how intimidating Mel can be. It was fun.
Out.
Other:
No exams.
For all the torment
Loss of independence
For disrespect, carelessness with my emotions
For all the screams I swallow
How a soul is hollow
For giving into temptation
For making me feel like a cheap replacement.
I forgive you.
It is through this weakness that comes the strength.
It is through the Pain that comes the hope.
It is through the Questions that come the answers.
It is through the Black that comes the colour.
It is through the hurt that comes the healing.
It is through the wait that comes the time.
It is through the trials that comes the trust.
It is through the faith that comes the forgiveness.
It is through the darkness that comes the light.
It is through the never that comes forever.
It is through the tears that comes the smile.
It is through the life that comes death.
It is through the worries that comes the certainty.
It is through the stumbles that comes the step.
It is through the words that come the song.
It is through the love that comes the life.
In a car with a girl,
promise me
She's not your world.
One year <3
Me: ugh My Phone wont let me call you back babe. I didnt even get a chance to say bye to you properly.
Nick: I know:(
Me: ....
Nick: I would call you back, but I cant afford it.
Me: Oh.
Nick: I only called you this morning because it was a big deal you know? (Its our one year anniversary)
Me:...Is it not a big deal now?
*Phone Rings*
*Picks up*
Nick: Its still a big deal.
EmoSex Is The Hottest
dont be stupid.