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[Drive Faster Boy.]'s diary

737364 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2006-01-23
Written: (6878 days ago)

Sometimes I just think to myself,
What have I done?
And,
Why cant that be me?
I know I fuck up, but im filled with all these good intentions.
That never turn out the way I planned.

737342 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2006-01-23
Written: (6878 days ago)

Me: Ian lets go in to the form room.
Ian: Alright *starts walking away*
Me: *Starts talking to people* WAIT IAN. Come back here.
Ian :...Fine *Walks up to mally*

*Is totally blanked*

Me: Can we please go in now? god!

Ian never holds the door open for teachers.

737339 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2006-01-23
Written: (6878 days ago)

I feel like Poo.

737337 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2006-01-23
Written: (6878 days ago)

My Uber Emails.

Finally got around to pasting em'

Remember that Mally? It's all true. And I'm sorry if I made you mad or whatever. Sara was going to pay for it, she didnt want you to die either. If wanting to protect you is so bad, then shoot me. And just so you know, yes, I was jealous of Bertie. She came, she went, then all of a sudden, she reappeared again, and you replaced me. I guess you just don't need me. But I love you to pieces and I miss you. So much. It hurts to lose a best friend, but that's 2 now, and there's such a big gaping hole in me. It's like I've lost an organ or something. You're my drug Mally, you're all I need to get by. Just remember how much you mean to me. Maybe how much I used to mean to you. Remember how much fun we used to have. Remember when we used to rock out to Mariah Carey after school. Remember how I drew that funny little picture of you, and remember that photo of me and you. Looking in different directions. But we belonged. Remember that I love you. I will always be here for you. I can't believe our friendship has broken over drugs, but if you feel like that, it's your decision. It's my birthday on Sunday, and my party on saturday. I would be honoured if you were there.

Izzy.

Hey Mally..

Today was the day that you wern't here, and I missed you so much. Nothing is the same without you, and I love you so much.

I have done some more stuff on my website, and I have created an online diary and stuff on my home page of it, I havn't finished it yet, but if you want to have a look at it so far its, www.x-beebie-x.piczo.com In my online diary I have wrote quite abit about you in it, I miss you so much Mally. When are you back?

I need you.

I had exams today, as you know. I had French, R.E and English, they all went okay apart from French. Erughhhh...

Please email me back, I need to hear from you.
I love you.

Loads and loads of love,

Your bestest friend ever.

Hope your having a nice time xx

Hey Mally Gurl,

Eruughhhhh...I'm missing you. You wont even understand how much. I am sorry if Im being so clingy with you..I just love you. Im sorry.

Every song i listen, in my head im lyke somehow linking it to you.

It's lyke my head consists of:

Mally Mally Mally Mally Mally Mally Mally Mally Mally etc.

When are you back? Text me or ring me, or email me as soon as you get this email, I need to here from you, I hope you are okay.

Lots of love,

Someone.

Who.

Is.

Missing.

You.

Alot!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA, I JUST ASKED MATT WHAT YOUR EMAIL ADDRESS WAS AND HE SAID : "FRACTURES FAIRY"

I WAS LIKE HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

The last two were from bertie..

Hey Mal
m guessing that you are ill, so I thought I'd try to cheer you up by telling you a true story.
There was a man who had a mouse in his house and he had tried for weeks to catch it. He set up traps and laid down posion. No matter what he did he couldnt catch it. Then one day he made a fire in his garden to burn some rubbish. To his suprise the mouse was running round his garden. After some scrapping and running he had this tiny mouse pinched between his fingers. "right you little bastard" he said. "Welcome to your cremation". With a flick of the wrist the rodent was in the fire and burning to death. To the mans horror it suddenly lept out of the fire and ran into his house, flames leaping off his fur as he did so. 30 Minutes and 4 fire engines later all that remain of the mans house was the ash covered floor.
Now there are times in your life when you think "Why the hell did I do that". Just imagine how this poor guy felt.

(There were no animals hurt in the making of this true story, apart from the mouse who incidently burned to death and the owner of the house who proceeded to pull his hair out shouting "why, why, why" for a week)

Get better soon
Martyn xxx

martyn

I cant be bothered anymore..

736922 Link to this entry
Written about Sunday 2006-01-22
Written: (6879 days ago)

Bee: So how many poops did you have while you were away?
Me: awh 7 I think... what about you?
Bee: Not many, i was saving them all till you came back.
Me: thats so sweet , I feel mean now. I should have saved mine.

oops. ill paste them in the next one.
x

736921 Link to this entry
Written about Sunday 2006-01-22
Written: (6879 days ago)

736919 Link to this entry
Written about Sunday 2006-01-22
Written: (6879 days ago)

Im really touched because I signed on hotmail and,
I had a billion emails.
And it wasnt even junk.
It was actual real emails from my friends :$
It was so sweet.
Awh shucks. I want to paste them on here and thats just what im going to do.

In the next entry.

736917 Link to this entry
Written about Sunday 2006-01-22
Written: (6879 days ago)

I didnt see the whale, Jess.
It died.

Me and my father had a shopping trip in oxford circus.
Anybody who knows me, will realise,
How weird that is.

Me: So, You want to buy me that twirl?
Dad:...Yes.
Me: Yeah, Thats what I thought.

734851 Link to this entry
Written about Thursday 2006-01-19
Written: (6882 days ago)

Theres more to this than my Ex-Love.
This is more than I could ever in my life begin to
Explain.

I dont know what im going to do.
This is bigger than me,
And with no hands, and even less skill.
I dont know how it ever will come out.

I think its him I need,
Its always been what if..
This pain could be arranged
In such a way
to bring out newly then.

Well who am I to stop it?

734850 Link to this entry
Written about Thursday 2006-01-19
Written: (6882 days ago)

Im going to London to sort out something for my Visa thing.
Im sure your going to miss me.
I'll be back on ummm Sunday.
My biology teacher is going to hate me :( Uh ohz.

CHOW CHOW.

734846 Link to this entry
Written about Thursday 2006-01-19
Written: (6882 days ago)

Next in thread: 735712

YOU MAKE ME HAPPY.

734423 Link to this entry
Written about Wednesday 2006-01-18
Written: (6883 days ago)

Me: Would you ever do anal with hatty?
Mart: I dont know, I mean, you shit out of your arse, not make love.
Me: YES, but you BLEED out of your pussy.
Mart: Thanks for that.
Me: Np.
Mart: Yeah but like, blood/passion - almost the same.
Me: What the fuck, are you a vampire or something?

734379 Link to this entry
Written about Wednesday 2006-01-18
Written: (6883 days ago)

Dear Mr. FAT.

Today, Miss Hobbs said I was "In stint for an Isolation". This was quite hurtful, because I never said that she had a crush on Hatty, Kaylee said it. But I always get the blame.
We are the coolest, Hatty and I.
I got in trouble with Tom for forgetting my Spanish books :( And I didnt have my chemistry books. And I didnt finish my english homework.
Sometimes I dont even know what im thinking about when I pack my bag or sit down to "do homework".

*Sigh*

734328 Link to this entry
Written about Wednesday 2006-01-18
Written: (6883 days ago)

Well, today was just full of interesting conversations. Let me be cool and write them down.

At the same time : Ian: Are you going to the form room?
Me: I like Tash's Ass...

Ian: ...What?
Me:....Yes.
Ian:...Its like Madonnas.
Me: Wtf lmao.
Ian: Have you seen that ?
Me: The new video?
Ian: Yesh...
Me: Well whats her ass like ? :/
Ian: Sort of "Handlebarish"
Me: Wtf is "Handlebarish?"
Ian: Its just a uh...ass...describing term...Lmao uhmm.
Me:...Yeah im going to the form room.

Me and bertie were in the lunch que, and there was one last Jacket potatoe left. There was also one other guy infront of us.

Me: Dont even think about getting that Jacket potato, thats Our Lunch.
Boy:...Ummm :$
Me: Just get something else please.
Boy: *To the lunch person* Um can I have a hot dog and chips please.
Me:...GREAT CHOICE MAN. WELL DONE, MAN, I WOULD LOVE A HOT DOG AND CHIPS. GOOD CHOICE.

As soon as it was my turn, the lunch lady bought in a huge tray of them in.

733984 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2006-01-17
Written: (6884 days ago)

Next in thread: 734806

There's nothing believable in being honest
So cover your lies up with another promise

I hope you dont mind, Sian.
That I stole that from your house.
But I like the song,
And I like the lyric.
But most Importantly.
I like you.

733983 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2006-01-17
Written: (6884 days ago)

Justify my love for you?
Goodmorning Heartache,
Your like an old friend.
Come and see me again.

733961 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2006-01-17
Written: (6884 days ago)

Me: Ian is a virgin.
Ben: Ian IS A VIRGIN.
Ian: ...
Me: Ben, im sure you could do something about that?
Ben: YEAH LETS DO A SPITROAST. *Pause*
Me:...I dont see how that would work.
Ben: Hmm yeah. *Grabs Ians balls and kisses his neck*
Me: *Ian struggles* You are so like, upfront lmao.
Ian: you are so GAY.
Ben: I am the handsomest boy in otley.

733960 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2006-01-17
Written: (6884 days ago)

I went through a very fun stage of my life,
When I would stay up till around 4:00Am
Drawing pictures
On A4 peices of paper, While listening to RANCID.
Now, I stay up and I worry. I dont draw pictures, but if I do, I draw them in a Sexy A3 Pad.
Everything is so overrated.

733955 Link to this entry
Written about Tuesday 2006-01-17
Written: (6884 days ago)

Hi,
Today I got the wrong bus and my mom had to pick me up from Asda.
Harriet farted in my locker. Well, she says it wasnt her, but who else could it have been?
I begged you not to go. I begged you like my holy hope, and watched to floor as you retreated.
Drama was good. Dance was good. English was okay and Maths was interesting.

See you.
x

733324 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2006-01-16
Written: (6885 days ago)

DEFINITION OF THE DAY

EURO BOY WHORE.:: one of thoes boys from sweeden, usually called gunther, who blows air into his willy in a vein attempt at makin it bigger and increasing his chances of getting laid, or in most cases, an std.

Courtesy of MARTYN HANNAH.

733311 Link to this entry
Written about Monday 2006-01-16
Written: (6885 days ago)

Me: *Ranting about how much my Media teacher hates me*
Martyn: I think you should jsut leave her to it...
Me: I think I should just stab her in the fucking head.
Martyn: I think thats NOT a good idea.

Martyn: So what do you think of that thing that was on James' Computer?
Me: Oh, Well initially I was just thinking "Whatever floats your boat you sick perverted pedophilic bastard".
Martyn: Nice one.

Ian: You seem to be taking the break up very well mally :)
Me: Meh, Nothing lasts forever.
Ian: *Awkward silence* Except polystyrene.
Me: Yeah fuck men, im going to start dating plastics.
Ian : Yeah , I think you should :D
Me: In my next relationship, I will be dating polystyrene.

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