I've got some super Sixthform Ahead Meeting thing tonight at school.
19hunderedhour
7:00
& Im rather looking forward to it. I was making such a scene in the form room.
I have some quotes for you today.
Tom: Well Atleast LAUREN fancies Me.
Lauren: ....What?
Tom: NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS. THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
We were giving our marks out of 15 for a spanish test.
Simon: Thirteen.
Mr Coook. Oh come on Simon, You cant even spell thirteen.
Lmao.
Sara: So after you marry Wayne, what is your second name going to be?
Mrs Kendal: Kendal still...
Sara: ew..Is it your cousin?
Mrs K: lmao.
Other people: IMBRED.
Mrs K: No you see sara, IM not from Otley.
Ouch.
Today I was waiting outside the shop with Hatty and Martyn. Ben walked up with a chocolate bar that Hatty had obviously asked him to just buy for her (with the money she had given him). She takes it from him and is like "Thank you". She turns to martyn and says in this cute voice "...I got you a present".
It was so sweet <3.
Today, we learnt about rocks. I did so awesome in English. I was on FIRE. Ask Bruffy. <3.
You and I were two of a kind.
I hate to say it,
But whatever made you tick.
Made me smile.
You said I should get away from it all.
Your my baby.
But im just another girl.
Lists make things easier for me.
I want a boy who:
Is different and original without feeling the need to tell people about it.
Who will hold my hand before I hold his.
Who will cling onto me, and need me around.
Who will walk me places just to spend more time with me.
Who takes care in his appearences and hair.
Who is willing to spend his life with me.
Who is not afraid of commitment, but finds comfort in it.
Who makes me laugh my socks off.
Who is sensitive towards my feelings.
Who asks questions about how Im feeling and narrows the options down because sometimes I find it hard to talk about it. For example instead of just saying "Why and How are you feeling sad?", He would say "Are you feeling hurt sad or frustrated sad?".
Who would rather spend time with me rather than a group of friends.
Who's ideal date would be to sit on my couch and talk till the early hours of the morning.
Who is proud of me being "his".
Who tells me I am Beautiful or Pretty instead of just Hot or Sexy all the time.
Who tells me when im looking nice to them.
Who will respect my decisions.
Who will make my friends and family fall in love with them.
Who wants to cuddle with me.
Who will surprise me.
Who will write me long notes or emails.
Who I can talk to on the phone about anything.
Who talks about baby names with me.
Who wont lie to me.
Who doesnt act like a jerk.
Who notices the little things I do.
Who sends me songs that remind him of me.
Who calls me all the time.
Who will let me make him over.
Who understands each and everyone of my moods.
Who knows how to deal with me whilst im in these moods.
Who knows all of my favourite things.
Who will introduce me to people as his "Girlfriend".
Who ALWAYS knows.
Who I can trust.
Who will hold me tightly and smother me in affection.
Who will put his hand in my back pocket or my ass when we're walking :)
Who will choose me over anything, everything and anyone.
Who loves to plan the rest of our lives together.
Who has deep promising eyes.
Who are able to hold conversation and flirt with me.
Who will flirt with me and nobody else in a large group of friends.
Who will hold me in a crowded room as if I am the only person there.
Who is romantic.
Who is witty and intelligent.
Who is careful and sincere.
Who can be sarcastic and fun, but knows when to be serious.
Who I can talk to about anything and everything.
Who is willing to be ranted at or rant to me.
Who will buy me underwear.
Who will send me letters.
Who writes like a 6 year old.
Who has beautiful hands.
Who likes to watch movies.
Who will make out with me through a movie and not care about missing the story.
Who is able to watch a movie with me, WITHOUT making out aswell.
Who will go grocery shopping with me.
Who I can cook with.
Who wont make me feel little.
Who likes it that im small.
Who wont be rude and insensitive towards me.
Who is willing to wait, and willing to love.
Who is willing to forgive and willing to heal.
Who is that?
Me: Ian lets go in to the form room.
Ian: Alright *starts walking away*
Me: *Starts talking to people* WAIT IAN. Come back here.
Ian :...Fine *Walks up to mally*
*Is totally blanked*
Me: Can we please go in now? god!
Ian never holds the door open for teachers.
Bee: So how many poops did you have while you were away?
Me: awh 7 I think... what about you?
Bee: Not many, i was saving them all till you came back.
Me: thats so sweet , I feel mean now. I should have saved mine.
oops. ill paste them in the next one.
x
Bee: So how many poops did you have while you were away?
Me: awh 7 I think... what about you?
Bee: Not many, i was saving them all till you came back.
Me: thats so sweet , I feel mean now. I should have saved mine.
Im really touched because I signed on hotmail and,
I had a billion emails.
And it wasnt even junk.
It was actual real emails from my friends :$
It was so sweet.
Awh shucks. I want to paste them on here and thats just what im going to do.
In the next entry.
Theres more to this than my Ex-Love.
This is more than I could ever in my life begin to
Explain.
I dont know what im going to do.
This is bigger than me,
And with no hands, and even less skill.
I dont know how it ever will come out.
I think its him I need,
Its always been what if..
This pain could be arranged
In such a way
to bring out newly then.
Well who am I to stop it?
Im going to London to sort out something for my Visa thing.
Im sure your going to miss me.
I'll be back on ummm Sunday.
My biology teacher is going to hate me :( Uh ohz.
CHOW CHOW.
Me: Would you ever do anal with hatty?
Mart: I dont know, I mean, you shit out of your arse, not make love.
Me: YES, but you BLEED out of your pussy.
Mart: Thanks for that.
Me: Np.
Mart: Yeah but like, blood/passion - almost the same.
Me: What the fuck, are you a vampire or something?
Dear Mr. FAT.
Today, Miss Hobbs said I was "In stint for an Isolation". This was quite hurtful, because I never said that she had a crush on Hatty, Kaylee said it. But I always get the blame.
We are the coolest, Hatty and I.
I got in trouble with Tom for forgetting my Spanish books :( And I didnt have my chemistry books. And I didnt finish my english homework.
Sometimes I dont even know what im thinking about when I pack my bag or sit down to "do homework".
*Sigh*