[MyWings]'s diary

838470  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2006-08-14
Written: (6675 days ago)

THE ALL-AMERICAN REJECTS LYRICS

"Move Along"

Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking
When you fall everyone stands
Another day and you've had your fill of sinking
With the life held in your
Hands are shaking cold
These hands are meant to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
Move along

So a day when you've lost yourself completely
Could be a night when your life ends
Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving
All the pain held in your
Hands are shaking cold
Your hands are mine to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
Move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)

When everything is wrong, we move along
(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
When everything is wrong, we move along
Along, along, along

When all you got to keep is strong
Move along, move along like I know you do
And even when your hope is gone
Move along, move along just to make it through
[elftown is my life]

(Go on, go on, go on, go on)
Right back what is wrong
We move along
[fade out]

832147  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2006-07-30
Written: (6690 days ago)

Funny about music.
if there's a feeling you wish you could put into words but you simply can't find the words, you can know for sure someone else has managed to put it into words, and put it in a song. it's amazing how they manage to write down just what you're thinking or feeling. songs about pain, songs about love, songs about life... it's all there. at least close to all...
music is everywhere...everyone knows that. and it reminds us of different things. different people or situations... i normaly have music on when i read, and those songs i listen to always remind me of the book i was reading while i listened to it. even thought the music doesn't fit the book at all. hehe

lately i've been listening to a lot of new music (by new i mean music i've never listened to before...)... i have found words for many new feelings in there somewhere. or everywhere really. music may keep me sane... or saner than i would have been without it. even when i don't let out what i've got inside, the music may get it out for me.
ok, that sounded really weird. i'm just gonna stop writing now. i'm not capable of writing anything sane at the mo. i'm too far gone XD

827076  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2006-07-20
Written: (6701 days ago)

the only thing worse than being close to someone, watching their pain, is knowing they're hurting and not being there.

826769  Link to this entry 
Written about Wednesday 2006-07-19
Written: (6701 days ago)

Everywhere
by Yellowcard

Turn it inside out so I can see
The part of you that's drifting over me
'Cause when I look you're, you're never there
But when I sleep you're, you're everywhere
You're everywhere

Tell me how I got this far
Tell me why you're here and who you are
'Cause every time I look
You're never there
And every time I sleep
You're always there

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone

I recognize the way you make me feel
It's hard to think that
You might not be real
I sense it now, the water's getting deep
I try to wash the pain away from me
Away from me

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
I'm not alone

And when I touch your hand
It's then I understand
The beauty that's within
It's now that we begin
You always light my way
There never comes a day
No matter where I go
I always feel you so

'Cause you're everywhere to me
And when I close my eyes it's you I see
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone
You're everywhere to me
And when I catch my breath
It's you I breathe
You're everything I know
That makes me believe
I'm not alone

You're in everyone I see
So tell me
Do you see me?


it's a nice song. i've had it on my mind for many days now. funny how fast it disapeared

820167  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2006-07-06
Written: (6714 days ago)
Next in thread: 820953

edwin mccain
i could not ask for more

Lying here with you
Listening to the rain
Smiling just to see the smile upon your face
These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive
These are the moments I'll remember all my life
I found all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more
Looking in your eyes
Seeing all I need
Everything you are is everything to me
These are the moments
I know heaven must exist
These are the moments I know all I need is this
I have all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more
Chorus
I could not ask for more than this time together
I could not ask for more than this time with you
Every prayer has been answered
Every dream I have's come true
And right here in this moment is right where I'm meant to be
Here with you here with me

These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive
These are the moments I'll remember all my life
I've got all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more

Chorus

I could not ask for more than the love you give me 'Coz it's all I've waited for
And I could not ask for more
I could not ask for more

818610  Link to this entry 
Written about Monday 2006-07-03
Written: (6717 days ago)

wow... ok, so i keep on changing all the time, till i've gotten all of me back together... deal with it... i can't help it.
i have now goteen my meidicine, so my mood should be more stabil in a few weeks... till then i'm mostly gonna be really sleepy... don't expect me to remember too much, in other words...:P

805851  Link to this entry 
Written about Friday 2006-06-09
Written: (6741 days ago)

I hate not having you close.
i hate not talking to you.
i hate that i don't know anything about your life at the moment.
i hate that i need it all to happen right now.
i hate that i'm so afraid you're gonna understand how much better than me you could do, and then leave me.
i hate that i can't like things the way they are right now.
i hate the pain of missing you this much.
i hate that you make me feel bad about who i am, and have been the past two months.
i hate that i can't tell you about it.
i hate than you can't help me deal with it.
i hate that i can't see you every day.
i hate that we can't talk ever day.
i hate that you're so far away.
i hate that i need you so damned much, but i haven't told you yet.
i hate that i don't get to tell you i love you as often as i'd like.
i hate that i've doubted you.
i hate that i've been jalous.
i hate all the wrong stuff i've done to you.
i hate that i don't know where you are or what you're up to.
i hate that i can't help you if you need it.
i hate that i can't be there for you.
i hate that i get so angry at you.
i hate that i need to yell at you so bad.
i hate that i can't yell at you because you're not here.
i hate that i can't call you.
i hate that i've never even heard your voice.
i hate that i've never seen you in real life.
i hate that you can't be here to hold me when i cry.
i hate that you can't help me.
i hate that you don't answer me.
i hate that i start crying every time i read through some of the messages you've sent me.
i hate that i miss you so much.
i hate that i'm starting to loose faith.
i hate that i'm starting to loose hope.
i hate that i'm starting to doubt love again.
i hate that i start crying when i think about you, just because i'm so scared of not knowing what's going on.
i hate that i'm not abel to tell you any of this.
i hate that you might not know all of this.
i hate that i love you this much.
and i hate that i in some way don't mind any of the pain it's causing me, because you're worth it.
but i can't hate you.

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