I love him. He's with her. I'm so screwed. I'm going to be the bird lady when I get older. I won't get married, I'll just think about that perfect guy that I never got a chance with.

I lose.

I'm very sad. I really really love this boy, but he's got a girlfriend. I'm trying to wait. Trying so hard. I just hate being so lonely. I know I don't need a boy, that's obvious. I just really really want some support at the moment. I know I'll end up waiting probably because no one is single right now. I swear. I need to meet more people my age. Flirting around might be good for me.

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<h3 style="margin: 0; border: 0;">Your Deadly Sins</h3></td></tr>
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<strong>Wrath</strong>: 40%
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<strong>Greed</strong>: 20%
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<strong>Pride</strong>: 20%
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<strong>Sloth</strong>: 20%
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<strong>Envy</strong>: 0%
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<strong>Gluttony</strong>: 0%
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<strong>Lust</strong>: 0%
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<strong>Chance You'll Go to Hell</strong>: 14%
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You will die in prison, in a puddle of your own blood.</td></tr>
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<a href="http://www.blogthings.com/howsinfulareyouquiz/">How Sinful Are You?</a>
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I hate this feeling. I want him to love me, but he has his girlfriend. I want him to be happy. I'm so depressed.