Sooo nothing has been going on lately. Went to an awesome Halloween party last night at Caryns. She's my wife. :) I have seven of those now! :D
So yeah, I've been having a lazy day today. Tomorrow is going be Halloween day with Amanda. :) It'll be awesome. I'm also putting in my application at the movie theater. I hope I get hired there. I also hope no one I know works there. That'd be different.
Soooo I've fallen in love with Anna Nalick. Her music is amazing. I'm also talking to Corey a lot more lately. He's a really cool guy. :) Tommy and I have been drifting though. Something like that should seem odd to me, but it's almost calming. I like where I'm heading, or more like where I'm drifting, or who I'm drifting from.

57% is what I got :o
Start with 100%, and take away 1% for everything you've done/that's happened to you on this list.

Smoked.
Drank alcohol.
Cried when someone died.
Been drunk.
Had sex.
Been to a concert.
Given a handjob/gotten a handjob.
Given a blowjob/gotten a blowjob.
Been verbally sexually harassed.
Verbally sexually harassed somebody.
Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
Been cheated on by a boyfriend/girlfriend.
Been to prom.
Cried at school.
Gotten lost in a WalMart or a department store.
Went streaking.
Given a lap dance.
Had someone of the opposite sex in your room.
Had someone of the opposite sex sleep over.
Slept over at someone of the opposite sex's house.
Kissed a stranger.
Hugged a stranger.
Went scuba diving.
Driven a car.
Gotten an xray.
Hit by a car.
Had a party.
Done drugs.
Played strip poker.
Got paid to strip for someone.
Ran away from home.
Broken a bone.
Eaten sushi.
Bought porn.
Watched porn.
Made porn.
Had a crush on someone of the same sex.
Been in love.
Frenched kissed.
Laughed so hard you cried.
Cried yourself to sleep.
Laughed yourself to sleep.
Stabbed yourself.
Shot a gun.
Trash talked someone and then acted like their best friend the next day.
Watched TV for 9 consecutive hours.
Been online for 9 cnsecutive hours.
Watched an animal die.
Watched a person die.
Had sex and/or messed around somewhere with at least 1 person present.
Pranked somebody.
Put somebody in the hospital.
Snuck into someone's room and/or your own room after being out.
Kissed somebody of the same sex.
Dressed punk.
Dressed goth.
Dressed preppy.
Been to a motocross race.
Avoided somebody.
Been stalked.
Stalked someone.
Met a celebrity.
Played an instrument.
Ridden a horse.
Cut yourself.
Bungee jumped.
Ding dong ditched somebody.
Been to a wild party.
Got caught stealing something.
Kicked a guy in the balls.
Stolen a boyfriend/girlfriend from a friend.
Went out with your friend's crush.
Got arrested.
Been pregnant.
Babysat.
Been to another country
Started your house on fire.
Had an encounter with a ghost.
Donated your hair to cancer patients.
Been asked out by someone that you never though you'd to be asked out by.
Cried over a member of the opposite sex.
Had a boyfriend/girlfriend for over 3 months.
Sat on your ass all day.
Ate a whole carton of ice cream all by yourself.
Had a job.
Gotten cut from a sports team.
Been called a whore.
Danced like a whore.
Been mistaken for a celebrity.
Been in a car accident.
Been told you have beautiful eyes.
Been told you have beautiful hair.
Raped somebody.
Danced in the rain.
Been rejected.
Walked out of a restaurant without paying.
Punched someone/slapped someone in the face
Danced with someone of the same sex
Liked more than 3 people at a time
taken someone's clothes off with your teeth
Never been asked out.
Been in a fist fight.
Been asked to give head.

I MISS HIM. I only wish he knew.

I love him. He's with her. I'm so screwed. I'm going to be the bird lady when I get older. I won't get married, I'll just think about that perfect guy that I never got a chance with.

I lose.

I'm very sad. I really really love this boy, but he's got a girlfriend. I'm trying to wait. Trying so hard. I just hate being so lonely. I know I don't need a boy, that's obvious. I just really really want some support at the moment. I know I'll end up waiting probably because no one is single right now. I swear. I need to meet more people my age. Flirting around might be good for me.

<table style="font-family: serif; color: black; font-size: 12pt;" width="200" align=center border=1 bordercolor=black cellspacing=0 cellpadding=5>
<tr><td align="center" bgcolor="#FFD391">
<h3 style="margin: 0; border: 0;">Your Deadly Sins</h3></td></tr>
<tr><td bgcolor="#FFCE93">
<strong>Wrath</strong>: 40%
</td></tr>
<tr><td bgcolor="#FFC995">
<strong>Greed</strong>: 20%
</td></tr>
<tr><td bgcolor="#FFC498">
<strong>Pride</strong>: 20%
</td></tr>
<tr><td bgcolor="#FFBF9A">
<strong>Sloth</strong>: 20%
</td></tr>
<tr><td bgcolor="#FFB99C">
<strong>Envy</strong>: 0%
</td></tr>
<tr><td bgcolor="#FFB49E">
<strong>Gluttony</strong>: 0%
</td></tr>
<tr><td bgcolor="#FFAFA1">
<strong>Lust</strong>: 0%
</td></tr>
<tr><td bgcolor="#FFAAA3">
<strong>Chance You'll Go to Hell</strong>: 14%
</td></tr>
<tr><td bgcolor="#FFA5A5">
You will die in prison, in a puddle of your own blood.</td></tr>
</table>
<div align="center">
<a href="http://www.blogthings.com/howsinfulareyouquiz/">How Sinful Are You?</a>
</div>


I hate this feeling. I want him to love me, but he has his girlfriend. I want him to be happy. I'm so depressed.