i think that the reason for all my pain is guys...well my fucked up family life too but i think mostly guys... WHY DON'T GUYS JUST STOP LIKING ME?????WHY CAN'T WE JUST BE FRIENDS?!?!?!i say that now but i know one day i am going to want to go out with someone and i will be wishing for them to like me and be more then friends...GUYS ARE SOOOOOOOOOOOOO STUPID!!!!
sometimes i wonder why i'm even on earth...maybe theres no reason for me maybe im destaned to die....thats all i'm good for!!!!the only one i can really really talk to seems to be my friend Rafael...hes the only one who really understands me.....
life sucks!!! guys suck!! and i love Gunnar!guys really do suck!!!
yay i'm going out with jon!!!!!!!!!!! i love him soooooo much!!!! yay!!! all my friends don't approve tho :( they will have to deal with it tho!! i hate when boys get in the way of friendships!!!
Kelsey
my friend brianna got kissed!!!!!!! thats sooo cool
dear diary,
today was great cuz i had a b-day party to go to for my bff. then now i'm at my bff's house at a sleep over. its so fun!! yay
nothing is happing right now but its about 10:26! i feel like sleeping but i can't well g2g
~~~~kelsey~~~~
this is a really good day, except i don't feel to good. this rocks!