EVERY DAY I DIE

    Everyday I live in things I cant forget
     confined by sorrow and lasting regret
   drowning in the pain that I brought to you
  I Wish for the things that I could undo
    I said I’m sorry, to you and to my mind
   But in my pain there is no solace to find
   
  I never meant for you to feel that way 
   Confined and trapped in yourself each day
      I know all you wanted was 1 simple kiss
   But I was lost in my fears, this infinite Abyss
 You didn’t understand my desires, and contradicting fears
  You never really knew of my apologetic tears
    Did you ever know me, or why I said no?
   Do you not yet relize, why I refused to show?

That you meant more to me than life, but I was too scared
    Afraid to be hurt if my emotions were shared
   All I wanted was your love, never silent tears
   But I lost it all in the Abyss of my fears


~Morton