I'm soo confused i don't know what to do anymore... I rlly like this guy but he's still dating this girl and i think i'm just there because she lives kinda far away.. And i don't know if it's worth it anymore.. I rlly love this guy and he shows affection but i think he does like me but he's too nervous to dump her and go out with me..! And i don't know if i'm worth him dumping his girlfriend for me because i don't think that's what he wants.. Yesterday Braisey asked him " if Bush would make everyone who's is elagibal to go into the army, what would he do?" and he said " My dad would take me, ~my girlfriend, and my sister to Canada." And when i heard that i blocked all my emotions so he knew something was wrong.. But later i gave into being emotional with him. [But i don't know anymore my best friend Steve wants to help him and i have been talking and he thinks Rob loves me more then Liz but i don't rlly know if that's true?] It's hard because he didn't have the best relationships with his past girlfriends and i just don't know it's pretty depressing!! I wish i could see into his soul just to know what he truely wants.. [If you have a suggestion write in my guestbook..]
This is for you!
[i love u even though u don't love me]
"My Immortal"
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
[Chorus:]
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
[chorus]
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
[chorus]
hey peepz waddup? Just bored made a new account my old one is num1tainted_so
*~peace~*
much luvin