Everything is crumbling ... drama is consuming me... I'm losing my mind ... can't seem to find a solution that benefits all parties. Before I decide to work with other peoples troubles, I really should learn how to handle my own. On the outside I may not seem happy, but no one can see the dark side of me either. I don't even know what I'm complaining about this morning ... I'm just venting for every other day of my life. Today hasn't even really commenced and I'm already predicting its outcome. I'm so cynical. I hate that. I just want to be happy. :(

I'm falling back into my old routine. I skipped classes today ... school is really getting old. Senioritis? Perhaps. I just didn't have the energy to force myself out of bed this morning. Lack of motivation will be my excuse. I only need two more credits after this term and then I'm FREE. I hope to fucking god I can last that long. Well, I'm gonna go try to create a poll. Later reader.

This day has been dragging by with an incredible dullness. I attended class as usual, put in a good eleven hours at the restaurant, browsed the web some, and now I'm getting ready to visit the land of nod.

Incase you didn't notice, I'm fairly new to Elftown and thought I'd explore the website a little further ... hence the diary entry. I probably won't be writing in here much ... I'd hate to bore someone to death. Well, I guess that depends on who would be reading it ... heh. J/k. I love everyeone. J/K. I wish it were that easy ... but if you loved everyone, what would love be? Enough pondering for now ... I'm off to bed. G'night reader.