hmm...I seem to be going longer between posts....wonder why? anyway, Have a neice now...she had to go into the hospital twice in the first two months she was alive...not fun stuff. and now I sit here typing this thing instead of doing my english 101 work, as it is sooo boring. well, I'm not quite sure, but I think the college decision process is forcing me to grow up, which is scary. I'm not ready to be an adult, or anything like that. I'm not sure what I'm gonna do, but, for the time-being, its off to read Simone Weil's "Spiritual Autobiography" Ta-ta!

It's 12:31, and instead of sleeping, or hell, even actually talking to people, I'm sitting here contemplating my self-worth and my future. I've already decided I'm going to be that old, icky cat woman....you know the one, she owns 50 cats in a three room house...yea, her. Lately I've had an odd obsession with vampires and all those other dark creatures....wonder if this means im growing up, out of my fairy-godmother stage...oh wait, i never had one of those...hmm....enough rambling

Merry Christmas everyone. You know what I wish for Christmas?? For the stalkers to stop bothering my friend Kyle. It's rather annoying to both of us......anywho....Happy Holidays everyone!