[|St|ephie _x]'s diary

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Written about Thursday 2007-07-05
Written: (6350 days ago)

Omg hee hee
I hope it's finally happened Omg!

This is soo exciting :)
Keep your fingers crossed for me
I need all the luck i can get


Mam won't spoil this for us =]

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Written about Monday 2007-07-02
Written: (6353 days ago)

Ended a few realtions.
Was pissed off

So don't get on my back about it.
Assholes.
If you actually wanna stay friends, send one back.

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Written about Sunday 2007-06-24
Written: (6361 days ago)

Giving up.
On everything, i mean what's the point anymore?
I've done ALL i could.

Just nothing left there anymore
It's all gone now.


Hope your happy.

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Written about Sunday 2007-06-24
Written: (6361 days ago)

I try so hard to look after people i care about and love.
But they just throw it back in my face.
They may not care bout me but i fucking care about them!


Jeez im only trying to fucking help -.-
Ugh, might aswell as not fucking bother.
Bastards!

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Written about Wednesday 2007-05-09
Written: (6407 days ago)

*clears throat*

I FUCKING LOVE YOU!


that is all

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Written about Saturday 2007-01-13
Written: (6523 days ago)

As I take the knife
I know what ive got to do
I found you and her
They told me not to do it
I knelt infront of you and her
Put the knife to my wrists and…
SLASH!
The blood poured out
Pools of my suicidal blood formed around your feet
I glared at you
You stared deep into my deathfilled eyes
You looked…sorry….scared…
I latched onto your arms pulling myself up
Red stains appeared all over you
I whispered to you as tears rolled down my white face
‘I loved you so much…now look what you have done…I hope your happy!’
I took the knife for the last time,
I saw tears rushing from your bloodshot eyes
I made one more slash
And it was done!
My suicide note was covered in blood but was still readable
You took it from my and and read it
‘Im sorry but I had to do this, I just couldn’t live with the pain he caused me…ill never forget you…tell peter I told him id die for him and that I will always love him no matter what he has done to me’
I found what I had always wanted…
Someone to love…but all he wanted was to cause me pain
I knew you couldn never love me!
You knew
I blew
You lied
….I died!!


Tis rather depressing i know. I don't care what you think. Tis my work not yours.

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Written about Wednesday 2007-01-10
Written: (6526 days ago)

That night her dreams ended,
They didn't like the idea
So she had to end her happiness once again
The broken heart lay in pieces in her body
She cried them out through her bleeding tears
She knew they wouldn't let this happen
So once again ...she let them run her life and she got herself hurt aswell!
The shattered pieces of what was once a happy heart, lay at her feet
Once again she took the only thing that could help her, that she could depend on, The zarorblade.
She put the cold blade against her wrist and slowly pulled it across.
The pain was sharp and immediate
she wept as her hot metallic liquid spilt from her wounds
But this time it felt different
She felt the darkness closing in on her.
Was this the her end
Had she finally reached her end?
Was she caught in deaths deadlights?
Blood formed a pool around her broken body
She fell to the floor
Her mind and vision went dark
It was her end!
They had finally drove her to suicide!



The words of a broken heart.

895847  Link to this entry 
Written about Sunday 2007-01-07
Written: (6529 days ago)
Next in thread: 896168

I, Steph, Have new pictures ...go look at them ...go on ...look ...now haha. Just because im Jebus and your not ...yuh you better watch it because ill not urmm ...what won't i do ...i dunno but anyway ...haha im Jebus!! :]

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Written about Sunday 2006-12-03
Written: (6564 days ago)

Muhahahaha.


Jelly Baby Sex. Bring it on!!!!! anyone wanna join?

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Written about Tuesday 2006-11-28
Written: (6569 days ago)

I never should have trusted you.

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Written about Tuesday 2006-11-21
Written: (6576 days ago)

Sorry to anyone who was offended by my recent username, someone hacked into my account and changed it.
I am deeply sorry for any offence caused by it.

Stephiee x

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Written about Sunday 2006-11-05
Written: (6592 days ago)

From the falling stars,
To my twisted dreams,
Shattered in a second,
She's sorry,
For everything,
She's sorry,
For being here,
She was told she wasn't pretty enough,
She slashed herself up and asked you,
'Am i pretty enough for you now?'
Yet all you could say was ...go away you ugly bitch,
She proved you wrong
She was pretty enough ...pretty enough to die!

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Written about Saturday 2006-10-28
Written: (6600 days ago)

I suck ...bigstyle ...and im randomly putting some pathetic writing in here that i wrote ... lala?

Your eyes meet mine
As we take our last breaths together
Why did this happen to us?
I’ve lost everything
All I wanted was you
Now ive lost you
You meant everything to me!
Why am I suddenly losing you?!?
What have I done?
You kissed me for the final time
It meant nothing because…
You lied to me
You told me you loved me
You said you’d never hurt me!!
But you’ve shattered me!!
I though we could be true
You tore me up
You smashed everything
And for what?
To see me hurt!
To see me in pain!
To see me bleed!
And finally…
To see me die!

867816  Link to this entry 
Written about Thursday 2006-10-26
Written: (6602 days ago)

Urmmm ...kinky jelly baby llama stephi sex anyone?

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Written about Tuesday 2006-10-17
Written: (6611 days ago)

*cough* i fucking hate you....bastard!! *cough*

no
seriously
i hate you
your a lying bastard...
no really you are...i really hate you i hate you i hate you I FUCKING HATE YOU!!

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Written about Monday 2006-10-16
Written: (6612 days ago)

They don't take me seriously.

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Written about Saturday 2006-09-30
Written: (6628 days ago)

*cries* i dont wanna be here anymore

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Written about Monday 2006-09-25
Written: (6633 days ago)

Urrmmm...Cookie anyone?

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Written about Saturday 2006-09-16
Written: (6642 days ago)

And there it goes, Yeah that's my good mood out the fucking window...Thanks a lot you fucking asshole! Well that's the longest it's lasted...19 hours yey that's a record for me...But thanks to the fucking little cunt it's all over. I hate you, you stupid fuck-ass cunt!

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Written about Saturday 2006-09-16
Written: (6642 days ago)

Oh my god i can't believe this is happening to meh!! i've jjust been asked to be a main singer in a show omfg woot!! go steph!!!

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Written about Friday 2006-09-15
Written: (6643 days ago)

Ohhh yeah...and yoo are a bastard and i hate you (i know who im going on about)

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