Gosh.
Why does everything have to be so goddamn horrible :(.
I hate this
It really isn't getting any better :(.
I can't take it.
What's happening to me?
RawwwwwR!! And stuff XD
Okay, here it comes.
I have decided, and it didn't take long but.
Hahahahahaha! You lot are twat-bags.
Well the people i don't like.
The people i love/like are so special to me
Those of you i hate, i hate you with a passion, i always will because i probably always have.
Well, Jonny, jeez this kid, i love him so fucking much. I'm sorry for sending that picture, it was such a mistake, i was feeling down and needed someone to listen, but like that ever happens.
Jonny, Mae, Ben. You three mean the absolute world to me. Love you three to death.
What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?
Kill
Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for
I'm not running from you
Kill
Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside
Falling from myself
Falling for a chance
I know now, this is who I really am
Kill
Break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you
Come, break me down
Break me down
Break me down
What if I wanted to break...?
Such a good fucking song. I could get high off it.
Steph!
Hahahahaha!
Guess who doesn't care anymore ...
Steph doesn't :).
Guess who is totally, utterly and completely in love with her very sexy fiance.
Stephiee is :).
Goshh, i love my life :).
And some of you
Okay im lying
Not a lot of you
But i do love some of you
Muahaha, you just have to find out who :O lol :]
Stephiee the almighty sexy bitch of the north east
I'm having one of those days :(.
It's horrible.
My headache isn't getting any better, i don't feel any better.
I feel so useless, im losing the pieces and no one can find them :(.
I wish that i could just make everything go away so i don't have to be like this anymore.
I want to be the happy little girl i use to be when i was 10. But she will never come back and i know it, she will NEVER come back.
I will be this way for a long time, unless there is a time machine and i can go back and change it, change what happened, change this life.
It's tearing me apart.
Darlin' i love you.
And i mean it, look ...i've known you less than a year, ive always felt this way about you. I know you don't believe me, i don't think you ever have
But remember the conversations we use to have, the laughs and stuff.
But ...i love you.
New picture
its the top one
Hee hee
Look and tell me what you think
please =]
Omg hee hee
I hope it's finally happened Omg!
This is soo exciting :)
Keep your fingers crossed for me
I need all the luck i can get
Mam won't spoil this for us =]
Ended a few realtions.
Was pissed off
So don't get on my back about it.
Assholes.
If you actually wanna stay friends, send one back.
Giving up.
On everything, i mean what's the point anymore?
I've done ALL i could.
Just nothing left there anymore
It's all gone now.
Hope your happy.
I try so hard to look after people i care about and love.
But they just throw it back in my face.
They may not care bout me but i fucking care about them!
Jeez im only trying to fucking help -.-
Ugh, might aswell as not fucking bother.
Bastards!
*clears throat*
I FUCKING LOVE YOU!
that is all
As I take the knife
I know what ive got to do
I found you and her
They told me not to do it
I knelt infront of you and her
Put the knife to my wrists and…
SLASH!
The blood poured out
Pools of my suicidal blood formed around your feet
I glared at you
You stared deep into my deathfilled eyes
You looked…sorry….
I latched onto your arms pulling myself up
Red stains appeared all over you
I whispered to you as tears rolled down my white face
‘I loved you so much…now look what you have done…I hope your happy!’
I took the knife for the last time,
I saw tears rushing from your bloodshot eyes
I made one more slash
And it was done!
My suicide note was covered in blood but was still readable
You took it from my and and read it
‘Im sorry but I had to do this, I just couldn’t live with the pain he caused me…ill never forget you…tell peter I told him id die for him and that I will always love him no matter what he has done to me’
I found what I had always wanted…
Someone to love…but all he wanted was to cause me pain
I knew you couldn never love me!
You knew
I blew
You lied
….I died!!
Tis rather depressing i know. I don't care what you think. Tis my work not yours.
That night her dreams ended,
They didn't like the idea
So she had to end her happiness once again
The broken heart lay in pieces in her body
She cried them out through her bleeding tears
She knew they wouldn't let this happen
So once again ...she let them run her life and she got herself hurt aswell!
The shattered pieces of what was once a happy heart, lay at her feet
Once again she took the only thing that could help her, that she could depend on, The zarorblade.
She put the cold blade against her wrist and slowly pulled it across.
The pain was sharp and immediate
she wept as her hot metallic liquid spilt from her wounds
But this time it felt different
She felt the darkness closing in on her.
Was this the her end
Had she finally reached her end?
Was she caught in deaths deadlights?
Blood formed a pool around her broken body
She fell to the floor
Her mind and vision went dark
It was her end!
They had finally drove her to suicide!
The words of a broken heart.
I, Steph, Have new pictures ...go look at them ...go on ...look ...now haha. Just because im Jebus and your not ...yuh you better watch it because ill not urmm ...what won't i do ...i dunno but anyway ...haha im Jebus!! :]
Muhahahaha.
Jelly Baby Sex. Bring it on!!!!! anyone wanna join?
I never should have trusted you.
Sorry to anyone who was offended by my recent username, someone hacked into my account and changed it.
I am deeply sorry for any offence caused by it.
Stephiee x
From the falling stars,
To my twisted dreams,
Shattered in a second,
She's sorry,
For everything,
She's sorry,
For being here,
She was told she wasn't pretty enough,
She slashed herself up and asked you,
'Am i pretty enough for you now?'
Yet all you could say was ...go away you ugly bitch,
She proved you wrong
She was pretty enough ...pretty enough to die!
I suck ...bigstyle ...and im randomly putting some pathetic writing in here that i wrote ... lala?
Your eyes meet mine
As we take our last breaths together
Why did this happen to us?
I’ve lost everything
All I wanted was you
Now ive lost you
You meant everything to me!
Why am I suddenly losing you?!?
What have I done?
You kissed me for the final time
It meant nothing because…
You lied to me
You told me you loved me
You said you’d never hurt me!!
But you’ve shattered me!!
I though we could be true
You tore me up
You smashed everything
And for what?
To see me hurt!
To see me in pain!
To see me bleed!
And finally…
To see me die!