[sXe=clean punk]'s diary

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Written about Wednesday 2006-06-14
Written: (6736 days ago)

they shot kennedy in the head because his brain was there, bush on the other hand..him and his brain were separated at birth so if you shot him in the head..all he would have was an extra hole for sound to pass through

haha quote from [Nevinz]

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Written about Wednesday 2006-06-07
Written: (6743 days ago)

I love this song!!! but for some reason it makes me cry...but it's still the best song ever!!

BLUE OCTOBER LYRICS


"Hate Me"


I have to block out thoughts of you so I don’t lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I’m alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you. Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face?
And will you never try to reach me?
It is I that wanted space


Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you


I’m sober now for 3 whole months it’s one accomplishment that you helped me with
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won’t touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I’ll drive so fucking far away that I never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind


Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you


Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you


And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I had made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes crying and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling “make it go away!”
Just make a smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered “How can you do this to me?”


Hate me today
Hate me tomorrow
Hate me for all the things I didn’t do for you


Hate me in ways
Yeah ways hard to swallow
Hate me so you can finally see what’s good for you

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Written about Tuesday 2006-03-14
Written: (6827 days ago)
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92% percent of the teen population would be dead if Abercrombie and Fitch said it wasn't cool to breathe anymore. Repost this if you are one of the 8% who would be laughing your ass off

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Written about Friday 2006-03-10
Written: (6832 days ago)
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Written about Tuesday 2006-03-07
Written: (6834 days ago)
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Written about Monday 2006-03-06
Written: (6836 days ago)

OMG this is so sad:


I went to a party, And remembered what you said. you told me not to drink, Mum So I had a Sprite instead. I felt proud of myself, the way you said I would, That I didn't drink and drive, though some friends said I should. I made a healthy choice, and your advice to me was right as the party finally ended, and the kids drove out of sight. I got into my car, sure to get home in one piece, I never knew what was coming, Mum something I expected least. Now I'm lying on the pavement, And I hear the policeman say, The kid that caused this wreck was drunk," Mum, His voice seems far away. My own blood all around me, as I try hard not to cry. I can hear the paramedic say, "This girl is going to die." I'm sure the guy had no idea, while he was flying high, because he chose to drink and drive, now I would have to die. So why do people do it, Mum Knowing that it ruins lives? And now the pain is cutting me, like a hundred stabbing knives. Tell sister not to be afraid, Mum tell daddy to be brave, and when I go to heaven, put "Daddy's Girl" on my grave. Someone should have taught him, that it's wrong to drink and drive. Maybe if his parents had, I'd still be alive. My breath is getting shorter, Mum I'm getting really scared. These are my final moments, and I'm so unprepared. I wish that you could hold me Mum, as I lie here and die. I wish that I could say I love you, Mum So I love you and good-bye...

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Written about Monday 2006-02-27
Written: (6842 days ago)

[♥If you REALLY LIKE SOMEONE right now AND MISS THEM and can't get them out of your head then re-post this within 1 mintute and whoever you are missing will surprise you.♥]

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Written about Monday 2006-02-20
Written: (6850 days ago)
Next in thread: 791859

A boy and a girl


The best of friends


From elementary to high school


From beginning to end



Through all these years


Their friendship grew


They both felt the same


But neither knew



Each waking moment


Since the day that they met


They both loved each other


Sunrise to sunset



He was all she had


In her terrible life


He was >the one


Who kept her from her knife



She was his angel


She made him smile


Though life threw him curves


She made it worth all the while



Then one day


Things went terribly wrong


The next few weeks


Were like a very sad song



He made her jealous


On purpose he tried


When the girl asked "do you love her?"


On purpose he lied



He played with jealousy


Like it was a game


Little did he know


Things would never be the same



His plan was working


But he had no clue


How wrong things would go


The damage he would do



One night she broke down


Feeling very alone


Just her and the blade


No one else home



She dialed his number


He answered "hello"


She told him she loved him


Then hung up the phone



He raced to her house


But came a minute too late


Found her >lying in blood


And her heart had no rate



Beside her was a note


And in it her confession


Her love for this boy


Her only obsession



As he read the note


He knelt down and cried


Grabbed her knife


And that night they both died



She was >found in his arms


Both of them dead


Under her note


His handwriting said



"I loved her so


She never knew


All this time


I loved her too"

[this is so sad]

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