No, I have never lied down eternity...No; In my life I have never lied down eternity until this day...But I dont know eternity, I did not see it and know it...I know boundaries, being limited, limitings; I know being paralysed, growing less-becoming less, becoming crippled...No no, no I can say that I dont know what the eternity is, certainly...

Melissa P.
"Dragonfly comes in the night"  

He is alive...

I am really so bad right now...I have just learnt Jon([xm3]) is dead...It is like an awful joke...It cant be true i have to believe...I cant believe that...I cant find  any word talking about it...I am so bad...

I will never forgive you, Jon...I will never forget you, Jon...