Sometimes, i think about if i lose my dreams...If i lose them, what will happen to me? Is "the day i am dead" that day? I know i ask alot, because i am curious and this is the way to learn being alive and living the life...All questions i have are almost about my dreams...If all of them make me not fair, i am ready for everything...

I have lost my dear friend Jon and this loss has made me so sad and thoughtful of everything...You see some one everyday and they are a part of your life but you are not aware of their worth...Sometimes, you say "a hello" and this is enough behaviour for you...You know that you love them by all your heart but the runing hither and yon doesnt allow to say them how much you are awaring of them and love them...One day, you have lost one of them and you havent been saying anything...Being aware of THIS loss makes you so sad...

I am really sad for my loss...I am praying for you, Jon...Now, you are playing with angels and you are smiling to us...

MAY YOUR SOUL REST IN PEACE...
I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU...  

Someone was to ask "Abidin Dino" who is an art if he could paint picture of happiness and he was to paint a picture which includes a dad, a mum, 7 children on the same bed, a dog, a rooster...The house on this picture is really bad...There is no another bed to sleep and all parent sleeps on the same bed...But if you pay attention about his picture, they seem really happy...The money is nothing if you dont have the love, the money doesnt work if you dont have health, the money is not enough to buy if you are alone...I have known someone who follows the money way...I have never been one of them...I have never followed the money way...I have believed the power of love, not the power of money...I am looking for TRUE love...I know it hiddens in somewhere I have not known yet...
If you are not shallow person, you have HIGH emotions about life...If you believe that you have a INNER REALM, i am here and my house opens for all you...
LOVE IS A TEMPLE... 

No, I have never lied down eternity...No; In my life I have never lied down eternity until this day...But I dont know eternity, I did not see it and know it...I know boundaries, being limited, limitings; I know being paralysed, growing less-becoming less, becoming crippled...No no, no I can say that I dont know what the eternity is, certainly...

Melissa P.
"Dragonfly comes in the night"  

He is alive...

I am really so bad right now...I have just learnt Jon([xm3]) is dead...It is like an awful joke...It cant be true i have to believe...I cant believe that...I cant find  any word talking about it...I am so bad...

I will never forgive you, Jon...I will never forget you, Jon...