Why the hell should I study something that I will never use fr the rest of my life? Why should I keep a goal driven into me by school administrators that I know is to high for me to reach? Why should I pretend that I have a chance at something worth looking forward to when I know that to colleges and employers, I am nothing special and nothing makes me stick out compared to other highschool student? Why should a child barely being kicked out into the world be force to choose the outcome of the rest of their life without getting a chance to explore and know what could really work instead of the idealized work-in-a-cubical-box-for-the-rest-of-your-life? Why must we be so pressured to learn and memorize information that we will not remember 6 months from now for a grade that is meant to judge our current educational face and not who we are nor who we could possibly become? Why should I keep going if my life is already predetermined by the limitations of society already bestowed upon my head? Ive given up...

   Sit with me child and tell me what lies on thy mind... Tell me what lies in this world. What lies in the dark and hides from the light? What stays in the light that finds sanctuary from that which hunts it in the shadows? Tell me of that which lies in the shadows for fear of the unknown that could possibly lie in sweet waiting in the light? Tell me, do not those in the dark hide from the light, and those in the light hide from the deep night? Explain this to me when I am gone away and whisper it to me in the wind, for when you join me there in the unearthly breeze, you shall know why the shadows hide from the light.

Stole this off a random e-mail. Answer then repost on your diary or profile :)

1. Full Name
2. Fave Color:
3. Fave Animal:
4. Fave Quote:
5. Fave Memory:
6. Fave Dream:
7. Fave Thing to do with Friends:
8. Fave Candy:
9. Fave Food:
10. Fave Place to Visit:
11. DC(Superman) or Marvel(Spiderman):
12. Coke or Pepsi:
13. Land or Water:
14. Politics or Anarchy:
15. Talent or Skill:
16. Guys or Girls:
17. Day or Night:
18. TV or Radio:
19. Sesame Street or Barney:
20. Fantasy or SciFi:

TELL ME ABOUT YOU:
1. Best Skill:
2. Most Embarressing Moment:
3. Something You Normally Dont Tell Others:
4. What do you like about yourself?:
5. What dont you like about yourself?:

WHAT ABOUT ME:
1. What do you think is my best skill?:
2. Something you can tell about me without me telling you:
3. What do you like about me?:
4. What do you not like about me?:
5. Something you think I would be nosy and want to know about you:

READ MY NEW POEM! Its for halloween :D

All Hallows Cabin

A man and his wife
Strolling on in
Unpacking their things
And a bottle of gin.
Snugly and warm
Cuddling next to the fire
Listening to music,
The song of a lyre.
All seemed too well,
Too perfect and sweet,
But it wasnt too long
Till they heard heavy feet.
Outside their cabin,
On the timber porch,
A creaking they heard;
Now the fire does scortch.
A flare up in the bricks,
Sparks now do fly,
The danger surrounding
Would not pass by.
The Wind did moan,
The ravens did cackle,
The lock on their door
Began to unshackle.
A shadow before them
Now there it stood
All they could see
On its head was a hood.
The hood drew back
Nothing there to be seen
The face was black
The figure was lean.
Boots covered in mud,
Coat dripping and wet,
A scent of warm blood
A drop of cold sweat.
A rope in one hand
In the other a dagger
No longer it did stand
The feet did stagger.
The man threw the bottle
Of gin at the beast
To his neck it did throttle
His air had ceased.
The woman shrieked
The beast wailed
The floor creaked
Her cry failed.
It's jaw snapped
The girl was trapped.
She snatched a coal
To save her soul.
It left a scar
She tossed it far
Upon it's hair
The spark did flare
And then the gin
Did scorch it's skin.
She thought she was done.
She tryed to run.
She grasped the gun.
In the cartridge was none.
The room was blind
To the darkened mind
Of the beast unkind
Standing behind
The wall of flame,
The fire untame
Hiding the shame
Of the moon to blame
For this wretched night.
The girl took flight
Till she saw moon light
Dim from her site
Behind a cloud,
The moon it had shroud
A howl came loud,
Death it vowed.
Soon the sun did rise,
The light pierced her eyes.
Cuts were on her thighs.
She hoped the night were lies.
She let out a scream
When a body in the stream
Burned it did seem
Matched the night's theme.
Was it the creature
Was it the beast
It did match the burns
Of the demon atleast...

IF YOU HAD ME ALONE... LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR TWENTY- FOUR HOURS & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? ANSWER THIS DAIRY!!! THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR DIARY YOU MIGHT BE SURPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE... :)

*stolen from Kavik cause it told me to laugh at you all... :P

Dreaming Again

A distant whisper,
A clovered hillside,
Serenly I step
Accross the divide
From a world of hustle
To a world of song,
Listen to the wind
And wait not long
Till all behind
Is swept away,
And see the dawn
Of this new day.

A sweet harvest,
A drop of dew,
Bring calm to life,
Life fresh and new;
A lovely sky
With clouds of white,
Remember this view
This euphoric sight
With daffodils yellow
and tulips of red
A scent of roses
Fills this bed...

Serenly I drift
Back under my sheet,
I rest my head
And curl my feet;
The sun is rising,
The sky a lofty blue.
And next to me
There lies you.
A hopeful wish,
A wonderful thought
yet only in dreams,
I dream a lot.