[Broken_Black_Road_Of_Roses]'s diary

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Written about Thursday 2006-03-16
Written: (6676 days ago)

I was finally able to get my sis an elftown account [pinkish] she might not be on here often but she will probaly try her best

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Written about Monday 2006-03-13
Written: (6679 days ago)

S TOP - SIS... - Sixpence None The Richer Lyrics - Brighten My Heart Lyrics

my heart is as dark as the soil sodden with winter rains
my soul is as heavy as the peat freshly dug from the bog
my thoughts swirl like willow branches caught in autumn winds
my body as tense as a cat's as it stalks its prey

Chorus
help me open my heart to You,
help me open my heart to You,
help me open my heart to You, oh Jesus
it's what I long to do

my heart is as dark as the soil sodden with winter rains
(Lord, brighten my heart)
my soul is as heavy as the peat freshly dug from the bog
(Lord, lighten my soul)
my thoughts swirl like willow branches caught in autumn winds
(Lord, still my thoughts)
my body as tense as a cat's as it stalks its prey
(Lord relax my body)

Chorus

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Written about Thursday 2006-03-09
Written: (6683 days ago)

I Cant Help But Feel That Hes pushing me away

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Written about Wednesday 2006-03-08
Written: (6684 days ago)

I found this in a freinds diary it made me cry


A boy and a girl,
the best of friends.
From elementary to high school
from beginning to end.



Through all those years
their friendship grew.
They both felt the same,
but neither knew.



Each waking moment
since the day they met.
They both loved each other
sunrise to sunset.



He was all she had
in her terrible life.
He was the one
who kept her from her knife.



She was his angel,
she made him smile.
Though life threw him curves,
she made it all worth while.



Then one day
things went terribly wrong.
The next few weeks
were like a very sad song.



He made her jealous
on purpose he tried.
When the girl asked, "Do you love her?"
on purpose he lied.



He played with jealousy
like it was a game.
Little did he know
Things would never be the same.



His plan was working
but he had no clue.
How wrong things would go,
the damage he would do.



One night she broke down,
feeling very alone.
Just her and the blade,
no one else home.



She dialed his number,
he answered, "Hello"
She told him she loved him
and hung up the phone.



He raced to her house
just a minute too late.
Found her lying in blood,
her heart had no rate.



Beside her was a note,
in it her confession.
Her love for this boy,
her only obsession.



As he read the note,
he knelt down and cried.
Grabbed her knife,
that night they both died.



She was found in his arms,
both of them dead.
Under her note
his handwriting said:



"I loved her so,
she never knew.
All this time
I loved her too."





if you love someone very much put this on your house

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Written about Sunday 2006-02-19
Written: (6702 days ago)
Next in thread: 765712

Ugh I Hate My Life I should Just Get It Over With I Mean People Keep Saying Jonathan Doesent Love Me And Im Sick Of It And I Cant Ask Him Any More Cause I ve Already Asked Him So Many Times Hes Probably Sick Of It And I Get The Sense That He Hates Me . What Other Choice Do I Have He Is My Life.I Want This To End NOW .Jonathan If You Read This Please Give Me One Reason Why I Shouldent Go Through With This. *Crys*

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Written about Sunday 2006-02-05
Written: (6715 days ago)

I Do Trust Him And I Do Believe Him But I Still Wonder

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Written about Tuesday 2005-12-06
Written: (6776 days ago)

aint the pick hot

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Written about Tuesday 2005-12-06
Written: (6776 days ago)
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Written about Saturday 2005-11-05
Written: (6807 days ago)

i have no idea what so ever what i was doing when i broke up with my boyfriend jonathan to go out with some nutcase named josh.but now that im with jonathan again im happy i realized that even though he doesent show it he does live me . i feel bad for my friend langdon cause i have basicall y exluded him from every thing i feel like crap rigt now .i wish every thing was different.

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Written about Friday 2005-10-14
Written: (6829 days ago)

I WENT TO HALLOWEEN HORROR NIGHT 2 NIGHTS AGO AND I COULD HARDLY GET TO SLEEP. I KEPT WAKING UP IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT.AND I FOUND THIS GIRLS ID I KNEW HER TOO THAT WAS FUNNY I WQAS LIKE "HEY I KNOW THAT GIRL".WELL THATS ABOUT ALL FOR NOW .I LOBE MY BOY FRIEND JONATHAN SOOOOOOO MUCH AND I KNOW HE LOVES ME TO.

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Written about Wednesday 2005-10-12
Written: (6831 days ago)

i am gong to halloween horror night tonght my first one

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