Today I feel much better, less like a looser, I've been in blue funk this week, and probably last week too. I have tried to pull myself up, and I think this coming week will be much better. I don't know what I'm going to do for Halloween, no kids come trick-or-treating to our house anymore. I could put on my Renaissance dress and princess hat and go to the mall. It makes no sense to have that beautiful costume Mom made and not be able to wear it. I'd like to redraw and repaint several of my pictures in my elfwood gallery that I think look wrong. Maybe once I improve things I will be able to get more comments and perhaps I could get lucky enough to get a mod's choice.