hard to describe how i feel. I feel like my body is on fire, and it feels like there is a hole where my heart should be. Im hoping that its just the extra hard training that im doing it karate, but it could be something else.

so today was my first day back at school. Boring!!! except for the fact that kimberly was there. She's even prettier than i remember. I thought i was in love before, but now im sure of it.

i kinda have mixed feelings about going back to school tomorrow. On one hand it sucks because it will be another boring year of school, but on the other hand i get to see the girl i like who i didnt get to see the entire summer. I hate it when i cant make up my mind.

Yay i started karate back at karate again today. Im already a black belt, but its still a lot of fun. Im really happy because there is finally going to be an all teenager class starting next week. This way i wont be stuck with all the white belts who are only 8 years old, and the other black belts and i can really get down to the hardcore fighting. Im pretty good at fighting, but i dont like the aspect of fighting my instructor more than i already do. He is like the strongest and fastest person in my town.

i get the feeling im really pathetic. I have liked the same girl from my school since 8th grade. When school starts back that will have been two years. Why the hell am i still afraid to talk to her!!!

Weird i had a dream yesterday that i would meet someone from my school at the YMCA and i did. Im psycic

yay! I finally beat one of the hardest games ever, but now thats its over i need to find something else to fill my time. Damn! cant think of a thing

I wonder who thought of eating eggs. who in their right mind said "i think ill eat the next thing that comes out of that bird's butt."? Its rediculous!