Why do people get into your life? They think that they are smarted then you, because they had sex. Wow they had sex. Whats so amazing about that? I hate people that are like that. I have friends like that I have NO idea why they are my friends. O yeah they need me with out me they wouldn't have a boy friend right now. I hate life.

The way he makes you feel isn't the same. Very thing is different. You try to think if you should say those three words to him. Then you feel your heart break. You feel afraid to open your heart to him. You've been hurt so bad you hide your feeling for him. You know he's nothing like you x-bf. You never felt so happy with this one, but you know your not ready to move on. You have so many thoughts going through your head. You want your x-bf to go away so you can show how much you care for this new person that just came in you life.

Your always on my mind
I run and try to hide
You always seem to find me
So much for being free
You said this would be better for us
I feel locked in a little box
Right now I hate you
I don’t know what to do
You broke my heart
I’m trying to keep it together
But I’m falling apart
I don’t know why I still love you
I hate the thing you do
I hate the way you act
I don’t care what you wear
You treat me unfair.
Your always there tell me I wrong
What did I do to you nothing but
Try love you unconditionally but then
You’d get mad its all my fault
No matter what I do I cant please you
You told me you love me I thought it was
True then it was all became just was about you I try and try to keep this together but its only getting worse and worse each day now every thing is fading away in to nothing so what am I so to do to have this stay alive so please help my to not test it die I’ll stay strong give you so another chance to being what we had back to life place just try one more time to have me back all I want is one more time .

Why I love you

Sometimes at night I look to the sky,
I start thinking of you and I ask myself why,
Why do I love you ,
I think and I smile,
Because I know the list could run on for miles.
The whisper of your voice,
The warmth of you touch,
So many little thing make me love you so much.
The way you support me, even your silly emotions,
The way that you care and show such emotions.
The way that your kiss fills me with desire
And how you hold me with the warmth of a fire.
The way your eyes shine when you look at me,
Last with you forever is where I wan to be.
The way that I feel when you are by my side,
A sense of completion and over flowing pride.
The dreams that I dream that all involve you,
The possibilities I see and the things we can do.
How you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart,
How deep in my soul you are a very important part.
I could go on for days telling what I feel,
But all you really must know is my love for you is real.

Does anyone know what love is? I dont't think anyone does. Why do we lie to are selfs? We say I love you, but don't really mean it. Maybe at first you mean it or maybe not at all. We hurt eachother by saying these three words. I love you. Some people don't realize what they are saying. I bet every one has heard I love you and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. Why do we wast are time to try to find that special some one? I know I don't want to be alone for the rest of my life, but all I do is wast my time on something that isn't real. You say you love me, but you break my heart. All I'm trying to say is love is just a word and a strong word at that. Don't say it until you mean it, show it, and you know what it means.