I am still hurting. I'm so afraid to go out side. Why did this happen to me? I have so many questions, but they well never be awsered until I die. This really sux's. Know I'm afraid to trust guys. I've been hurt so many times.

Let it go...
Current mood: mellow


Let it go for 2006!
By T. D. Jakes


There are people who will walk away from you.
And hear me when I tell you this! When people walk away from you: let them walk.

I don't want you to try to talk another person into
staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hang up the phone.

When people walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left.

People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay.

Let them go.

And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person, it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead.
 
You've got to know when it's dead.
You've got to know when it's over. Let me tell you something. I've got the gift of good-bye. It's the tenth spiritual gift, I believe in good-bye. It's not that I'm hateful, it's not that I'm unfaithful, it's that I believe that you shouldn't force people.
It takes too much sweat I don't need. Stop begging people to stay.

Let them go!!

If you are holding on to something that doesn't belong to you and was never intended for your life, then you need to.....
LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to past hurts and pains .....
LET IT GO!!!

If someone can't treat you right, love you back, and see your worth.....
LET IT GO!!!

If someone has angered you .....
LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to some thoughts of evil and revenge.....
LET IT GO!!!

If you are involved in a wrong relationship or addiction.....
LET IT GO!!!

If you are holding on to a job that no longer meets your needs or talents .....
LET IT GO!!!

If you have a bad attitude.....
LET IT GO!!!

If you keep judging others to make yourself feel better.....
LET IT GO!!!

If you're stuck in the past.....
LET IT GO!!!

If you are struggling with the healing of a broken
relationship.....
LET IT GO!!!

If you keep trying to help someone who won't even try to help themselves.....
LET IT GO!!!

If you're feeling depressed and stressed.....
LET IT GO!!!

I just go back from Chicago. I had so much fun. I learned more about jesus. Getting away from silver was good I didn't have a bad moment. I meat new people. I have new friends and I'm so gald that I went. I don't get to go all over chicago, but thats ok. I got to go on a Odyssey boat. We ate dinner on there and danced. I didn't get very much sleep. We had to get up at 6:00am in the morning, because we had to take a shower. There was four of us sleep in one room. I was me, Marisol, Rachel, and laura. We went to eat breakfast at 7 that go to the Reconciliation at 8 then had mass at 9. There was so much stuff to do.

POOR LITTLE CHRIS...;<
Body: this is a sad story, you should be ashamed if you dont repost this.

My name is Chris

I am three,

My eyes are swollen

I cannot see,

I must be stupid

I must be bad,

What else could have made

My daddy so mad?

I wish I were better

I wish I werent ugly,

Then maybe my mommy

Would still want to hug me.

I cant do a wrong

I cant speak at all

Or else im locked up

All day long.

When im awake im all alone

The house is dark

My folks arent home

When my mommy does come home

I'll try and be nice,

So maybe ill just get

One whipping tonight.

I just heard a car

My daddy is back

From Chariles bar.

I hear him curse

My name is called

I press myself

Against the wall

I try to hide

From his evil eyes

Im so afraid now

I starting to cry

He finds me weeping

Calls me ugly words,

He says its my fault

He suffers at work.

He slaps and hits me

And yells at me more,

I finally get free

And run to the door

Hes already locked it

And i start to bawl,

He takes me and throws me

Against the hard wall

I fall to the floor

With my bones nearly broken,

And my daddy continues

With more bad words spoken,

"Im sorry!", I scream

But its now much to late

His face has been twisted

Into a unimaginable shape

The hurt and the pain

Again and again

O please God, have mercy!

O please let it end!

And he finally stops

And heads for the door

While i lay there motionless

Brawled on the floor

My name is Chris

I am three,

Tonight my daddy

Murdered me

And you can help

Sickens me top the soul,

And if you read this

and dont pass it on

I pray for your forgivness

Beause you would have to be

One heartless person

To not be effected

By this Poem

And because u r effected,

Do something about it!

So all i ask you to do

Is pass this on!

IF YOU ARE AGAINST CHILD ABUSE!

Why do people have to be so mean. I try to be his friend and be there for him, but he just seen like he doesn't want that from me. Maybe I should stop caring about people that need someone to talk to. They are my friends, but they alway push me away when I try to help. 

When you lose someone you love so much, you don't know what to do. You look for things to do to keep him off you mind. Every time you wake up you hope thats its just a nightmair, but you know its real. You don't want to eat or sleep. Every time you close you eyes you see him in your dreams. You cry for him at night hopping that he well come back to you. You try to leave him behide, but he hont you like a ghost. As the days go by, you hop things get better and that you would be able to move on. You find someone who
makes you laugh and happy. You start to fall for him, but you see the one you lost. It seems like you can't get away from him. You don't see him for weeks and you think that your over him. You start seeing the one you fallin for. Things start getting better. You feel so happy like nothing could go worng, but then you see him walking, holing hands with someone new. It killed you when you saw that. Then you wish that you shouldn't of gone out with him.

There's one thing I hate about living in a small town. If you go out with a person for 2 years and all of a sudden he wants to break up with you. You think you won't see him for at least 2 week, but no you see him in 6 hours down town. Then you feel like killing him for breaking your heart. I still don't know why he broke up with me. Its hard for me to get over him, because he lives really close to me and I see him every day. It drives me crazy. I wish he would die and go to hell, wait a min we are already in hell. I wish he would just move.

Why do people get into your life? They think that they are smarted then you, because they had sex. Wow they had sex. Whats so amazing about that? I hate people that are like that. I have friends like that I have NO idea why they are my friends. O yeah they need me with out me they wouldn't have a boy friend right now. I hate life.